BANG BANG BANG! "MOM!"
My eyes opened to a loud banging, my head rang, I didn't know what was going on.
"MOM!" BANG BANG BANG "Are you up?!"
I made a connection, Emma was banging on my door, but why? What time was it? I looked down, I was dressed in a teddy and fishnets, I saw a dildo. What was happening? What time was it?
"MOM! I'm coming in!" I heard Emma yell as the door knob turned.
I was aware of the situation enough to quickly pull my blanket up to my neck, covering my body. The door creaked open and Emma walked in, I turned my head to look at her and noticed a pair of panties with hearts on them beside me, I quickly stuffed them under the pillow beside me before Emma noticed. Who's panties were they? Everything was so foggy.
"Mom! You're still in bed?!" Emma was angry, but I couldn't connect why.
I held the blanket tight up to my neck, making sure Emma couldn't see anything that was happening underneath. "Uh... ya... sorry..." was all I could muster right then.
"Jesus mom, what time did you get home last night? You look terrible." Emma said sitting on the edge of my bed, a little too close for comfort.
I racked my brain trying to remember when I got home but couldn't, "ummmm I'm not exactly sure... what time is it anyway?"
Emma looked at me with an annoyed look, "it's 12:30 already mom... I have my modelling shoot at 2, remember? You said you were going to come with me? I don't want to be late!"
I could tell she was a little angry, but we still had time, I tried to calm her down. "OK OK... I'll get up, just give me a few minutes OK? I'll hop in the shower and then come down."
"Fine! But hurry up!" Emma said, getting off my bed and starting to walk out.
"Oh! Emma..." I started.
"Yes?"
"Do you mind putting some coffee on for me?"
"No problem... it sure seems like you could use it," she said with a little smile both making me think she was mocking me, and feeling sorry for me.
The door closed behind her and I heard steps going down the stairs. My head fell back on my pillow and I let out a deep breath, "what the fuck" I said to myself, trying to remember what had happened the night before. I pushed my blanket back down to my feet and turned in bed, placing my feet on the ground. My head was ringing, how did this happen? I was able to stand up and start to shuffle myself over to the washroom, as I did I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror, the fishnets, the teddy, I looked like a completely used slut. My pussy twitched.
In the shower I let the warm water rinse away the filth I had on my body. Each minute I was in there I remembered a little more, the club, the dance floor, being felt up, and then I thought about when I got home, Jess surprising me, her fucking me in bed. "Fuck," I said to myself as I thought what happened. I felt a little sick now that my somewhat rational brain was back on. How did I let a student do that to me? How did I do that to her? Would she tell her mother? Was I completely fucked? The whole situation was getting so out of hand that I didn't even need the blackmailer to fuck up my life anymore. But, as much as it scared me, part of me loved it, I just couldn't hide it anymore.
I wrapped a towel around my body and headed downstairs to get the coffee I so badly needed. Emma looked at me and simply said, "hurry up!" while I grabbed my cup and headed back up to my room. Sitting on my bed I remembered Jess's panties stuffed under my pillow, reaching back I grabbed them and looked at them. They were so cute, the little hearts on them, I imagined her standing by my door wearing them. Why did she turn me on so much? I brought them up to my nose and smelled them, taking in a deep breath.
With my coffee almost done I started to feel a little more like myself. I grabbed my phone and checked my messages, of course there were some from the blackmailer.
Message: READY TO GO WATCH EMMA MODEL?
Message: SURPRISED?
Message: WHO DO YOU THINK SET IT UP?
I didn't know what to think. My days of reacting with extreme anger were over. I should have known that this was setup. Why didn't I know? I felt defeated and just continued reading. What was I supposed to do?
Message: WEAR PACKAGE FIVE
Message: DO EVERYTHING THE PHOTOGRAPHER ASKS
Message: AND MAKE SURE EMMA DOES TOO
Message: HAVE FUN SLUT
I closed my phone and put my head in my hands. I tried to think of a way out, some way to not go ahead with the photoshoot, but there was nothing. I was so deep in the hole now that getting out seemed impossible. If I didn't do what they said they would release everything, and at this point it would be enough to ruin my life for sure. Now Emma was getting dragged into it. She knew about the blackmailer but should I ruin her excitement about modelling? Should I tell her this is all a setup? Even if I did that we would still have to go. There didn't seem to be any options other than going forward with it.
Refocused and putting the negatives in the back of my head I stood up and walked over to the packages again, finding number five and opening it over my bed, watching the contents fall out. Inside were a pair of grey thigh high socks with white stripes at the top, a white tennis skirt, and a pair of white lace boy shorts. I took a deep breath and started to get dressed.
I removed my towel and slipped on the white panties first, pulling them into place and feeling them press against my pussy. Next I grabbed the grey socks putting one on at a time. They ended a little lower than I thought they would, about half way up my thighs. I stepped into the skirt and pulled it up my body and into place around my waist. It was short enough that there was visible skin between the top of the socks and the skirt. I went over to my drawers and picked out a white bra that somewhat matched with the panties, wrapping it around my body and doing it up. And finally I put on a grey sweatshirt that had seen better days but was extremely comfortable and hung off one shoulder. I put my hair up in a pony tail and took a look in the mirror. It was clear what I was wearing was meant for someone at least ten years younger. I loved it.
I put on a pair of shoes and headed down stairs. It was already 1:15pm and we still had to drive to the studio. Emma was sitting on the couch looking at her phone, she turned around to look at me and her eyebrows raised.
"That's what you're wearing?" she said as she got up from the couch.
"Well... ya..." I said looking down at my clothes, "don't you like it?"
"I mean... ya... it's just not really you," she paused for a second, "were you told to wear that?" her eyes looking at me for an answer.
I decided right then that if I was going to lie about the modelling being set up, then I would need to lie about it all, including this outfit. "No... not this time... I bought it the other day at the mall... I just thought it was something a little different, fun... should I change?" I knew I couldn't change, but I wanted it to convince her and this seemed more real.
"Oh no mom," she suddenly looked worried, "... you look great... I just wanted to make sure," Emma smiled, picking up her stuff and walking around the couch.
I looked at her for a second, "you're wearing... that?" I asked, a little confused. She had on a pair of oversized grey sweatpants that were rolled several times at the waist, a white tank top and a visible pink bra underneath. Something she would wear to be comfortable and hang out, not for a photoshoot.
"Ya," she said right away, "the photographer said that he would have outfits for me to wear there so just to come in whatever I wanted... and this is what I want," she chuckled a little bit.
"Well OK then," I said as we headed to the car and started our journey.
We were half way there and after doing some small talk I decided to double check that Emma wanted to do this. Maybe if she backed out I could explain to the blackmailer that she didn't want to do it and I couldn't force her, maybe that would work?
"So you're sure you want to do this, right?" I asked, focused on driving.
Emma turned to me and answered right away, "yes! For sure!... Why don't you think I should?"
"No... I mean... I just wanted to make sure you were sure... I'm here for you no matter what," I smiled back.
I didn't force the issue, I didn't try to convince her. If I did she would have known something was wrong. It was a weak attempt, my last resort, I went back to driving, trying to stay positive.