Author's Note:
Following a disastrous Valentine's Day break up, Lee makes an impetuous decision to travel to a Pacific island, sight unseen, to escape Chicago's winter and the icy memories of her cheating ex-fiancé.
Lee makes another impetuous choice to masturbate atop a sea cliff and finds herself in a perilous predicament. In the process of being rescued, Lee is tied and blindfolded by her savior turned captor, who claims to be a pirate. In the name of teaching her to control her lust and thereby keep her out of trouble, Lee is forced to develop her sexual fantasies as she pleasures herself on a secluded beach under the command of a faceless stranger.
This Valentine's tale has themes of voyeurism, light bondage and certainly forced reluctant edging and masturbation, which develops into a mystical romantic ending.
May you enjoy Lee's impetuous adventures and her 'nasty little ride' with a faceless stranger. --Sandy
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The cold was vengeful, the wind cruel.
My flesh had frozen.
My brain was numb.
My bones had turned to lumps of cold lead.
My heart was a frozen chunk of filthy street ice that sank heavy into my gut.
Only my tears felt hot - before they too turned frigid; Chicago's bleak February landscape matched my numb emotional state.
Bundling the wool scarf around my face did nothing to protect my heart from the piercing pain, as if a wind-driven ice pick were stabbing beneath my coat, its steel point wedged between my ribs. Waves of misery swept into my soul and overwhelmed me, and I knew well that it was more than the bitter wind blowing off Lake Michigan.
I had no touch in my fingers. Maybe that's why the red envelope holding my mushy valentine intended for my beloved fell from my hand and was swept away by the driving sleet. That lost token of my Valentine's Day affection was an apt symbol of my fiancé's betrayal. The pain of Cupid's poisoned darts was magnified as the sharp wind and the sting of sleet pellets conspired to drop my soul into a frozen grave.
It was a cruel twist of fate that led to my discovery of his betrayal. Another cruel, ice cold twist came from the dull blade thrust through my heart as he discarded me with icy emotions, leaving my heart hemorrhaging. Shredded pieces of my soul fell into each footprint that I left in the heaps of filthy snow as I trudged back to my place. I was but a hollow, wounded spirit as I wandered across the dirty, windswept pavement, shadowed and mocked each step by some foul spirit unleashed by the unmasking of a false lover on Valentine's Day.
Another disastrous ending to one of my infatuating love affairs. Is it me? Or are all men shallow, narcissistic bastards? From all that I have experienced and suffered from the masculine half of the species, it's them, every last one of those blue-balled bastards. Damn them all and their sweet-talking hollow pretensions. I hate them all! Forever!
"I'm out of here," I sobbed over the phone to my big sister. "To hell with my fucking miserable suburban Chicago life; Buffalo Grove is nothing but a buffalo wallow of pain and pity for me. It's dreary cold, my life is shattered and everything reminds me of him. I've already booked my ticket. I am through. Done. I am so gone."
"What?" she hissed into her phone. "Lee! What in heaven's name have you done? You did what? You didn't call me first? Lee, you always call me first; what in heaven's name have you done now?"
"No, I didn't call you first. I called you second this time Sis."
"Lee, did you even give it a fraction of a thought before you booked your reservation at Heartbreak Hotel?"
"I know it was impetuous, but I saw the travel ad on The L through my tears on my way back. I called the number right from my seat and got a hold of an agent. I said I wanted a ticket to some place sunny, warm and isolated and far away from Chicago - and I wanted a place where there are no wretched creatures, not a man in sight.
She told me she could empathize with my heartbreak and was sorry to hear about the breakup. She asked me if I was ever planning on returning, 'Or should I book you for a one-way ticket?' I laughed and then broke down in tears. She was very patient with me."
"Oh Lee, I don't think you are in a good place to be making these kinds of major decisions. Your raw emotions are only going to lead you into deeper trouble little sis. You should've called me first."
"I didn't call you first for a reason. I knew you'd tell me I was not in a good place to make this kind of decision, and I don't want to hear that right now. I have to get out of here. Winter and my aching hollowness are too heavy for me to handle right now."
"I wish we'd talked before you made this rash decision." She let the silence hang, emphasizing her disapproval of my impulsive actions. "So Lee, where are you running away to?"
I wiped my tears, stunned by my sister's simple question; my throat tightened like I'd just swallowed a fistful of beach sand. "I don't remember," I said as I forced an awkward laugh. "It's in the Pacific, not a place I'd heard of before. I just wanted to run away from slushy Chicago to a place that is warm and isolated."
"Lee, this is sounding worse the more I hear. I wished you'd called me first."
"I liked the travel agent and trusted her. I took what she recommended."
After a moment, Sis asked, "Do you have a one-way or a two-way ticket?"
The momentary tension from Sis's scolding was broken. We both laughed. "My travel agent recommended a special winter getaway deal that her agency was running, she apologized that it came with a return flight. I kind of laughed and told her that would be OK for me, then I cried again. She was very supportive. The deal's for four days and three nights and I get a private beach cabana and all my drinks at the resort are included. The agent said it might be just the ticket for a brokenhearted Chicago girl to start to relax and recover. She promised that it would be warm and isolated, but she could not promise that there would be no men on the island. She told me 'two out of three ain't bad,' and then added, `of course with this good of a deal, the tickets are nonrefundable.'"
"So, there's no turning back. I'm locked in no matter what you tell me Sis," I added with a bit of defiance.
"Lee, I know you. Honestly kid, I don't like the idea of you traveling alone. Especially under these circumstances. You are the kind of girl who is very vulnerable when your feelings are all bruised, broken and bloody. I am afraid that you will fall back into bad habits and make poor choices and I am afraid some people, especially men, could take advantage of you in your shattered emotional state. Do you hear me?"
"Yes, I hear you. I'm a big girl you know and I can take care of myself. Besides, I am going somewhere in the middle of the ocean to be alone, away from everyone. I'll be safe there. I am through with guys, they are worthless. I finally realize that now."
"Lee, just be careful when you're alone. Understand you are who you are, and you are susceptible to being scooped up by some strange man offering to comfort you. I love you. Please promise me you'll be circumspect and careful."