Chapter Six: Venturing into the Unknown
My gaze remained affixed on the unlocked doors. The promise beyond darkness was a seemingly simple gesture, yet so laden with significance. The soothing tones of Gabe's voice coaxed me back from my reveries of hope and opportunity and the potential for normality beyond the threshold.
"Amelia?" Gabe's voice, distant. Warmth cupped my shoulder, jostling me softly.
"Freedom?" Apprehension tainted my inflection as my eyes remained transfixed on the doors. My head grudgingly turned back to Gabe. My limbs, paralyzed into immobility, for fear that the opportunity to leave would dissolve as if a mirage refracted in my sightline.
"Look at me Amelia." Gabe's hand gently guided my chin back so I would refocus my gaze on him. "Does this make you feel better?"
I nodded as I swallowed deeply, pondering Gabe's concession. "Yes Master, a smidgeon. You're not absolved from punishing me though." I was tentative in my censure, petrified that one incorrect action would jeopardize my chance of escaping my claustrophobic chamber.
"I know Amelia. I'm trying to atone." Gabe's eyes softened as his thumb traced the contours of my lips before he prodded inwards so that I would suckle his digit. "Come finish eating."
The enormity of the moment made my tongue uncooperative in its heaviness. Our meal was cloaked in an uneasy silence. Gabe's thoughts deep as he likely pondered his decision making. My own laboured breathing punctured the stillness as I contemplated my reality. I had successfully clawed towards freedom. Gabe's guilt over punishing me, and my surliness had forced his hand in a compensatory gesture. I knew I would have to be strategic moving forward. While restrained elation occupied my thoughts, I fretted that what awaited me outside my prison was far more terrifying than what I knew of my confinement.
I was a willing captive in my abduction. I hadn't fought off Gabe very long before I voluntarily surrendered my body and mind to all manner of carnal satisfaction. I implored Gabe to debase me. I demanded he exact humiliating fantasies onto my body. I begged to pleasure him orally and pleaded with him to claim me anally. My desperate appeals to be fucked harder and deeper served as consent for him to write his control over my body and wrest every orgasm from my core. My submission, while initially manipulated, was now voluntary. I knelt with exuberant desperation. Who would believe my narrative that blond-haired, green-eyed charismatic Gabriel, graceful in action, articulate in speech, and rich in social clout, had abducted me and kept me locked in a completely simulated apartment, whittling away my resolve until I buckled at my knees to his every desire? The premise of this nightmare sounded fantastical even to my ears.
"Up, little one." He crooked his finger through my collar as I rose. "To the washroom."
I looked at Gabe puzzled. My eyes returned longingly to the door and then to Gabe, suddenly fearful that Gabe was revoking his offer. "Aren't there washrooms out there Master?"
Sensing my concern, Gabe only rubbed my nose. "Of course there are little one. You needn't worry. You didn't think I would forgo receiving the touch of your tongue on my cock this morning did you? Don't you want to feel my hardness tearing your ass open? It would please me if little one took a little more liquid in her enema for me and held it while she gave me a blow job, before she begged me to fuck her in the ass. Would you do that for me Amelia?"
"Yes Master." I smiled up at him. Gabe was promising me freedom. I would do practically anything for a chance to escape this apartment.
Gabe administered a full 2.5 litre enema. I was cramping in spasms as I struggled to fellate him, my tongue frantically running on the underside of his shaft to bring him to culmination faster, if only so I could release sooner. Gabe only slowed me down, entwining his hands into my tresses and dictating the leisurely pace he desired, as he entered my mouth with an annoyingly unhurried tempo. He occasionally reached down to feel himself within the tight confines of my throat. He revelled in his claim, even now. My mouth garbled out sounds of discomfort around the thickness of flesh deep within. He pulled out and pushed me gently down by my shoulders.
"Master, please fuck me in the ass." My request was frantic in its impatience and desperation. Gabe made no motions. It was an indication that he was unimpressed with the authenticity of my appeals. I hadn't demeaned myself to his satisfaction. "Master, I want to feel your hard cock fuck me in my ass. I want you to take me brutally."
"Of course, little one. I'm happy to oblige." The joy in Gabe's voice was evident as my self-debasement filled his ears. His cock battered into me more roughly than it ever had. There was little adjustment before the pummelling strokes of his manhood claimed me repeatedly for his use and pleasure. I could feel my insides being rearranged from the pressure of his thrusts. My body bowed and Gabe inserted two fingers into my pussy, crooking downwards and scraping my g-spot painfully before he pulled me back up into position.
"Master, it hurts," I whimpered. The flat of Gabe's palm onto the meat of my buttocks slapped my writhing body into a subdued compliance, forcing a momentary intermission from squirming.
"Yes, little one, intentionally so. Do you know why it must hurt today?"
I spluttered. "Master wants to see me endure what he decides for his submissive."
Gabe grunted his assent as his cock hammered into my ass again, stretching my asshole with the wideness of his arousal. "You are mine. You are here for my pleasure. You are here to please me. It pleases me to see you suffer for me."
"Yes Master," I groaned, as Gabe's thrusts doubled in pace. I accepted the pain as the admission to partial freedom. Gabe's motives were exceedingly transparent, especially in his claims over me. Power over my very being was something he reinforced. It was reiterated in every act my submissive mind internalized, and my compliant body endured. He was writing his ownership of me before permitting me leave of this space. He was enforcing unto me that he controlled my destiny. His benevolence granted me the conditions of my existence. I was to abide by that unwritten maxim.
My heavy breaths were interspersed with his ragged grunts. The heaviness of his scrotum slapped against the wet flesh of my pussy, as his cock started the familiar swell before his release. He grabbed my hips tight and spent into me before he reached for my clit and rubbed it more indelicately than usual. He wanted me to climax quickly, and violently, which I did, with him still in my ass, and his fingers jammed into my pussy. I tried to get up, but Gabe gripped my hips. "Not yet." His voice was gruff.
I glanced over my shoulder, not comprehending, until I felt the rush of warm liquid from his cock. I frantically tried to dislodge his manhood from within me, but Gabe's grip was formidable. He held me down in that place of submission. My tears dripped with humiliation as he urinated into me, using my body as but a vessel to enact his ritual of ownership.
"Master," I pleaded. "No please. Please, not today." I didn't want to feel so utterly humbled and ashamed on the morning I was liberated from captivity.
Gabe continued his unrelenting release. "You want this Amelia. Admit it to me."
Mortification hot as it slid down my cheeks. My breathing increasingly hitched as I reconciled the truth of Gabe's accusation. "No." It left my lips as the barest of a whisper, unconvincing. "No, I don't want this," I screamed as I shook vigorously in denial. Gabe only inserted his finger into the slippery confines of my cunt and spread the moisture on my buttocks in refutation.
"Tell me," Gabe insisted. "We will remain here until you do."
Long moments passed before my voice found the words that my mind refused to admit. I had confessed about wanting to feel utterly humiliated one day as I was suffering with a full enema and a Dom would urinate in me after he took me anally and had deposited his semen in me. It was my fantasy to be thoroughly used and demeaned. I didn't want it today though.