I've always known I was a submissive. I've always caved when my friends suggested things I didn't want to do but really didn't think about it much. After I was older and had more free time I found a site I could list myself as a submissive and talk with other people, some dominant some submissive and explore that side of me. I've always been careful about keeping everything private but kept feeling myself being pulled further and further in to my submissive side. Being very much heterosexual I don't know why but some of the male dominants made me feel so inferior and I felt an excitement doing as they said and imagining myself in front of him.
At 55 I am in good shape, I keep busy fixing up on the house, bicycling, and walking. 6'2" tall with short blond grey hair. My wife, Debbie was younger at 48 and very attractive. She is 5'3" and a little more curvaceous but still as sexy as when we met. We have a pretty normal, conservative life. We are both quiet and reserved, both preferring to avoid confrontation.
I decided to take a weeks vacation to get some things done around the house and of course to relax and unwind. Monday morning I got my wife off to work and turned on the computer. I logged in to see if I had any messages on a fetish personals site.
Lately I've been messaging with a Master Alex from Texas. I figured from that distance there's no chance of him knowing me. I'm not bisexual, but he is so confident and made me feel so inferior. It was a mix of feelings. Humiliation, regret, excitement, scared. I felt so disgusted with myself afterward but couldn't stop doing what he said and kept looking for more. I saw that he was on and messaged him.
It started out slowly this time with him having me strip as we messaged each other, sitting naked as he asked all the intimate questions about my life, my fantasies, my wife. He loved knowing I was married and asked me all about her to humiliate me. What she looked like, how old she was, how she kissed, how she was in bed. He had me send some pictures of us together by the end of the first day. I figured there is no chance of him knowing us so I obliged. He told me I wasn't allowed sex with her without permission and I eagerly agreed.
The next morning I signed on hoping to see something from him but nothing. I wrote him and watched throughout the day hoping for a message. In the early afternoon he sent me a one word message simply strip. I did and wrote back that I was naked. He wrote back to send a picture of me naked. I wrote back that I wasn't comfortable doing that. He simply wrote "waiting". I spent the next hour waiting for more but no messages came. Finally I couldn't stand it and sent the picture of me naked.
He wrote back "Good boy. Get your wife's panties and bras then send me a picture of them all". I did. He picked out the set he liked best and had me put them on and send that picture. I did. He Replied "Good boy". I said "Thank you Sir".
He wrote me back to get on google chat and send him a message giving me his contact info. Without thinking I did as I quickly as I could with the account using my real first name. He Asked, "is this Chris your real name?" I said, "Yes Sir, it is".
He said, "Good, do not lie to me again. Your wife's real name?"
"Debbie Sir," I said.
"Good boy, send me pictures of her right now!" I did. He told me how lovely her lips are and said, "Slave, you may not kiss her on the lips again without my permission." "Yes Sir," was all I could say. We spent the rest of the afternoon discussing every intimate detail of my wife he wanted as I sat in only her panties and bra. I felt so humiliated discussing her like this with another man.
He asked, "Are you my slave?"
It took me a minute to think, but replied, "Yes sir, I'm your slave."
He told me to put on pants and a sweatshirt but keep the panties and bra on. He told me to keep the chat open and to respond right away.
My wife got home about 5 and we started making dinner. I felt my phone buzz in my pocket. He asked what we ere doing and I told him. "Take her picture right now!" I did and sent it to him, her in her skirt and blouse. A few more of her eating, then watching TV. Later I had to send several of her in her pajamas. Then some of her sleeping. I could hardly sleep.
The next morning he messaged again for an immediate picture. She was getting ready for work in only her panties and bra and I begged not to send the picture. He said, "You're my slave, do as your told slave!" I sent the picture of her and immediately regretted it. He said, "Good boy. Now more of her getting dressed." I Said, "Yes Sir". He told me to message him when my wife left. I felt so terrible having betrayed my wife like that. All I could think about was how this stranger now had our real names and pictures of us. Thankfully he's in Texas.
I messaged him as soon as her car left the driveway. He had me log onto a different chat site so we could video chat on. I made a logon profile and logged on. He had me turn on my video and microphone. on his end I could hear him but he didn't turn his video on. He had me put the phone propped on the desk so he could see me and made me strip completely. It felt so much more humiliating with me being watched on video.
"What are you?" he asked.