Tasers don't literally knock you out. The pain is just so intense that you black out for a moment and can barely move when you do wake up.
My husband is dragging me across the landing like a drunken floozy who just got back from the club, and I don't have the strength to shove him off of me and run for my life. If I did run, what about my baby boy? Or my two daughters?
I have enough strength to look up and catch a glimpse of our bedroom through my bleary eyes. He's carrying me to bed as if I have a hangover and just need to sleep it off. Is he going to fuck me while I'm passed out? Has he already done that without me knowing?
Huffing and puffing from my weight -- a fact I'm mildly insulted by -- my husband heaves me onto the bed, and I begin wriggling like a dazed worm. A quick slap across my cheek is enough to put a stop to my enervated struggles and make me go limp.
My husband just hit me, and that's one of the least bad things he's done to me.
He disappears into the cabinet and pulls out a bundle of objects I can't see clearly. He climbs onto the bed with them as my vision begins to clear, and I see that he's holding a bundle of leather restraints. They're the kind you use for BDSM play; a pretty normal kink compared to what I now know he's really into.
I don't even bother to resist as he ties my wrists to the metal bed frame and secures the leather straps tight. He does the same to my ankles until I'm tied up in a spreadeagle position on the bed like a damsel in distress about to be ravished and sacrificed by some primitive tribe.
Now that I can't escape, my husband feels comfortable kneeling down by my side. He won't be doing the ravishing, not yet anyway. I'm more or less fully awake, and I'm full of questions and an overwhelming dread of the answers.
"Comfortable?" Hubby asks with a wry, sardonic smile.
"Fuck you!" I spit angrily.
"I wasn't planning for you to find out this way," he explains as if there's a good way to inform your wife that you arranged for her to be raped, "but now that you know, I'll have to move the schedule up. Although the timing isn't bad, since the girls are gone for the weekend."
"Are you gonna pimp them out too once they turn 18?" As soon as I ask him that, I'm overcome by a nauseating fear that he might not wait that long.
"I'll do nothing of the sort. Ever." He says it with a firmness of tone that -- almost -- reassures me that he means it. "My business partner and I prefer mature women."
The nausea clears up and is replaced by an anxious knot at the mention of his 'business partner'.
"You mean..." I'm terrified to ask for confirmation.
"The father of our cute little baby boy." My husband casts a sideways glance at the baby's crib where -- mercifully -- my son is still sleeping. "He paid good money to have his way with you and very much enjoyed it, almost as much as I enjoyed watching. I only wish I could have been in the room when it happened, but that would have ruined the scene."
Ten grand. That animal paid my depraved pervert of a husband ten grand for the right to rape me in our bed. All to pay for a nice jacuzzi tub and high-quality cameras and computers for the sake of his gross fetishes, not to mention that new Mitsubishi SUV hybrid.
My husband is the accountant, but something about that doesn't add up.
"We paid Forty grand for the Mitsubishi, and you said you got paid ten grand." I should just shut my mouth for fear of knowing the answers lurking behind my sham of a married life, but I just have to know. "Where'd the rest of the money come from?"
"Ah, well, I guess it's time to show you." My husband walks out, leaving me tied to the bed.
I tug uselessly on the leather restraints. I understand I'm not getting out of here any time soon. My husband returns a moment later holding what looks like a DVD cover. My first thought is 'who still watches DVDs in an age of streaming platforms?'
But then my husband climbs onto the bed again and I see the cover up close.
It's a pornographic cover image in two parts. The upper part features a muscular male body on top of a naked woman. The man's face is turned away while the woman is looking slyly at the camera, with her diamond wedding ring clearly visible. The bottom part fades into the top of the lower image featuring that same woman caressing her pregnant belly and also looking slyly at the camera while a different man, also with a wedding ring, embraces her from behind.
The nausea is back with a vengeance. The woman in the cover art is definitely NOT me, but my face has been photoshopped onto hers and given that expression of sly smugness through digital graphic manipulation. My husband's face has been photoshopped onto the face of the cuckold husband in the image -- or maybe that's really him posing with a model.
And then there's the title.
"'My Fertile Secret'." My husband says with a sense of pride that brings a bit of stomach acid to my mouth. "This is just a sample cover for posterity. Why sell physical copies when people can stream the full movie online?"
I want to pass out, but the adrenaline won't let me. This is so much worse than having me raped and impregnated and jerking off to the video. He filmed my rape and used the footage as porn. I can't even begin to comprehend how violated I ought to feel.
"The true story of a cheating Asian hotwife who gets fucked and bred by her White alpha male bull and tricks her cuckold husband into raising the baby." I notice there's a bulge in his pants, and I'm not sure I can take many more revelations like this. "Over five thousand preorders and more than a hundred thousand paid downloads in the first month alone."
"I want a divorce." I want a lot more than that, but that's the only thing I can think of to say.
"Even after I tell you that we've grossed over a million dollars?" My husband asks, as if he can buy my consent the way he sold my pussy. "And that's not counting the revenue from all the short-form content on our OnlyFans page. Well, technically, it's your OnlyFans page."