I hate my job. Every hour of every day I want to quit... but I can't. Quitting is not a choice. David and I have a special needs baby at home, and his care is very expensive. Six months ago when I was offered this job it sounded perfect. The pay is far beyond my experience, and because of our little guy the health insurance is a godsend.
Because I can't quit, this place feels more like punishment than a job. That's right, I'm being punished for loving my own son. Or at least it feels that way. I'd give almost anything to not have to be here anymore, and I'd also do anything if it means a better life for my son. I guess that's why I'm here. I'm doing this for my son.
In reality, it's not the actual job that is so awful. I can do the work. The work is actually fairly rewarding. It's my boss that's the problem. My boss is a misogynistic asshole that thinks his position in the company gives him the right to do or say whatever he wants. From day one this guy has made sexual innuendos, ogled me every time I walk by, and commented about how sexy my panties are. Panties which I might add, he was never allowed to see.
Every day I think about turning that asshole in to Human Resources, but I never follow through. That would be the dumbest thing I could ever do. You see, my boss also controls the contract that keeps my husband employed. If I were to turn my boss in, both my husband and I would almost certainly be out of work. My boss can abuse me all he wants and he knows it.
If the rude comments weren't enough, less than a month after I started my boss started seriously coming on to me. He stepped up his complements and talked about the two of us going away together on business. Not knowing what to do, I just reminded him that I am a happily married women. His response was an angry fit of jealousy, followed by a calm kindness I never thought he could have. The man seemed about a bi-polar as one could be.
One day the asshole told me that he thought I looked like an eight. Even though it was inappropriate, I remember feeling somewhat good about what he said. I never saw myself as being much more than a six or a seven. Even coming from an ugly troll like him, it was a great complement to rate up a notch or two.
I barely finished saying thank-you for his complement and he put his arm around me, and of course letting his hand "accidentally" drape down onto my breast. Then in a whisper, he demanded that I tell him what my bra and panties were. It was then I realized the asshole was guessing my dress size, not telling me how attractive I was. I felt like such a fool.
After the dress sizing incident, I avoided any contact with my boss where there wasn't a witness nearby. That worked until the day he called me into his office and closed the door. There in his office it was just me and him. Not a witness in sight. That particular day he had me sit on the other side of his desk where he praised me for the job I was doing. I was relieved that this seemed to be a periodic performance review. Then like the bi-polar monster he was, he turned on me and berated me for not meeting the office dress code.
I had just started to grasp which of my outfits he was yelling about when captain bi-polar switched right back to being mister nice guy, and handed me a package. He told me I had to open it right there as if it were a gift.
Inside this package was a short skirt, tight fitted blouse, and a pair of heels. He said I was to wear this outfit to work the next day, and if I told anyone where I got it I would be fired. He said I wasn't even allowed to tell my husband, although I'm not sure how my boss would know what I did or didn't tell David. But because of that god damned contract, I just did as I was told.
The next day I wore his slutty little outfit, even though I didn't want to, and the asshole actually treated me rather nicely for the entire day. My husband was another story. He was mad at me because he thought I went out and spent our hard earned money on something that clearly was meant to troll for men at the office. Still, there was no way I could tell him my boss had bought the outfit for me. It was all I could do to convince my husband that this outfit was somehow part of the office dress code.
After that, every couple of days I was called into my boss's office and given another package that contained something I was to wear the next day. It was embarrassing, and every one of the outfits was sluttier than the last. David hated the way I was dressing for work and he stopped worrying about the money. He now openly questioned who at work I was trying to impress and why.
Within a few weeks I had all the slut clothes I would ever need. So I was surprised when my boss called me into his office and handed me yet another package. As with the other packages I was required to open it right there in front of him, but this package was different. It didn't contain another slutty skirt and blouse. This package contained of all manner of sexy bras and panties.
As I pawed through the box it was obvious that I was to wear these sexy bras and panties with my new slutty outfits. Still I asked my boss if that was what he wanted. His response was to tell me exactly which undergarments I was to have on when I came to work the next day. Then, that very next morning he ushered me into his office first thing and made me lift my skirt and show him I had the correct panties on.
From that day on the jackass would call me into his office just before it was time to go home and tell me what to wear the next day. Then first thing the next morning I was required to report to my boss's office and shut the door. There would make me stand in front of him and lift up my skirt, showing him I had followed his orders. I wasn't allowed to put my skirt back down until he had a good long look.
This little routine went on every day of the week. Sometimes he would just look and be done. Other days he would stare at my crotch for the longest time. A few times he made me turn around so he could look at my ass. No matter what he had me do, I always just stared up at a spot on the ceiling until he was done.
Every Friday, my boss had an early morning business call. On those days I was required to stand there with my skirt up the whole time he was on the phone while he rubbed himself through his pants and made rude comments to the man on the other end of the phone. He made it sound like he was getting his cock sucked or was eating pussy. He talked to that man more like one of his frat buddies than a business colleague. What he was doing was exceptionally crude, even for a misogynistic asshole like my boss.