Many thanks to talented author/editor
HMAuthor
and to NorthernDancer for first editing and improving this story. And tremendous gratitude to author/editor
Ginger_Scent
, who writes quality erotica in both English and Italian, for work that made it much better.
"Don't forget to call me if you catch an earlier plane or you're delayed," Florence said. "I want to be ready."
"Why are you so obsessed with this vacation?"
"Your company owns you for the meetings, but the minute you get off the plane, you are mine exclusively for three full weeks."
"The vacation doesn't officially start until the morning after," Erwin said. "On the way home from the airport, I have to stop at the lab to check on the rats."
She laughed.
"How could I forget the rats? We owe them everything."
He joined in her laughter as they embraced. When he walked through the door to the garage to go to his car, he didn't notice her smile turn into a frown as the door closed behind him.
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For Florence and Erwin, rats were their life. Both had been fascinated by science as kids, and from high school on, they knew they wanted to be researchers.
Each had achieved success. Erwin headed a team that worked on new drugs for a large company. He made more money than she did, but she was more famous, because her research into human psychology (especially sexual pathology) was frequently quoted in the media, while Erwin's discoveries were known only to those who read peer-reviewed journals.
They met in college doing lab work for different courses. Surrounded by research rats, they fell in love, and late at night, when their homework was finished, their rats watched them collaborate in mutually satisfying experiments in human biology. Since they both graduated summa cum laude, they easily found jobs in the same city after their honeymoon.
Florence thought their marriage was as successful and rewarding as their careers, and Erwin seemed to concur. They had been talking about her taking a long break after she finished the two projects she was working on so they could start a family.
Because she was a scientist, she was used to changing her mind. She would often start a project on the basis of what she thought was a sound hypothesis, because it was validated by all the data available up to that point. Sometimes the results of her experiments clearly showed that her initial hypothesis had been wrong. When this happened, it was no problem for her to switch to a different hypothesis, even one the exact opposite of the first one.
A year ago, an earthquake had almost thrown her out of her bed, and she had called Erwin at one in the morning at the hotel where he was staying while presenting a paper at a conference. She was concerned that he might hear about the quake and worry about her, so she decided to wake him up.
When he picked up the phone, his voice sounded strange. Then she heard another voice in the background, a woman's voice, and the phone went dead. A minute later, he called back saying he had been cut off. He sounded more like himself and was concerned about her safety and the damage to the house. She told him to go back to sleep, but after she hung up, she didn't sleep much.
When he came home, he didn't mention the call, but she couldn't stop thinking about the woman's voice. It made her begin to question her assumptions about their marriage. She decided to collect fresh data and examine the foundations of her current working model to see if they were solid. Once she had concatenated the new data with the old and analyzed everything carefully, she concluded that their relationship was not what she had thought it was.
Until that phone call, the progression of her and Erwin's life together had been clear in her mind. Now it was uncertain.
She considered divorce for a while, then discarded that idea because introspection showed conclusively that she still loved him. Just as important to her, it seemed that he still loved her. For one thing, he had never varied in his behavior toward her. Also, his cheating was infrequent, and there was no pattern to it. She surmised it was spontaneous. He didn't plan it, but when the opportunity presented itself, he couldn't resist it.
After much thought, she decided to treat her discovery and its effect on their lives as a research project in human sexuality. She secretly began working on the new project whenever she had spare time.
As a scientist, she viewed love as a chemical reaction in the brain, whose state at any given time was the result of a combination of inherited genes and ever-changing stimuli that started with birth. She knew Erwin felt the same way.
Even though romantic, spiritual or supernatural love was unquantifiable and unscientific, her discoveries had provoked powerful emotions in her. She accepted them and examined the strong feelings of betrayal, anger, humiliation and thirst for revenge created by her neural chemical reactions. She noticed those feelings were sublimated whenever she was working on her side project. She felt less like a pitiable victim as she lost herself in the details of her research.
Her regular work kept her busy, so the personal project moved slowly. She was patient as she continued to collect new data, go through relevant findings from her rat experiments and research the literature.
She got to the point where the next step would be to form a hypothesis and devise an experiment to test it.