"Fuck!"
Em cursed herself quietly, fumbling with her keys in the door, hands shaking. The day had been long and stressful, sending her anxiety into overdrive. After what felt like far too long, she slotted the key into the lock and opened the grubby metal door, letting herself into the small but cozy apartment she called home.
She shut the door behind her, let her bag fall from her shoulder to the floor, and kicked her shoes off haphazardly, blowing out a long sigh. "What a fucking day." She thought.
Em padded toward the kitchen; her thoughts clouded. Half-formed sentences rapidly swirled around in her head like a hurricane, none of them helpful or kind. From the other room, she could vaguely hear the sound of the television playing the 5 o'clock news, the anchor's robotic voice droning on in the background. She filled a cup with water and quickly drained the glass, running the events of the day on repeat in her head.
As she fell further into her thoughts, recounting the events of the day, her heart sped in her chest, and the walls seemed to begin to close in on her. Her lungs felt tight, like she couldn't get enough air. So many what-if's and should-haves toiled around in her head; the noise was thunderous. Her grip on the cup tightened.
"I'm so fucking stupid..." She mumbled to herself, setting the glass down hard on the counter. She raked her dark hair back from her face and shook her head as though she could shake away the mayhem.
Still lost in her thoughts, she made her way to the living room. She stopped in the doorway to take in the scene in front of her. The floor lamp cast the room in a soft, warm light, a candle lit on the table filled her nose with a spicy and comforting scent. Her boyfriend sat on the couch, backlit by the TV, book in hand with his back to her. For a brief moment as her eyes landed on him, the storm-like whirlwind of chaos in her brain quieted, and a small smile played on her lips.
Without a word, she closed the distance between her and the couch, leaning over the back to wrap her arms tightly around him. She tucked her face into the crook of his neck and inhaled deeply, taking in the comforting smell of his cologne, citrus and amber overwhelming her senses. She felt his weight shift and heard the sound of his book touching down on the side table. His jaw moved against her cheek as he smiled. She could feel his beard scratch pleasantly against her skin.
"Hey pet, welcome home."
She didn't speak, tightening her arms around him in response. He lifted a hand to the back of her head, coming to rest at the nape of her neck, and attempted to turn his head to look at her. She nuzzled her face deeper. He relented, choosing to hold her like that for a beat, one hand on her head and the other coming up to rest on her forearm, where it wrapped around his chest. A few minutes passed before he spoke again.
"Come on, then." He said softly, a smile still in his voice. He patted his lap. "Come here."
She didn't hesitate. She rounded the side of the couch, stepping over his knees and flopping heavily onto the cushion beside him, leaning into his arm.
"Mmm-mm, no baby."
Before she could settle into comfort against his side, he swiftly pulled the girl into his lap. She squeaked in surprise but relented, drawing her knees toward her chest as she leaned into him, resting her head against his shoulder once more. His arms wrapped around her waist, his chin coming to rest atop her head. Her eyes drifted shut as she listened to the drone of the news anchor, the rise and fall of his breathing, the thumping of his heart in his chest. Soon enough, they could both feel the tension start to release from her body.
"Okay, baby... talk to me." He murmured, bringing a hand up to stroke her hair.
The girl tensed again. She inhaled to speak, pausing with her mouth open while she rapidly tried to organize her thoughts to no avail. Her mouth snapped shut again, and she blew out a sigh, shrugged, and tried to relax into him once more. "I'm fine, Dan."
The hand in her hair came to a stop, his other arm pulling her impossibly closer. "Come on, pretty girl, you can do it." He pushed, an edge of authority tinting his voice.
She made no effort to speak, instead turning her face into his chest to hide. He tangled his fingers into the hair at the crown of her head, letting out a sigh of his own before he tightened his hand into a fist, tugging her head back. He forced her eyes to meet his. She gasped, green eyes flying open to look at him in shock. She was irritated he was being so insistent, but a small part of her brain couldn't help but soften at his unwillingness to let her be alone with her thoughts.
"I wasn't asking." He spoke firmly. "Talk. Now."
His sharp tone shot lightning down her spine, her limbs feeling like jello. She looked up into his piercing eyes, her own silently pleading for him to leave it be. Dan raised an eyebrow at her expectantly. She couldn't help but let her eyes flicker to his lips as her tongue darted out to wet her own, his domineering behavior placating her. She felt a sense of calm in the fact that he was taking control, despite her attitude getting the better of her. When she still didn't speak, he smiled and shook his head. He leaned in close, his lips barely brushing against hers. She strained against the hand in her hair uselessly, desperate to close the gap.
"Be good for me," he breathed, and without warning, he stood and walked with her in his arms behind the couch before unceremoniously flopping her facedown over the back of it.
"Hey! What the fu- HEY!!!" She whipped her head around to look over her shoulder to see him standing between her legs, grinning widely down at her. In one smooth motion, he had yanked her leggings and panties together down to her mid-thigh and landed a hard open-palmed smack to her left asscheek. "What the fuck was th-"
*SMACK!*
She yelped as he cut her off with a sharp spank to the other side.