I had never really spent much time thinking about raping anyone. Now I'm as dodgy on consent as the next horny guy, but I wouldn't have ever considered myself a rapist. I do now. And I make no apologies.
She wasn't even all that physically attractive. Big boobs, but they were kind of saggy. She had a nice plump ass, but it was one of the those asses that's kind of long top to bottom--not exactly one of those big bodonkadunks that you want to see twerking on the dance floor. And she had some belly, though not too much. She was a typical 19 year old who didn't exercise enough and went out drinking every weekend. Her metabolism had slowed down and she was still eating like she was a 14 year old. I knew her type; she was going to end up being a frumpy, 200+ pound housewife in 4 or 5 years. While she probably had potential, she was going to end up as your typical, lower middle class, uneducated, underemployed woman who churned out a few kids and never amounted to much. That was pretty clear to me.
Her boyfriend was a pretty good friend of mine. We mostly hung out as a matter of convenience, we'd been friends for a while and it was low effort to continue being so. We didn't share too many hobbies or interests in common, but we both like to party. Drinking mostly, but some other fun stuff, too, every once in a while. He didn't get a lot of attention from girls, and when he did he tended do anything he could to maintain that attention. That he had a girlfriend at this point was a surprise to most of the guys in our friend group. We all knew, or rather mostly suspected, that he wasn't the only focus of her, uh, attention.
Now I like easy women. They make the world go around. I'm a guy that likes to fuck pussy, and women who'll give it up have a special place in my heart. I like the idea of settling down and having a family, but I also like the idea of fucking a variety of pussy while I can, and then continuing to fuck a variety of pussy for a long, long time. My buddy's girlfriend's apparent easiness wasn't lost on me, and I began to take more notice of her. She was dating my friend, but that honestly didn't concern me much. What I was concerned with, however, was whether or not it was reasonable to try to get my dick inside her.
She hung out with us quite a bit, but on occasion she'd have to work overtime or had some family emergency that she had to attend to. My friend never really complained about the times when she wasn't available to hang out. I think he was grateful for the time she did spend with him. But to the rest of us, it was pretty obvious she had other boyfriends. Well, not really boyfriends so much. It just seemed obvious that she was fucking other guys behind his back. He either had no idea or didn't care, I wasn't sure which. And none of the rest of us brought it up to him. I certainly wasn't going to let on that I knew she was getting strange dick, because I was beginning to think I'd like to one of them.
She'd sometimes arrive to meet us at the bar with her hair a little messed up, or her clothes slightly askew, or sometimes even both of those combined with being obviously drunk or high. No one was sure what she was doing, exactly, but it was pretty clear that wasn't getting drunk working late. One night I noticed as she was standing at the bar she had few rips in her stockings. I couldn't be caught staring, but after about my third or fourth glance over I noticed something else. In addition to being noticeably ripped, her stockings looked to be a bit wet along the inside of her thigh. I hadn't seen her spill her drink. She was a bit drunk, but probably not enough to have pissed herself. Besides, there wasn't that much wetness. And it looked a bit thick...
Then it dawned on me. This fucking slag has some dude's cum dripping down her stockings. This whore had a pussy full of jizz, and not my buddy's jizz. Probably some random dude, or some fucking drug dealer, or anybody, really. I guess I wasn't surprised she had been late to meet us, or that she was probably getting fucked. But I was surprised that she was careless enough to just let splooge just run down her leg like that. Drunk enough for that, I suppose.
Normally such sloppiness might be a turn-off. But I knew what kind of woman she was. Some women are just dumb, useless, talentless, and wind with a bunch of kids on welfare. Some are dumb, useless, and talentless, but have just enough sense to understand that their pussy is their worth. They can trade their snatch for the attention and money of a man and end up reasonably well taken care of. Whether they trade pussy for that from one man, or for that from many men over the course of their lives, they understand that men need to fuck. And their pussy, therefore, has at least little value. It's fuckable. It can be a nice warm, wet hole that men use to get off.
My friend's girlfriend was one of these dumb cunts that had just enough sense to realize that hole between her legs was all she had going for her. Her face was ok, her tits were big enough but saggy, and her fat ass wasn't winning any awards. But her pussy still got wet, and she obviously knew she could use it make men happy. She didn't have a job, but always had a little money. She always had a little weed, or some cigarettes, or some new bit of clothing. My buddy wasn't buying that for her, her pussy was.
Realizing all this, I thought I'd have a little fun with her. A whole group of us were talking, laughing, and drinking standing near the bar, and she wasn't necessarily engaging with me. But I found occasion to walk by her and quietly speak into her ear. "You're leaking," I said. She shot me a confused look, then put her hand down on the inside of her thighs. As soon as she felt what I had seen earlier she took off for the bathroom.
She was back after several minutes, but she was missing her stockings. She just wore a skirt now, kinda short but not crazy short, and some boots. And a belly shirt that showed her pudgy belly and barely held up those saggy titties. If she had a bra on, it wasn't doing much. But now that I had proof that she let guys shoot in her pussy, I was a bit more attracted to her. Any slut who opens up her legs and lets guys use her as a cumdump is at least a bit attractive to a guy like me, no matter what she looked like. Even though her body wasn't tight, she was beginning to grow on me. Her face was cute, I guess. And she had obviously tried with her makeup and hair. She tried to look hot, but just wasn't there. She wasn't hot, but let guys cum in her. After several drinks, that was what I was mostly focused on anyway.
Maybe an hour, and several rounds of drinks, later, I found myself on her end of the bar chatting in a group. Her boyfriend was off playing darts, and eventually the folks we were chatting with wandered off, too. It was just her and I. She seemed to realize that I might ask her about earlier and she looked at the floor.
"Did you get yourself cleaned up?" I asked.