"I'm SORRY!!!"
Bang
"I said I was SORRY!! I didn't mean to! I won't do it again! I didn't mean-"
Slap
"Enough! I said stop talking you stupid cunt! I don't
want
you anymore. This is over. There is nothing else that needs to be said. Leave now before I find a much less pleasant way of dumping you."
He had to be wrong though. There was nothing worse than this. He brought me to his cousin's wedding and took me out back to "talk" to me after I had one too many, again, and embarrassed him. I knew I couldn't dance, but the fact I kept trying to move my big uncoordinated body around was enough to push him over the edge. I felt awful. This was apparently his last straw. So what did I do? I doubled down.
"This is it huh? You're done with me? You know I could-"
Smack
"Could what? You could What? You know I was the best thing that would ever happen to a pathetic desperate cunt like you. But you just had to go and ruin that for yourself. You know? I listened and
believed
you when you said your exes weren't good to you. Now? I think you did the same thing to them. You pushed them away. You're to blame for your failed relationships. Only you."
He couldn't be right, could he? Was I that self-sabotaging? I love him. I wouldn't want him to leave me right? I just fucked up. I pushed him away. Just like the rest. I guess I could've listened to him the last time we were out in public and he told me I can't go out dancing anymore.
"I'm sorry Sir. I'm sorry. You're right. You're only trying to save me and yourself from embarrassment. Please don't leave me. Please."
Kick
"Get up cunt. Get the fuck up and leave. You are wasting my time."
With that, he walked back into the reception. Tears on the sidewalk, my side and cheek throbbing in pain, I looked up just before the door to the reception was completely closed to see one of the bridesmaids touching his arm. He had a smile on his face, my suffering and embarrassment already forgotten. My existence, forgotten.