Thank you, NaughtyOne88, for getting us this far. But NO88 has been quiet for more than 2 years, has not responded to requests to continue and the FTDS rules suggest someone finish the damn story.
I have tried to stay true to NO88's plot to date and fill in some of gaps many readers have pointed out. Not least of which, why is this all happening? Over time, I'll try to answer all of that. This type of story is new for me so comments are welcome. Anonymous rants get deleted. Your constructive feedback will show how readers want the story to evolve. Please give me a follow if you support the new direction and want to see it continue.
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Chapter 33
I fooled myself. No one had to help.
A real man would never do what I did.
I wear panties.
I use makeup and perfume.
My wife enjoys other men.
I clean up the mess.
I have a boyfriend. He cheats on his wife to be with me.
I tell myself I don't like what is happening, but I'm afraid my body is starting to.
I have a girlfriend. We pretend we are married.
She says she loves me, but she pushes me places I don't want to go.
She says she's the only one I can trust. I feel so alone.
Sometimes a part of me feels so submissive. And feminine.
Other times, I feel so humiliated and embarrassed at how I look and what I do.
But even so, what I need to know, what is tearing me up is ....
What did I do? Why is this happening to me?
A week passed and every day when I woke up, I felt more exhausted. Emma was taking her time in the shower, so I jumped into the hall bathroom. I was stepping into the hot water when Emma opened the door and interrupted me.
"I left you something new to wear today. Make sure you put everything on."
Bossy and with a look in her eye that made me unsure, she was gone.
What was that all about? What could she make me wear under my men's clothing that was more humiliating? I had gotten to the point that either Emma or Denise picked out everything I wore. Maybe they talked about what to buy. I was sick of it. And I had begun to wonder whether Emma and Denise were closer than I realized.
Today, my bra and panties were lavender and the stockings white. Slipping them up my legs made my sphincter quiver in shame around its too familiar plug.
There was something else lying on the white sheet. I picked up what looked like boy shorts but only smaller and tighter. I knew shapewear when I saw it and I wanted to scream. Squeezing into something obviously designed to make me look so female was degrading. Finally, after I ended my struggle to fit into the stretchy shorts, I looked in the mirror.
My cage hardly made a bump, giving me a totally flat front. I turned around and looked over my shoulder. The tight spandex molded my butt into two perky globes, as eye-catching as a young girl's tight ass.
"Don't you look sexy!" Emma suppressed a giggle and twirled her finger in the universal sign to spin and show off. As my back turned to her, I felt a slap across my butt.
When Emma and I were first married, a slap on the butt was our way to say "Let's fuck" without using words. This was different. Emma's hand felt like she was taking possession. Her touch lingered while she cupped my ass and toyed with it. No words were needed, her message was obvious. My ass was her's to tap.
I tried to say something, voice a protest, say anything, but Emma handed me my pink drink and shooed me out the door to my car. I sat behind the wheel, not moving, staring at my house, getting more and more angry. I couldn't take this anymore. I was a good person. I did not deserve this and who died and made Emma the boss anyhow?
The car started and I slowly backed down the driveway. I realized how upset I was after I kept getting lost. Part of me was in rebellion. I was supposed to be driving to work but something was telling me not to go there. Getting lost felt like a kind of escape.
Sitting in traffic, my stomach began to knot. Anxiety choked my throat. The pressure I felt inside my head made me afraid I was having a stroke.