I stood next to the Prague restaurant and finished my last cigarette. Night had long fallen on the city, my skirt was too short and I felt that I was slowly starting to freeze. I've been putting this off for quite some time, it's time to act now.
I crushed the cigarette butt with my foot and went straight to the entrance. Restaurant "Prague" was one of the most expensive and prestigious not only in our city, but, it seems to me, in the whole country. I stood in line for more than two (!) months to get my table. And now, finally, the time has come. Although I had to wait a long time, I at least managed to collect enough money to place an order here. I'm not very versed in all these names of dishes and so on, lucky that their menu was on the website (although, of course, it changes often), I'll just order something that I have at least a rough idea about. And I'm also very thirsty, I'll order sweet coffee, delicious like cocoa. I couldn't help myself and licked my lips.
Inside the Prague, although it was crowded, it was very quiet. Relaxing music was playing, probably jazz. The cream of society, influential and rich people gathered here. However, I prepared for this for a very long time, rented an expensive dress, I am sure that no one will suspect my masquerade.
The fact is that, like a moth to a flame, I am drawn to the lives of those people who have been much luckier in life. I follow hundreds of millionaires on Instagram (only women, of course), I constantly look at their new photos, stories, videos... I especially like it when they write something like: "Dreams come true," "You need to work harder ", "The main thing is to go towards the goal", etc. I am sure that the vast majority of them are not even aware of how difficult it is for us ordinary people. There are billions of people behind their bubble of absolute comfort, but they don't care at all.
My life was going well, I earned a lot, and had almost no special problems. However, everything changed when I realized in myself this weakness for luxury, for other people's luxury. The fact is that I myself don't want to be one of them, one of the celebrities. I just want to be close to them, not stand out, but to help them, sponsor them, serve them... These fantasies completely destroyed my normal life, I became uninterested in absolutely everything. At any free moment, I catch myself thinking that I again dream of being someone's assistant or cleaning lady. Or, as in this case, I imagined myself in the place of a waitress at the Prague restaurant.
The point is that the waitresses at this restaurant were not only responsible for serving food, but also had to keep the place clean. We were not talking about superficial cleaning; it was necessary to clean thoroughly and every day. This was a place with a reputation and they cared about it above all else. How many stories have I seen on Instagram when some model posed in front of the mirror of one of the restrooms of the Prague restaurant and at that time some waitress-cleaner flashed behind her in her very noticeable work uniform. It was called "contrast", there is even such a tag. The contrast between rich and poor captured in the same video. While she, a model or influencer with millions of subscribers, was posing in front of the mirror, someone unknown, some inconspicuous gray mouse who was trying to earn at least some kind of life, was next to her, taking out the trash or sweeping, washing dirty floor. Sometimes in these videos the Goddesses (as I call them) couldn't hold back and laughed straight into the camera, watching the pathetic attempts of the working class to look at least a little presentable. Oh, how many times have I dreamed of hearing such an evil laugh in real life, so that this laughter would be intended specifically for me...
But you don't need to think of me as someone who does this because she has nothing left in life and she agrees to give herself into slavery to the first person she meets... I repeat, everything in my life is good! No problem at all! For me, today's outing is something like a hobby that has outgrown the boundaries of mere fantasy. I just want to look at the Goddesses in real life, and not from my phone screen.
Inside the restaurant, a pleasant-looking girl in the very same work uniform that very much resembled the uniform of French maids approached me. She was very sweet, constantly smiling, nodding her head to every word I said. She was probably trying to somehow gain my trust, expecting to receive a tip from me later.
However, as soon as she realized that I was one of those who had been standing in queues for months, the smile immediately disappeared from her lips... She took me to my place and put the menu on the table:
- Look what you would like to order, I will return to you in 3 minutes, - she said and left me.
I immediately felt anxious. This is it, what I have dreamed of for so long. Right now I was in the very environment, in the very place that so often flashed in the Instagram stories of the Goddesses. I started looking around, but very soon I realized that those same Goddesses simply weren't around. There were old rich people, for some reason this time there were a lot of men... I noticed a couple of beautiful girls, but they didn't radiate that same "arrogance" energy. They were very normal people. Am I really so unlucky that on the very day I managed to get here, there won't be anyone here worthy of attention??
Just at that moment, my gaze caught the opening door at the other end of the room, most likely it was the restroom. From there came a girl who 100% fit my ideal of a Goddess. When she came closer, with trembling in my heart I recognized her as Nita, Goddess Nita, whom I had been following for as long as I knew myself! I was a fan of her back in my school years; she then blogged on her YouTube channel, but then she completely transferred her activities to Instagram. I watched all her videos and photos, I have posters of her hanging in my house! I couldn't believe how lucky I was. She was wearing a translucent black dress, I could clearly see her huge breasts and hard nipples. The dress was so thin that you could even see areolas on her tits! I would never in my life be able to have enough self-confidence to wear something like that in public. However, Nita behaved as if she were a real Goddess, for whom earthly laws were not written. She walked with her head held high, a contemptuous gaze that wandered somewhere along the windows or walls of the establishment (she didn't look at anyone, because she didn't care). Nothing around her mattered except her person.
For a second, I was daydreaming so much that I didn't notice that Nita was walking straight towards me! I looked to my right and saw that the table next to me was empty! Will she really sit next to me?
However, at that moment the girl from the service returned:
- Well, did you choose everything you wanted?
- Ummm... yes, numbers 2,5 and 17. And make me a coffee please, lots of sugar and milk.
- 2, 5 and 17, good choice, miss. In a few minutes our waiter will bring you everything you ordered.
I nodded affirmatively to her and took out my phone from my purse, hiding my eyes in it. Nita was already just next to me! She paused for a few seconds, adjusting her dress over her hips. To do this, she needed to bend her back a little, exposing her shiny armpits and part of her sideboob. When I saw this, I could barely restrain myself from falling on my knees in front of her right there, begging to lick her feet.
But soon Nita calmly sat down at the next table and also took out her phone. The food was already on the table, but she didn't touch anything.
Nita was simply irresistible; ANY woman would envy her body. She had that "rich people tan" as I call it, people who have spent their entire lives in luxury. Of course, she also had a lot of plastic surgery on her body, but that made her even better in my eyes, I'm sure she spent a lot of money on it. I suddenly thought about it and realized that Nita hardly waited in line for two months to get here. She probably just happened to be nearby and decided to stop by for a bite to eat. I'm sure that all the staff secretly dream that Nita would take a short five-second video right now and post it on Instagram. This would be the best advertisement in the world. However, Nita just continued to look at something on her phone. She had a relaxed expression on her face, even the "sharp edges of arrogance" became a little softer. Of course, I loved the version she showed in her photographs more, but now seeing what she was like in person, I started to like her even more. Few people have seen her live and few people know that Nita can be different, and now I knew exactly what she could be when she doesn't have to pretend on camera. I felt as if this little knowledge elevated me above everyone else many times over.