I felt as if she'd been ignoring me lately. Not so much me as my needs. I tried to be helpful around the house and make it easier for her when she got home, but it seemed that no matter what I did, had the kids in bed, showered and homework done, dishes too. And a hot bath waiting, she never really thanked me the way I wanted.
Not sure why it felt this way, I should love her no matter what, right? And support her in what she wanted to do. I was a 21st century man after all, and gender roles shouldn't define us...
I started looking in to hypnosis, initially as a way to maybe help her relax, truly relax and help her de-stress. And the first night I tried it, things went well, even better than I had hoped.
I had run her a bath and offered to rub her feet. After she got out and put her pajamas on, I put some music on in the background. I began rubbing her feet, and when she didn't object, I moved up her legs, then to her lower back and shoulders. As I rubbed at knots, I began talking softly and gently. At first, just a monotony of what had gone on during my day. Then adding in instructions, bend your knee, flex your thigh, shift this way. And as I kept the steady gentle words rolling, I could feel her relaxing. Her breathing steadied and it seemed she was asleep, but she was still listening to my soft instructions.
I was nervous at first. Not sure she could be hypnotized. But I went ahead and after all the prep work of small instructions, took the last plunge. I said, "You are completely relaxed. I'm going to count backward from five, when I reach one, you will be in a calm trance, ready to accept any instruction from me."
"Five, relaxing your body."
"Four, steadying your breathing."
"Three, slowing your heart."
"Two, clearing your mind."
"One, you are in a trance."
And then I paused, waiting for her to shift or move. Or maybe try to get under the covers and actually fall asleep. But she didn't, so I tried a little test.
"Take a deep breath and release it gently."
She complied. I could feel her chest rise and she blew it out gently.
I said, "You will follow my instructions completely."
Then I got nervous again for a moment, but I pushed on and said softly. "I want you to touch my cock."
At this point, I had been rubbing her back and shoulders, and was kneeling on the bed beside her. "Roll to the side and stroke my cock for me."
I was waiting for her to start giggling and say "Not tonight hun..." or just flat out refuse. But instead, she shifted to her side and with one hand began searching for the pull string on my pajama pants.