TURNING and turning in the widening gyre
The falcon cannot hear the falconer;
Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold;
Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world,
The blood-dimmed tide is loosed, and everywhere
The ceremony of innocence is drowned;
The best lack all conviction, while the worst
Are full of passionate intensity.
-William Yeats
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Chapter 1
Jonas glanced once more into the almost finished bedroom before shutting the door. The day was getting closer when she would finally come. He smiled at this thought and walked contentedly to another room in the house. He was not too sad to leave her room knowing he would see her in mere seconds.
He turned on the light and scooted his black computer chair close to the screen and sat down. Good, he thought, she's still asleep. He hadn't missed anything. He just wanted a five minute break before continuing to work on the room. He'd been up all night too excited to sleep. Besides, he was struggling to make some major decisions before her arrival. He glanced at the time on the bottom right of the screen. Only about 30 more seconds. He sat with his green eyes fixed to the screen with a huge grin on his face.
He heard the alarm go off and watched her reach over slowly to slide the button to turn the alarm off. She stretched her arms and legs as far as they'd go and wiggled her fingers and toes. He sighed, he loved how she did that every morning. He was imagining her waking in her new room and stretching like that. She was sitting up now looking around the room for something. Her eyes locked on a bottle of water and she stood up, her every movement fluid as silk. She tossed her head back and drank from the bottle.
He was in love, and he knew it. He was glad he'd finally found the right woman. He was so weary of meeting only selfish whores. He wanted, no needed, someone real. And she was better than he ever could have imagined she would be.
She sat down on the floor and began to stretch toward her toes. Her morning stretches before she would take her shower were all part of her usual routine. She crossed her right leg over her left and leaned forward. He wanted to keep watching, but he knew how easily he'd get distracted. He reminded himself that the quicker he finished her room, the quicker she would be there. He turned off the monitor and walked to the door, smiling as he glanced back once at the blackened screen.
He walked back to her room and turned the lights on. He glanced around to remember what he had left to do. He focused on the metal bars on the bed frame. He realized he still needed to attach the restraints to the four corners of the bed, because he would need them for the first few days at least. He walked into the bathroom and began to write down a list of a few toiletry items. He certainly didn't want her to feel uncomfortable at all. He glanced at the clock and decided it would be a good time to head over to the store. He was glad to know that this was the last time he'd need to go shopping and he made sure to double check his list. He didn't want to leave anything out.
Chapter 2
"Thank god, you're early!" the lanky male sighed to Jonas as he pushed back his slightly moist dark bangs from his forehead. A look of relief washed over his pallid face.
Jonas reached out and shook the man's hand quickly. "No problem, James. Get your ass out of here!"
James gave a quick nod of appreciation "I owe ya."
Jonas waved his hand dismissively. James headed toward the back of the bar.
Jonas looked around the bar. It was dark for the most part with a few spotlights flashing green and blue around the small dance floor. It was full, as usual, on a Saturday night and reeked with the stench of body sweat. Full of men and women looking for a quick fuck with someone they'd never touch in the light of day. He felt slightly sick to his stomach at the thought.
A curly, red-haired woman approached Jonas at the bar. Her shimmering, low-cut black dress left her breasts so exposed that it left little to the imagination. "Hey!" She put on her best smile it seemed, showing off almost every perfect white tooth.
He didn't care for these games tonight so he glanced quickly at her eyes and then out behind her. Without ever looking directly in her eyes he said, "What are you having?"
Her smile dimmed a little at his inattention to her. "Um... I'll take your best cosmopolitan."
He nodded and turned around to grab the vodka and shaker.
She shouted "I think I've seen you here before. Have you worked here a long time?"
He turned around, but kept his focus on making the drink. "Yeah, about 2 years." He decided to just let her ask her questions and be on her merry way. He didn't give a rat's ass about her pathetic life. He thought he'd create the most boring scenario for her so she'd leave.
"Do you like it?" she grinned at him.
"It pays the bills," he replied.
She turned around and gave a friend a look beseeching help. Her friend grinned and waved for her to continue. "Are you from around here?"
He nodded, his black hair falling a bit in front of his eyes.
She turned around more quickly this time with a look of confusion to her friend who simply shrugged.
As quick as she turned he muffled under his breath, "Fucking whore."
She eagerly turned around at the sound of his voice, "What?"
He gestured behind her, "Fucking horrible song."
She nodded, "Oh, yeah! I can't stand this techno shit."
He handed her the finished drink with a weak smile. "Here you go."
She gratefully took the drink and left a 5 dollar bill on the bar and quickly walked off to her friend. Her friend looked concerned for her and put her arm around her. She quickly pointed to another guy nearby and her expression changed to one of excitement to brighten her up.
Great, he thought to himself. The beginning of a night riddled with fake conversation with people too fucking scared to be themselves that they drink to the point of oblivion in order to have a conversation with someone. He held back the urge to shout at them all to get the fuck out of the bar.
Chapter 3
Jonas was driving his dark blue Corolla slowly down Cherokee Street. It was sunny and warm outside so he rode with his window down. He turned down Mable Avenue passing many tall houses with well kept lawns. He noticed two boys playing with an electronic airplane on his left. He pulled into the driveway just a few houses away from the boys outside. He took in the grandeur of the house. It was brick, three stories tall, with a circular driveway. It still looked brand new, although he knew the owners had lived at this house for about five years.
He put the blue and yellow Alca work cap on, poured the chloroform on the gauze, placing it into his pocket and stepped out of his car. He left open the passenger door behind the driver's side. He stood proudly and walked confidently to her door. He knocked and waited, knowing Pandora would be home alone. Her parents gone for the weekend.
He heard her footsteps. Then, she opened the front door with a smile. He couldn't help but smile back.
"Hi, can I help you?" She asked him with a slight furrow of confusion on her face.
He nodded. "Yes, I'm with Alca, I've come to replace the air conditioner filters. How many do you have in the house?"
She appeared dismayed and took a moment before answering. He wondered if she was calculating the numbers in her head. "I know we've got at least two. But, come on in. We'll, figure it out." She opened the door completely and ushered him forward into the house, shutting the door behind her.
He smiled and said "Can you take me to the two you remembered?"
She nodded and walked in front of him.
He could smell her sweet perfume as she walked past him. He couldn't remember at that moment what the scent was, but he recognized the flowery scent. As soon as she was in front of him he quickly removed the gauze from his pocket and wrapped his left arm around her stomach while placing the gauze over her mouth and nose with his right hand. He stifled the scream just in time. Her reaction seemed delayed, he silently credited himself for making his story seem believable. She squirmed and continued to make sounds underneath the gauze for a few more moments and he felt her body go slack in his arms. He put the gauze back in his pocket. Then, he removed the work cap and put it in his pocket as well.
He took her left arm and laid it over his shoulder and gently walked her to the door. He unlocked the door and shut it behind them as he began the slow walk to his vehicle. He carefully lowered her into the back seat and laid her down.