He was a handsome, articulate and manipulative man who convincingly wore the mask of religiosity. As a Priest of the Catholic Church, Father Gregory salaciously taught a young girl about God, the Church, religion, men, and sex.
Be warned -- I know some of you will be upset, and so I ask for your forgiveness in advance. What I am going to recount here, is something that I have to do for my piece of mind and spiritual growth. If you are offended by these topics in an erotic story, please don't read any further, but if it whets your sexual curiosity then, please suspend your disbelief, read on and enjoy.
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My name is Madison Waterhouse. I'm twenty years old, quiet, introverted, smart, and a good Catholic girl. Appearance wise, I have a petite but athletic build, with long, thick, blonde hair, big blue eyes, and long curled lashes that attest to my father's Nordic genes. My olive complexion, full sensual lips, ample, high breasts and firm, tight behind, I owe without question to my mother's Mediterranean stock.
What was important to my family while I was growing up was being attentive in my studies, obedient to my parents, the Church and of course the Priests and Nuns. I was born late in my parents' life and marriage; my Father was in his fifties and my Mother her early forties when I came along. I had a happy childhood until my Dad left my Mom and ran off with our next door neighbor when I was nine. It's been Mom and me ever since.
For the majority of my education, I was home-schooled and reared in the teachings of the Catholic Church. I'll be the first to admit that when I met Father Gregory, I was sheltered, inexperienced and very naive for someone my age. I had never encountered anyone, anything or any situation that had challenged my existence or caused me to question my upbringing and morals. Mom was a devout Catholic, and our household was very strict and religious; in fact, I don't think it would be too much of a stretch to say Mom was a bit fanatical. We were in church once a day, and I was in the Confessional at least twice a week. Don't get me wrong; I certainly didn't mind all of the time I was expected to spend at church, I found church my refuge, and God my protector, my strength and my buffer against the world.
Priests and Nuns were to be honored, and it was through this reverence and respect that they would shepherd my journey toward God. Growing up, I was taught that Priests were the messengers of God and wanted only to guide us, to help us know, understand and follow God's will. I believed this, and I thought my life was near perfect until I met Father Gregory and experienced an emotional, spiritual and sexual awakening that I had never imagined existed.
From the gossip that followed him here, I knew that Father Gregory had experienced some troubles in his last parish and to quiet things down there, the Bishop had transferred him here, to Saint Ignatius. Despite being a Priest, Father Gregory was a very sensual man controlled by his lust, in fact, the current gossip about him carnally seducing some of the young girls and women in the parish. Quite disturbing, was one particularly virulent and persistent rumor that described Father Gregory as having "been with" different nuns, starting when he was a choir boy and continuing even after he was ordained. I could never get any real details, but it didn't matter, his prior troubles just made him that much more attractive, and despite our age difference there was an undeniable attraction between us, and I developed an achingly sad crush on him from the very beginning. I soon fancied myself in love, and it was through this association with him, I came to realize that there were deceptive and manipulative people within the Church, just as there were in secular life.
Had it not been for his family's influence and connections I am sure at some point his misdeeds, and lascivious behavior would have caught up with him sooner than it had. As it turned out, the Church was unable to continue whitewashing his indiscretions; within two years of our meeting, he would find himself excommunicated.
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I met Father Gregory two summers ago when he first came to our quiet community and parish. That summer I celebrated my eighteenth birthday and felt as if his presence spiritually rejuvenated me.
I'm not sure when the nature of our relationship began to change. I was aware of the way Father looked at me when he thought we were alone, and it made me feel uncomfortable and aroused at the same time. Perhaps it started with his touches, his fingers lightly brushing over my arm, the innocent pressure of his arm against my breast that progressed to him "accidentally" caressing my breasts, or coming up behind me pressing his penis against my ass. I didn't mind, in fact, I liked when he did things like that, it would give me a warm tingly feeling between my legs, an unfamiliar but pleasant sensation.
Our first sexual intimacy occurred late one afternoon during confession. It was very dim in the church when I walked into the confessional and took a seat. The Father entered, and I began, "Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned. It has been a week since my last confession."
"How have you sinned?" he queried.
There was one sin I knew I had to confess, but I found myself hesitating.
"How have you sinned?" he repeated.
Then, I'm not sure why, I blurted out, "Several times I have allowed my boyfriend to touch me inappropriately."
There was silence from the other side of the confessional.
"I thought it would be enough to satisfy him, but it wasn't. He tried to force me to let him do other things, but I ran away from him, and I haven't seen or talked to him since."
"You did the right thing my child, but you must ask God for his forgiveness. You must pray for guidance and strength so that you do not succumb to this type of temptation, but hold your vessel pure for God. Repent your sins and pray the prayer of contrition and God will forgive you as you seek spiritual enlightenment."
"Thank you, Father," I said in a barely audible voice but did not make any effort to leave.
"Is there something else troubling you my child?" Father Gregory asked.
"Yes. Yes, there is Father, but I don't know how to say it," I stuttered out, the embarrassment making my face hot.
"I am here for you Madison, please unburden your soul to me," he said solicitously.
"Fantasies, Father . . . I know it is wrong, but I have been having fantasies," I said abruptly.
There was a heavy, silent pause before he asked, "What kind of fantasies, Madison?"