Bjorn piddled around the galley. The cookies should be done baking soon. What would he do to delay the inevitable then?
Why did he want to? This had after all been his idea. He had been the one to bring it up, first with mother. Then after her help was assured, together they began to work on Sven and Mikael. That had not been easy. It had taken the better part of year to convince Sven, and even now Bjorn feared his eldest brother was only half convinced. And Mikael...even more reluctant, though he of all of them understood exactly why.
No, this was his plan. The youngest. But he could always see what his brothers could not. The bigger picture, while they struggled through the forest one tree at a time. Not that he was unhappy with his place. He was not. He loved being the baby. It had afforded him more time with their mother, a better education and a freedom from the heavy weight of responsibility that his older brothers actually battled for. While he was content to simply...live.
But he knew that it was not that simple. Their way of life was under attack from all sides. Fishing was becoming more difficult as fewer fish inhabited their artic waters due to pollution and overfishing. Today they competed not just with other family fishing vessels but with large corporate ones...and with farms. Fisheries where fish were grown like their mother grew her 'wild' flowers.
It was not just that though. The harbor masters visit had reminded him of all they stood to loose if this plan went wrong. Their very freedom. He and his brothers could spend several years in prison for what had been a way of life for as long as anyone could remember. But modern society would not see it that way...kidnapping. They would be gone so long that the business would surely fail. Monika would be grown...and their mother...gone.
He swallowed hard at the thought. Just as he always did. But it was a reality that he had to face. One that he had forced himself to face over a year ago. And one for which the solution was crystal clear...at least to him. They must find their 'one.'
His mother and Uncle had seen the logic quickly enough. But Sven and Mikael were another matter. It had taken him and their mother months to convince Sven to even consider the possibility. Even then it had been nothing but grudgingly agree that Bjorn could at least look...see what might be out there.
It was strange that the modernity that threatened to bring an end to their way of life actually had provided the key to finding her. The Internet...that Bjorn had been the first to learn...had provided them with the means to search the world over for that one special 'wild flower' as Mama called her. A flower that could grow and bloom its sweetest petals in the cold, rocky soil of their homeland...and the battered hearts of three rough brothers.
He had been reluctant at first to allow their mother to assist him. While he did post a couple of profiles at traditional dating sites, it was the ones that catered to his and his brothers' darker side to which he gave the most effort. Obviously, they could not advertise for a woman to share.
He chuckled at the memory of one of his mother's favorite Christmas presents. He had been a little boy and they had gotten a VCR for Christmas that year. Each of the boys had received videos that might be of interest to them. So too had their mother. He would never forget the light in her eyes or the sound of her rich laughter as she opened her gift. He knew that their mother still watched that video sometimes, especially when she began to miss the men whom she had loved for so long. Except now the Kerry green eyes that he had inherited from her were filled with tears by the end of Seven Brides for Seven Brothers.
No, their mother had reminded him any woman that could accept and love four men could manage a touch of kink as she pushed him aside and viewed the profile he had created in Sven's name at the BDSM site. She had merely chuckled and murmured something about nuts never falling far from trees as she began to point out things that he had missed that would appeal to the type of woman they sought.
So their mother had begun to help him search through the thousands of profile on the site in the half dozen cities and ports where they would call. It had been a long and at times very depressing process. This one was too submissive. That one too bratty. That one too uptight to manage polyandry. Even though they had specifically not decided to announce their unusual lifestyle in the adverts.
It had taken them three months to identify a handful of women who might...might...be possible candidates. He had with his brothers and mother begun communicating with them all. Then one by one they had fallen away as the women either found Doms closer to them or showed flaws that would make them incompatible with what the brothers needed.
In the end only two women remained. A Russian woman who was slightly older than Bjorn with a young child of her own and Kirsty. Mikael had favored the Russian because as a mother herself she would perhaps take more quickly to Monika. But that had ended disastrously when Sven returned from meeting the woman enraged over the abusive way she treated her son.
So they had redoubled their efforts with Kirsty. She had been their last chance...at least for this trip. And perhaps forever. Bjorn was not certain he and Mama could keep Sven and Mikael interested in this 'project.' He feared that his brothers would continue to drift further apart until...Sven had returned with her today.
He glanced at that closed door once more, she offered Bjorn and Petrine hope. A chance at least that their way of life might be salvaged...at least for one more generation. Bjorn had enjoyed the messages that they exchanged with the woman. With Kirsty. She was intelligent. She cared passionately about her job. She was very beautiful. But like him, she knew there was something missing...something that she craved to find in life.
His gaze drifted longingly to the laptop on the table. He knew what he wanted. A chance to do more with computers that were merely a hobby between fishing trips. Thing was that he loved the fishing too. Mikael and Mama might think that he longed to break free...to do his own thing as Mikael had. But he did not. All he wanted was a chance to combine his loves more fully. If as he had with their search for 'the one' he could turn the tides of modernity in their favor instead of trying to sail against her all too strong winds, then perhaps it was another step closer to their dreams.
Sure Ӕgir's Captive had over the past few years adopted several modern technologies such as sonar to help them locate the schools of fish they sought, but there was so much more they could do with technology to make the business more profitable. The Internet could connect them with buyers who would pay much more than they were getting in the various markets. Top end restaurants could get the fish directly from them ensuring that it was fresher and higher quality. And they could cut out the middle man...make more money.
It made perfect sense to Bjorn, but convincing Sven was another matter. To his eldest brother, he was Loki...the comedic god. A jester. What Sven never realized was that the jokes were simply his tool for being noticed. As the youngest, it would have been easy for him to get lost in a houseful of men. His father, his uncles, two older brothers. He had only his quick mind, his smile and the ability to make Mama laugh.
While he might have made a place for himself in Mama's heart and in their family, Sven was especially challenging. By the time that Bjorn had been born his eldest had taken to the sea with their fathers. He was practically a man full grown. Even Mikael was gone within a couple of years. He alone remained with Mama as she taught him all that he needed to know of the world.
But his path was diverged from his brothers the day that Stig brought a computer home from one of their trips. Not that he could access the Internet...not back then anyway. But they had loaded the thing with all kinds of programs that would help his mother teach him. Bjorn had gone from a mediocre student to a boy genius overnight thanks to the magical machine.
When he had joined them at sea, or more importantly on their trips where he could spend hours exploring the World Wide Web in Internet cafes along their route, he was forever hooked. Knowledge beyond his wildest imagination was at his finger tips. He could learn anything he wanted, any time he wanted. And he did.
Unfortunately, as he drifted deeper and deeper into the world of knowledge, he drifted further and further from the brothers he loved and wanted nothing more than to emulate. His learning set him apart somehow, made him different. When he began to talk about anything beyond the sea and fish that they knew, they merely laughed and tuned him out.
His mother had been his only sounding board. Her mind was as active as it had been all those years ago, when the wander lust as she called it drew her to distant shores. That had been the only way to see new places, learn new things then...was to go. Now she had taken to the computer as fervently as he had. Together they explored ideas and spoke long into the night of ancient philosophers, modern psychology and especially of ways that they could save the life they loved. A life that both felt slipping through their fingers every day.
But their mother was getting older. She would not be around forever. Even now Bjorn felt her withdraw further from them as she said her final farewells to each of the men she had loved through a lifetime. When Lars had died last year, it was only Uncle Olaf and Monika that kept his mother from drifting away in a depth of despair from which none of them could draw her back.
This woman who loved her men, her sons and their way of life was growing older. And if...when...Uncle Olaf was gone? It was the question that forced Bjorn to face reality when Sven thought only of bottom line profits and how to keep Ӕgir's Captive afloat when so many small family fishing vessels like theirs were going out of business. And Mikael...he was too busy feeling sorry for himself since that woman came into their lives.