Author's note: This is pure fantasy. The characters hold no relation to real people. I can barely imagine anything like this being real, and it would be terrifying and awful; far from erotic. Within story, however, I do enjoy a man's touch on my breasts...
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You cannot move. You cannot see. Soft white noise, which you quickly tune out, sounds in your ears. Your bare skin oversensitive to every brush of air from the overhead fan, but there is no way to avoid it. Your breathing picks up.
You are mine. I found you on the street, shy thing, finders keepers. Everything you feel now, think now, touch or do is because of me. I spread you out on the bed. I gave you the shot, piercing your pure skin, which has rendered you entirely paralyzed. I have spread you so you are open to me, wide, stretching to the point of slight pain.
Something crawls over the fingers of your left hand, which twitch involuntarilyโthe only movement you can make. You try to curl your fingers again, but it doesn't work, and soon the bugโit has to be a bugโis crawling down your hip, across your leg. The fine hairs on your shaved legs twitch and tickle as the roach searches for a good place of darkness, finally crawling around your shin to burrow underneath. You can't move.
I turn the lights on, and the bug goes still. You can see the red on the back of your eyelids, leaking through by the strength of the bright light I have overhead so that I can see you better.
A touch on your jaw, just below your ear, makes you jerk. The feather-light touch of my finger traces your jaw, your chin. The weight of my hand rests, at last, on your collar bone. You can almost smell the warmth of my breath as I lean forward. I pass on your lips, however, and bring my cheek to yours, rubbing against your face with mine so that the rough shadow of hair prickles and scratches against you. Under my palm, I can feel your breath coming faster now. Your heartbeat is picking up, too, and I pull away to pause for a moment, pressing my fingers close so that I can feel better. You don't move. You couldn't, if you wanted.
Suddenly, you feel like choking. The pressure of my thumb is hard against the hollow of your throat, pressing threateningly against your trachea. I feel your heartbeat better, here, going so fast. My toy, are you afraid?
You should be. I am pressing hard enough to bruise, and I feel you swallowing against me, as if that will do something to stop the pressure. Fighting the drug only gives you a headache. After the longest of moments, I sense your resignation. I take it as a sign of submission. You are mine.
I move back, sitting on my heels, just above your stomach. At once, both nipples of yours are in pain. I pinch as hard as I could and pull at them, twisting, using my nails. Your throat is still sore but yet you manage to gasp, a faint noise, limited by your lack of movement. Your chest is heaving, but your nipples are getting harder. I play with them for a moment, rubbing my thumbs over the very tips, blowing on them, tugging and twisting. They are very red now, and standing straight up from your chest as you try to breathe, try to fight the drugs that stop your motion, try to stop me.
The touch is gone for a moment, and I have left any sense-able range. I could be anywhere. I could touch you anywhere right now, however I wanted, and you couldn't stop me. I could kill you. I almost did.
I do not kill you. You nearly whimper in pain as sharp, firm nipple clamps drop onto your nipples all at once. I tug them into position better, pinching and pulling the skin until it is satisfactory, then adjust the clamps so they're tighter, tighter. Now you are frozen, focused on the pain in your nipples. You cannot see, but they are round, with parts that twist tighter to squeeze the entire nipple at once, the tip spilling out over the top edge and cherry red where I can see.