Blake didn't bring up their impending decision for the rest of the day. Not that he needed to when he saw the outfit Jess showed up in for dinner. Within seconds of seeing her at the top of the stairs it was back at the forefront of his mind.
She was dressed in a short low cut black dress. The halter neckline plunged between her full breasts and the back dipped so close to the curve of her ass that it was almost obscene. The way her breasts swayed as she moved made it obvious that, other than the strappy heels that graced her feet and the red beaded bracelet on her left wrist, there would be very little for her to remove when they got back to his room. Somehow, in spite of the sinking feeling in his stomach, he managed a smile for her as he took her hand and they walked to the dining room.
Both of them were quiet during dinner. Blake kept imagining how the rest of the evening was going to go. Every time he tried to envision faking another excuse an image of Francois' face from earlier that day chased those thoughts away. He couldn't see a way around the situation that wouldn't result in a punishment for her.
Sadly his body didn't seem to mind what was looking more and more to be the inevitable conclusion to the evening. Between his own thoughts, the little innocent glances she kept giving him, and being so close to her his shaft was uncomfortably hard for most of the meal. When dessert arrived his thoughts turned to his brother, who was anxiously waiting for Malcolm to rescue her. Guilt succeeded in taking the wind out of his sails.
He pushed his dark chocolate torte away unfinished. When the server came to collect his plate Jess took his hand under the table and gave him a little squeeze. He forced a smile to his lips as her eyes searched his face. After a moment he took the napkin from his lap and dropped it on the table. She did the same then stood with him. Blake turned and locked eyes with Francois. He was leaning against the bar, watching the couple intently. Jess moved closer to Blake's side, he placed his hand on the small of her back, and then gave Francois a little nod.
Jess was quiet as they left the dining room behind and went upstairs. When they entered his room she kicked her shoes off and stood looking at the bed. Blake watched her for a moment then kicked his own off and pulled his shirt over his head. Jess' shoulders hitched up slightly as he stepped close to her.
"What time are you leaving tomorrow?" she asked softly.
"The plane should be here by one."
"So, you have lots of time to make the most of your last night here." Her voice was barely louder than a whisper.
Blake recognized what she was really asking. He reached out and ran his hands up her arms as he thought about his answer. She lifted her hands to gather her hair and drape it over one shoulder. Blake's hands caressed her skin as they traveled to the back of her neck, and the set of snaps holding the top of her dress in place. Her breath caught as he popped the first one open. "Yes," he said softly then opened the second snap. His hands settled on her shoulders again, cupped them gently, his thumbs swept across her soft skin.
After a few moments she tugged the front of her dress down then pushed it past her hips and with a little wiggle let it fall to the floor. Blake didn't move until she turned to face him. He frowned slightly as the not so little fanboy in his shorts reacted to the sight of her near naked body. The heavy feeling that had settled into his stomach lifted slightly as she reached for the waistband of his shorts. Her hands were almost steady. He held himself still as she slipped the button from the hole and slid the zipper down. Very briefly, as she eased her hands into the top of his shorts to catch the waistband of his underwear with her fingers, he considered what they were about to do.
He sucked in a breath as her knees bent and she dragged his shorts down. His shaft sprang free, rock hard and begging for her attention in spite of the doubts that threatened to steal the strength from his erection. When she looked up at him, the very picture of a sultry fantasy as she crouched in her black lace panties, he could practically feel his morals waver in a precarious wobble. He was a good man but he was only human.
"Are you sure about this?" he asked, almost hoping for a sign of protest so he could force himself to end the charade before it was too late. He lifted each foot for her so she could take his shorts completely off.
She bit her bottom lip as she looked up at him. "If you are," she whispered. When he didn't say anything she settled onto her knees and slid her tongue along his length. His breath stuck in his throat as her lips slipped over the tip and she lapped at the precum leaking from it. He couldn't take his eyes off her. She continued to look up at his face as she swirled her tongue around the sensitive ridge.
His balls twitched as he watched her. The selfish, womanizing part of him wanted to let her continue. But something was holding him back. Something beyond loyalty to his brother. His brows came together as he realized what it was.
"Jess wait." Her lips slid farther down. He drew in a breath then reached down to catch her shoulders. She released him as he gently pulled her to her feet. He looked at her for a moment then pulled her close. Her hands pressed against his chest as he lowered his head and kissed her softly. After a moment he lifted his head. "I don't want to use you."
She frowned at the strain on his handsome face. "You're not." His hand slid up the back of her neck. "You're just helping a friend."
"By fucking you," he hissed the words.
She swallowed. "Would you rather make love to me?" She tried to smile but the look in his eyes stopped it before it could reach its full potential. "You can pretend to love me for one night." He didn't say anything for a moment but the tension in the muscles under her hands spoke volumes.
His eyes closed as his head dropped forward and he rested his forehead against hers. "You're not mine to love."
"Tonight I am."
That was enough for him to push past his misgivings. Internally he shoved the guilt he knew his actions would cause to the back of his mind to deal with another day. She was right, that night she belonged to him.
Her breath caught as he kissed her, hard, and so thoroughly that within seconds her knees wobbled under the onslaught of passion coming from him. He bent quickly and caught her knees with his arm. His lips didn't leave hers as he took the few steps to the bed and set her down. Or when he slid between her thighs and stretched over her.
She was breathless by the time his lips moved down to her chest. Her comment about loving her had been meant to tease him but he was making it so easy to fall into a fantasy of having a man like him, like the one she'd lost, love her.
Her hands found their way to his head to bury her fingers in his hair as he moved from one breast to the other, lapping and sucking at her tender flesh. She moaned loudly as he nipped at her neck on his way back to her lips. He took his time exploring her mouth, memorizing the feeling of her lips under his own. Her hands slid down his back, pulling at him, till they reached his muscled ass. Her thighs hugged his hips, her own tilted as she rubbed herself against his shaft.
"Tell me you love me," he whispered against her lips.
She lifted her head to follow his lips when he raised his head. "I love you," she cried out softly.
Jess had been trained to say and do a wide variety of things meant to raise a man's lust. To accept those requests with the same grace as if they'd asked for a glass of wine. But this was different. For both of them.
"Don't stop saying it." His teeth grazed her skin as he crawled lower to kneel between her thighs. He slid his hands under her ass to snag her panties with his fingers. She lifted her legs for him as he slid them off then tossed them away. The stubble on his jaw scratched her inner thigh as he grazed her skin with his lips.