I am what you might usually call a computer geek and married Mary, who I was introduced to by a mutual friend, when I was 26, some fifteen years ago. Our first meeting was set up as a blind date when Mary was asked to make up a sixth at a dinner party and to everyone's surprise, including my own, we just hit it off and we wed less than a year later.
Now, I know I'm not bad looking - just nothing special, whereas Mary is attractive. Not the tall, model type who many of your writers describe, but small (5'4") and pretty, with a short bob of black hair, blue eyes and a perfectly proportioned figure - nothing too big or too small - just right. The thing that most people notice about Mary is her skin which is perfect; no moles, no blemishes, no scars which makes her look much younger than her 40 years. She is quiet and rather prim and proper, which sometimes gives an impression of aloofness.
We have always had a fairly ordinary relationship, with similar likes and dislikes and a good steady sex life. Apart from trying different positions and watching the odd porn movie which I had been given at work - which, incidentally, Mary thought were rude and dirty - we had settled down into the 'once a week' routine that many married couples do.
My job as an IT manager for a large multinational company in Los Angeles has meant doing evening shifts working 6pm to 2am for ten days a month, which means that many nights Mary has been left on her own until I got home in the early hours. She has never minded this and we needed the money that shift working provided. Normally I would get in and the house would be dark, however, one night I noticed that my computer had been left switched on. I went to close it down and was shocked to see that the browser was logged on to a porn site featuring men with big dicks. Looking at the other sites she had visited that night, I saw that they were all on a similar subject, sometimes showing the men having sex with women as well as being sucked off by them.
I turned the computer off and pondered how I was going to raise this with Mary, if at all. I mean, it could just be a one off. That said, I set the computer to retain a record of all the sites she looked at in the future. At the week-end when she went shopping I checked Mary's activities on the computer and was amazed at the frequency and time she had spent visiting sites like bigmancock.com and bigdick.com. Every night she had been looking at these pictures and I must say, it aroused me to see some of the men screwing the women in the pictures.
Was Mary having an affair? Her e mails didn't indicate so and I decided to put her current infatuation with these sites down to a curiosity which would pass with time. It came as a hell of a shock two weeks later when Mary said she wanted to talk to me about something.
"I want to have sex with another man." she announced as if it were part of our normal conversation.
"You what!?"
"I want have sex with another man" she repeated
I was stunned "Who?"
"Oh. I don't know. I haven't decided yet." She said, matter of factly.
"I don't understand."
"What don't you understand? What I just said?"
"No. I don't understand how you can come out with a comment like that. You want to have sex with another man, but you don't know who. Why don't you know? Tell me more"
Showing no emotion she replied "Well I lied to you in the past. I know I told you that I've only ever been to bed with you, but that's not true. You see, before we met I dated a guy called Simon from my class at university for a year. I left him because I found him in bed with my best friend and I couldn't believe that I wasn't enough for him. The thing was, he had a really big penis and an insatiable sexual appetite and we did it three or four times a night - every night during the year we were together."
"From what you're saying I assume you don't you love me any more? I'm not good enough for you"
"Of course I do and I always will. Meeting you gave me someone who I knew would never let me down .I'm not going to leave you or anything, but I've always been interested in big men, since Simon. I just want to experience one more time what it's like to do it with someone big." She said quietly.
"And what if I say I don't want you to?"
"Ah, well, that's where we may fall out. I've made my decision to do this and I'm going to do it whether you want me to or not."
We didn't speak for the rest of the day, but that night Mary slipped off her nightdress as she got into bed and we made love as if nothing had ever been said.
A week later Mary announced "I've made my decision."
"About what?" I replied absent mindedly.
"About who I'm going to have sex with, of course"
"Who?" I replied. Suddenly cold.
"Oh. Just someone who I've been speaking to who I was put in touch with by a friend."
"And when is this to happen?"
"Next week-end."
"Oh. Have you met this person? How do you know you'll be safe?" I asked
Mary replied "No. I haven't met them, but with regards to my safety, they have agreed to set up an internet link so that you will be able to see that I'm OK"
"You mean that not only do you want to go with another man, but you want me to watch you at it? No fucking way!" I said furiously. "And what do you mean, they?"
" 'They' means that there will be more than one of them, and if you don't want to watch, then don't, but you'll not know whether I'm safe or not, will you?"
I sat stunned and then quietly said "I guess I've no choice do I?"
The following week dragged. On Saturday morning Mary gave me a website address. "If you log onto this at 7pm you'll be able to keep an eye on me. This is the number of a friend of mine which you can ring if you need to find out where I am." She said, handing me a slip of paper. "Oh, and darling. I do love you, you know, but I have to do this to get it out of my system."
At 6pm Mary left in a taxi and I sat in front of my computer as the next hour dragged by. At 7pm I logged onto the website and was greeted with a screen which was titled 'The Fucking of Mary'. I sat and waited. Within a minute the picture changed and what I saw shocked me. Mary was sitting on a low stool, facing the camera, totally naked with her legs wide apart and a hand on each knee. Her luxuriant bush of black pubic hair had been trimmed so that a black strip, an inch wide, above her pussy was all that remained. She looked dirty and rude, but at the same time sexy and her black hair accentuated the paleness of her perfect skin.
Standing on either side of her were two men who obviously worked out in the gym and who had the biggest dicks I had ever seen. They weren't even hard and were bigger than me at my hardest.
Mary was looking at the camera and began to speak. "Hello darling. I hope you're getting this picture alright. What do you think of what they've done to my cunt? They wanted to shave it all, but I said you wouldn't like that, so we agreed to leave it like this. These are two of the boys who are going to fuck me tonight and yes, I know what you're thinking - what does she mean 'two of the boys' " Too damn right I was!
"You see. What I didn't tell you was that I didn't just want to be fucked by someone else but that I wanted to be gangbanged. Are you shocked? I knew you would be! Let me show you who is going to have the pleasure of my cunt tonight." With that, she stood up and walked around the room as the camera followed her. As she got to each man, she took hold of him, kissed him on the lips and slowly stroke her hand along his cock.
I counted five men as Mary made her way to each of them in turn before returning to the stool, where she sat, once again, with her legs open. "If you were counting darling, you will have seen five men aged between 28 and 33, in their prime for fucking all night. Their cocks are between 9 and 11 inches long and are very, very thick and they are all going to fuck my tight little cunt."
Mary's hand moved up to her pussy and her slim fingers slid up, down and then between the lips, stroking her clitoris and then inserting one, two and then all four fingers inside.
The two men appeared back at each side of her and she looked at the camera again. "We're about to start now, so you can switch off now if you like, but I don't think you will, will you?" and then, almost as an afterthought, "Oh, and another thing you may like to know. I'm turned on by bondage so I am going to be tied up and helpless as these big men do what they want to me."