The therapist takes me to a tiny dark room and turns on the big television. I don't think she ever encountered a 32-year virgin. She doesn't explain anything. We sit on a couch. A clip starts to play. A woman appears on the screen and starts performing some provocative actions. This makes me nervous and excited. The therapist takes notes. The clip changes. A woman emerges from the sea and goes into a shower booth. A man enters the booth and they start to grope each other. This clip arouses me more. The therapist takes more notes. The third clip plays. A woman stretches in very tight yoga pants. The clip focuses on her breasts and her ass. I get more aroused but also a little afraid. This time the therapist puts her hand over mine. Being touched by a real woman with a hard-on in my pants as erotic clips play in front of me - it terrifies me, and I withdraw my hand.
She reaches out for my hand and asks "What's the code?" I collect myself and reply, "Green." She puts her hand over mine once again. I am still nervous. The next clip plays. I don't respond. The clips continue. I am too self-conscious now. After 5-6 such clips, I start to get hard. When the next one plays, my erection gets a little more permanent. She squeezes my hand, and I don't feel my erection go down. In fact, my cock twitches a little and presses on against my underwear.
The clip changes again. I want to pull my cock out and stroke it. She takes some notes and scooches over till her sides touch mine. I draw a sharp breath and wheeze. The woman in the clip slowly undresses, which makes me harder. The therapist looks at my face and asks "Code?" I notice she has a coy smile. I take a deep breath and calm down. "Green." She nods, makes a note, and says "Good."
The next clip starts to play. A woman is cooking something in a kitchen. Her ass is open. A man comes up behind her and starts to grind his cock. The therapist wraps an arm around my waist. I feel her warmth on me. She nestles her head on my shoulder and asks "Do you want to stroke your cock?" My heart thumps audibly. The man on screen gropes the woman's breasts, while the woman enjoys. My cock gets hard, but I could not dare to bring it out. It was very unnerving. The therapist notes it down. "Don't worry," she put her head on my shoulder once again, "there is no reason to rush."
The clip changes. I look at my therapist. She is a beautiful woman. I wonder why other women aren't like her. Meanwhile, a woman gets tied and gagged on the screen. A device is attached to her pussy, and she is left to whimper. This embarrasses me, but I am unable to control my erection. I look at my therapist, who represses a lopsided smile. I turn back to the screen. The woman is moaning. I fight it, but it gets me harder.
"If you want, I can rub your cock for you." My therapist peers into my eyes. "Would you like to whimper?" The clip ends. But my mind hangs on her words. A woman appears. She is on all fours, crawling toward the camera. She has pink lingerie on. But the therapist's words drive me crazy. "Can you rub it over my pants?" I ask. The therapist notes it down with a smile. "Sure."
She takes my hand and puts it on her lap. She has smooth skin. The woman in the clip pours a slippery liquid on herself and massages her breasts. My therapist lightly runs her hands across my pants and feels the size and shape of the erection. She makes a ring over the tip and gently grasps it. She moves her hand up and down. I squeeze her lap in pleasure and immediately stop and look at her. She nods, presses my waist from the other side, and slowly screws the tip of my cock. I squeeze her thighs again. The woman in the clip plays with her glistening nipples.
I move my hands up and down her lap and inch closer to her pussy below her mini dress. The therapist pauses momentarily, notes something, and says, "Have you seen a real pussy before?" The woman on the screen was sucking on a glass dildo. The thought of a real, hairy, wet pussy brought up a different bunch of emotions. At first, I feel disgust, which changes to guilt and shame. I don't want to make her feel rejected or feel she triggered my reaction. I see her face. It is neutral. She writes it down. "Don't worry," she says. "One step at a time. You are making good progress opening yourself to female influence."
The girl on the screen pushes the dildo into her pussy. It was clean-shaven and beautiful. And it got me hard. The therapist puts her hands on my pants once again and starts to rub my cock. Then I notice the therapist sync her movements to the dildo on the screen. It feels like I am making the girl moan. My balls feel full to the brim. I worry if I should explode in my pants or bring my cock out. Both options embarrass me. Oops, I squeeze my therapist's lap again, and my hand is very close to her pussy.
"Hey, will it be alright if you teach me how to finger?" The therapist looks surprised. "Are you sure? You don't need to push yourself in this session."
"I may be able to face a real pussy if I approach it indirectly. Can you use my hands and show me how you get off? I feel guilty not participating when you are so flawlessly helping me overcome my inhibitions."