The best way to explain my relationship I have with my wife is to explain how I became a slave to my wife. My wife is 5'2 and 115 pounds and has a nice curvy figure. Basically she looks damn hot. I am 6' and 185 with an athletic swimmers build. Not to sound conceded, but I consider myself fairly nice looking man.
My wife and I married when I was 21 and she was 19, everyone said we were to young but we're in love and we're both ready. It is now been 10 years since we married and are still very happy with each other.
But our marriage hasn't always been bliss. About 4 years into our marriage, the sex life was starting to dull. We have always had regular sex up till about that time, you know...missionary, her on top, maybe an occasional doggy style, some oral sex thrown in there...basically normal married life sex.
Well anyway, about this time she was devoting more time to work and climbing the corporate ladder, and so was I. More her than me. She wasn't into sex that much, by the time she would get to bed she was exhausted and would be out within a few minutes of hitting the bed.
Being a guy, I needed to cum. Lets face it, all guys need to cum at a minimum of once a week or we get backed up. And if we don't get it, we beat off to relieve ourselves. If a guy is not getting sex and says he doesn't masturbate, he is fucking a liar, simple as that.
I was also starting to surf the net looking at femdom pictures of guys being ass fucked with strapon dildos and being spanked. I don't know why, but I started to find this as a turn on.
I would like to point out that I am not gay, I personally find the gay lifestyle kind of repulsive. Women are beautiful and sexy, and something about seeing a nice looking woman dominate, spank and fuck a mans ass just turned me on. So I started to masturbate to these pictures as this went on for 2 years.
My wife never knew. She and I would have sex about one a month and in between the long stretches I would masturbate to these pictures. Then one day my wife came home early and I didn't hear her come in.