I couldn't sit still. Thoughts of this morning were flashing through my head. It began like every other Friday morning, the executives at my company were having their weekly billable meeting and I was taking minutes. After the meeting concluded everyone had left the room except Peter, our CFO, and myself as I was making quick revisions to the notes before sending them off to the attendees.
I always had a bit of a crush on Peter; he was tall and lean and just had this charisma about him that made most women swoon. Even though I had been working at the office for about a year now Peter had been nothing but a gentleman. We had subtly flirted at times, but when I say subtly, I mean I was probably the only one thinking there was more to the conversation than there actually was.
As Peter was about to leave the meeting room he stopped and leant over my laptop and whispered into my ear, "Would you like to have dinner this evening with me Emma?"
I could barely catch my breath and had gotten shivers from his warm voice so close to my ear and the smell of his, I'm sure god awfully expensive, cologne. Coming to my senses I managed to stutter out a "yes," before glancing up at him.
Peter chuckled and leaned in closer to place a delicate kiss on my neck before nipping my earlobe and whispering he'd pick me up at 7:00pm.
The rest of the work day flew by in a whirl wind of getting everything done before the weekend and thoughts of Peter. I practically ran out of the office at 5:30pm and sped to my flat. I took a thorough shower, shaved, tweezed and blow dried my hair like there was no tomorrow. As I waited for Peter to pull up in front of my apartment I began to think of the other men I had dated in the past. Not that there was a long list or anything, but I felt I was always the one to mess it up somehow. I just didn't want to make the same mistake with Peter, I doubt I'd marry the guy but I at least wanted to try and have some semblance of a proper relationship.
I quickly glanced at my wrist watch wondering how close to 7:00pm it was - 6:50pm the hands read and I let out a little huff, I just wanted to be in the same car with Peter. I wanted to be near him and smell him and taste him and lick him. WHOA! Where did that come from? I had made out with guys and let them feel me up but always over the clothes and I had not gotten anywhere close to having sex with anybody! I didn't even touch myself for Christ's sake! As I stood there silently reprimanding myself for my wayward thoughts my body began to get extremely hot, between my thighs was pulsing and felt wet and my clothes felt tight, much too tight. I saw flashes of me shredding my clothes and began to panic before I heard the tires of a car pull up. I took a few deep breaths and stepped out my front door, locking it behind me.