I had a sex filled weekend.
A man should feel proud of himself.
However, I did not do the fucking.
I got fucked.
I did not get sucked.
I did the sucking.
There was lots of cum.
Lots of cum.
But it was other men's.
I got to swallow it.
Er, had to swallow it.
Real men's cum.
Dolled up as a woman.
Lingerie.
Makeup.
Even earrings in my pierced ears.
And a caged penis to boot.
Forced by Naughty.
For the past couple months now.
Lots of thoughts occupied my mind since the weekend's events. Lots of them brought about various feelings within me. Lots of them made my penis stir.
The thoughts that predominated in my mind since Sunday revolved around my new 'Marital Sex'. I thought about it last night. Then again today when I awoke it was my foremost thought. In the shower, at breakfast and as I drove to work. It was all I could seem to think about.
I thought about how our roles had reversed. We normally had sex about once a month. Missionary position. I would fuck my wife for between 5 and 15 minutes. We both usually orgasmed. Me for sure.
Last night, I was the one on my back, legs spread. Emma was the one who mounted me. She had a cock, a strap-on cock, a replica of Mike Brown's. It was much larger than my penis.
I lay there all dolled up as a woman, with lingerie, my wig and makeup as she fucked me.
Slowly.
Sensuously.
My wife made me moan.
She looked into my eyes most of the time.
Her eyes twinkled.
And she smiled.
I tried not to enjoy it. But I could not ignore her slow assault on my prostrate. She sawed in and out of me for a long time. Each thrust stroked my prostrate just enough. So long that her breathing had become laboured. Her amazing, large breasts were coated in sweat. She fucked me for much longer than I had ever had fucked her.
Feelings of arousal slowly built up in me. I am sure she could see it on my face.
Those feelings came unbidden.
I could not stop my penis from becoming as hard and erect as it could in its chastity cage. It filled it completely and strained to get out. It extended up from my groin as if it was on display for both of us to witness.
My penis kept betraying my state of arousal.
Every time my wife glanced at my throbbing member, she smiled even more.
I tried to suppress the orgasm she was forcing me to have.
I could not control how her cock made my prostrate feel.
Eventually I could not take it anymore.
I needed to be given release.
Anally.
By my wife's 'cock'.
Yet my impending orgasm would not come.
She made me ask for it. She made me ask her to fuck me faster. To push me over the edge.
I felt as though I was begging my wife to fuck my ass.
The orgasm she gave me was intense. My release so truly powerful.
That I could not deny.
Part of me wondered if I ever had that good an orgasm with her when I did the fucking.
That I cannot allow myself to think about.
Part of me does not want to feel so aroused that I orgasm by being fucked as a woman. It makes me feel so submissive. So emasculated. Having my wife take me while I was all done up as a woman elevated those feelings. Having a powerful anal orgasm enhanced them even more.
I did not have a choice to not be fucked by my wife though. I had to wear lingerie. I had to have earrings. I had to wear makeup and a wig. I am being forcibly feminized. I am still being blackmailed by Naughty.
A person whom I apparently know and who definitely seems to know me. Blackmailed because I had hurt this person somehow. What exactly I had done they would not tell me.
Yet.
I still need to figure out who this person is and why so that I can find a way to end this.
Monday almost 9 am.
As I approached my office my hot brunette secretary Denise flashed me her wonderful smile.
Always impeccably attired, today she wore a light blue blouse, tight, navy blue skirt, navy blue stockings and dark blue heels. Thick dark blue bangle bracelets adorned her wrists, bright red polish coated her pointy nails.
Her face was just as perfect with her dark blue eyeshadow, curled lashes, light red blush and bright red lipstick.
Oh, and her amazing blue eyes.
"Hello Shaun," she said with a sparkle in her eye.
She was also my girlfriend. Forced but still my girlfriend. The one aspect of my blackmail that I have truly enjoyed was Denise.
"Hello Denise," I replied with a warm smile as I headed into my office.
Before I could sit down Denise had followed me in and closed the door. I turned and found her pressing her shapely body into mine and her luscious, soft, red lipstick coated lips onto mine. It was amazing. A gorgeous woman like her, a true ten, with a great personality and she wanted me.
Me.
Yes me.
She was forced into this relationship by Naughty as well but like me, she has grown to be close to me and truly has become more than my mistress but rather be my actual girlfriend.
A real one.
I loved both her and my wife.
It's complicated.
Kissing Denise always brought up a feeling of joy inside me. A feeling of hope. A feeling of happiness. With all that has happened to me I allowed myself to be lost in those feelings as we shared warm, loving kisses.
I needed hope.
I needed happiness.
After a few minutes we broke our embrace.
"So tell me what happened after our last texts on Saturday night. You were kinda vague on Sunday."