Payback 59

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I sighed as my alarm woke me up,

c'est pas vrai,

its high pitched beep dragging me out of my slumber. I was dreading getting up and going to class. I had been in Seattle for a few months and while I was enjoying the fresh quirks of everyday life and my new friendships, homesickness was creeping up on me, I was beginning to miss my home country--France.

My small town, Le Porge, had nothing to do with the high rise buildings or the constant sound of cars honking at each other that plagued the city. I missed the quiet walks to my lycée and the abundance of fresh air.

I had recently turned 18 and not being able to celebrate with my friends and family back home was difficult.

C'est parti

, I forced myself out of bed and made my way to my bathroom, trying my best to not trip on the clothes I had left on the floor. I switched on the light and turned on the shower. I observed my face in the mirror, my brown eyes looked tired and my hair looked dull, a far cry from its usual long, loose curls. I tore off my pyjamas and unhooked my bra that held my decently sized breasts. I looked at my body, admiring my slightly tan skin that wrapped the soft curves of my body. I snapped back to reality and hopped into my steamy shower, not wasting another second.

20 minutes later I was dressed and coiffed, I had decided to wear a pale pink v-neck along with a frilly white skirt as it was unusually hot that day. I picked up my backpack and rushed downstairs to eat breakfast. My host family greeted me as I sat down at the table, "Today's the last day of school before spring break!" Anna said rather enthusiastically, she was my favourite person in Seattle so far, she made my stay there so much easier, we were both in our senior year in highschool and she made it a point to introduce me to everyone she knew, we'd often go out together downtown and talk for hours over coffee, she just got me. "Oh, right! That means Nate's coming back this afternoon, I always end up forgetting to tell you guys..." Lisa, Anna's mother answered before trailing off.

Ah non, putain, pas lui,

I hated Nathaniel or Nate as his friends would call him, it was most definitely mutual as he never even bothered to say more than 5 words at a time to me, if he did then it was to make fun of my French accent, which was practically nonexistent as my mother was from Maine and took pride in only speaking English at home. His cold stare was unnerving, he was the complete opposite of Anna but they were quite fond of each other. From time to time I'd indulge in teasing him for whatever slight mistake he happened to make in front of me, seeing him tense up as his anger rose was quite rewarding.

They looked quite alike, both were tall, Anna was around 5'9" and he was 6'2", they both were athletic but his body was on another level of muscular, both had brownish green eyes that stood out from their slightly pale skin. I'd be lying if I said that he wasn't extremely attractive. They had a 3 year age gap, at 18 and 21. Nate was studying at university and Anna missed him quite a bit, she'd frequently rant about how annoyed she was with him for not visiting more often, which for me was quite ideal.

Lisa noticed my unmoved face and smiled at me tenderly, "Oh come on Sylvie, he's not that bad" she chuckled. "Huh? Sorry, my mind was elsewhere, Anna and I have to go soon." I tried steering the conversation away from myself to avoid any awkwardness. "Oh crap you're right! We're going to be late, Sylvie! Dad said he wouldn't drive us this time!" Anna exclaimed, startling me.

We rushed out of the house and made our way to school. I was dreading class today, but at least I left school way earlier than I did at home. Minutes seemed like hours that day, I couldn't wait to just go home and do nothing with Anna. But when the time finally came to do just that I was tortured with constant talk about how spring break would be even better with Nate and how I'd grow fond of him.

"Just give him a chance, Sylvie, he's not as bad as you make him seem" Anna giggled.

Putain, how long was this going to take?

"Come on, you know he does everything to piss me off, he didn't even introduce himself to me!" I hated how everyone seemed to forget how he treated me "I can't even get 3 words out before he starts sneering at me and making fun of my accent!". Anna chuckled lightly while rolling her eyes, "Alright, I get it". We watched tv for a few hours before dozing off in each other's arms.

"Look who's home!" Lisa and her husband, Derek, shouted, startling us awake. Anna and I turned around groggily to see Nate leaning against the wall in all of his glory, surrounded by luggage.

C'est pas vrai...

"Hello" I said quietly, adding a small wave to be polite, just to be ignored. Anna got up and hugged him, kissing him on the cheek while he hugged her tightly. Although I despised Nathaniel it was quite endearing to see the love the two had for each other.

Anna and Nate left to go talk in the kitchen, I decided to return to my room and scroll endlessly on my phone.

Somebody knocked on my door lightly "Come in" Anna opened the door "Mom, dad and I are going out we won't be back for a while, not until 10-ish, you can come if you like!" I told her that I'd rather stay in and she nodded before closing the door.

Il part pas avec eux?

They left moments later and I made my way downstairs to prepare a light snack, hoping that Nate was in his room or that he had left. I walked into the kitchen and to my dismay he was sitting at the table scrolling on his phone. "Hey." I said, not wanting to be rude.

He looked up at me and sneered, "I was hoping you'd come down here."

What on earth is he talking about?

"Of course you did." I answered, rolling my eyes "Was that an attempt at kindness?". Nate placed his phone on the table and got up. "Not at all, I just need to make myself clear about something." He walked towards me. The scent of his cologne was intoxicating and I was slightly distracted by the sharp features on his face. He was towering over me, and a slight fear came over me.

He walked towards me "You think you can just come here, to my house, tease me and treat me like shit?"

Oh god.

I took a step back but he stepped forward, gripping my top with both hands. "Dressing like a slut around me, and then acting like a bitch 24/7." He grabbed my wrist and I tried to yank it out but his grip was solid. "You're scaring me Nate." He smirked, "Good". "Nathaniel, I have no idea what you're talking about, let go!" It was no use, his grip was getting tighter and tighter and I could see the enjoyment in his eyes.

"This is payback" he spat at me.

Please, let this be a bad dream.

"Payback for being such a fucking tease that I think about you constantly, even when I'm gone." I was frozen in fear, not believing what I was hearing. "You make me go wild..." he managed to get out through clenched teeth.

"...Always wearing those tight ass clothes for no damn reason, and then rolling your eyes at me! You're not getting away with that shit anymore!" Nathaniel started dragging me through the hall, he kicked his bedroom door open and pushed me onto the bed. My heart was racing, and I was pounding my fists against his chest while tears streamed down my face, but it was of no use, he felt like a brick wall. He got on top of me and looked me in the eyes. "You have no idea how long I've been wanting to do this, to put you back in your place" he grunted, fury flashing in eyes.

My skirt was pooling around my hips, leaving my pussy covered only by my panties. I heard the metal clink of Nate's belt being unbuckled and looked at him, he was grinning, he let his jeans drop down to the floor and removed his boxers. His cock sprang free, I gasped, it was long and thick, way more than I could handle. I tried to scoot away but he caught me by my hips and pulled me forward. Nate then pulled my top over my head in one quick motion and skillfully unhooked my bra freeing my breasts.

"You're mine, Sylvie, and today you're going to fucking learn that." I was still sobbing, hoping that this was just a nightmare. "Fuck, look at what you do to me." He gripped his hard cock and started stroking up and down while looking me in the eyes. It dawned on me that I wasn't getting away, I was going to lose my innocence in the most savage way possible.

He hooked his finger under my thong and pulled it off, throwing it on the floor. I had given up on fighting him, there was nothing I could do. He lined his thick cock against my pussy and pushed in slowly. Nate breathed in sharply and he slid the rest in. "Fucking slut." He muttered as he stayed still and closed his eyes. I whimpered, not being able to get any words out.

He started to pump in and out of me violently, his grunts filling the otherwise silent room. "S-stop I'm a virgin." I managed to get out in between my whimpers. "Well not anymore." He answered coldly as he slid his cock in and out gripping my hips and staring at me in the eyes almost as if he was in a trance.

His hand moved up to my breast and he started twisting my nipple gently while the other circled my clit. I knew what he was trying to do, he wanted to make me cum, he wanted to convince me that I was enjoying this. His breathing was getting ragged and he slowed down, not wanting to cut my torture short. My whimpers were becoming louder against my will and soon enough I was suppressing moans. I was starting to find him taking me against my will pleasurable, much to my dismay. His huge cock was pushing in and out at a brutal pace, rubbing the sweet spot inside of me over and over. "You don't know how long I've wanted to do this--to teach you your lesson, whore." I refused to open my eyes and face him.

Nate's palms moved away from my clit and my breast, he grabbed my hands and pinned them over my head, using them for stability as he fucked me faster and faster, our bodies glued together, "Fuck, you take me so well." He whispered into my ear. I could feel his thrusts become more frantic and his cock start to twitch deep inside of me. Dread started to fill me as I knew he was going to cum inside of me, unprotected. "Not inside, please." I begged him, "Nathaniel, please don't do this." He ignored my pleading and continued to fuck me violently.

He grunted loudly and slammed into my pussy, erupting deep inside of me. A guttural moan escaped from his lips as he came. "You're so fucking hot." He said absentmindedly, lost in his own mind after his orgasm.

He came down from his high and slid out of me. I whimpered, as the pain was still quite present. "Why...?" I asked, broken and disgusted. "Why? Are you fucking stupid? Because you deserve this." I winced as Nate's words added salt to my wound. I started to get up, rearranging my skirt.

"You don't think this is over, do you? Get on your hands and knees." I didn't move, shocked at his order, he grabbed me by my waist and flipped me around. "I have to do fucking everything..." he said under his breath.

"Arch your back." Nate ordered, and so I did. I looked back at him and saw him jerking himself hard with his eyes closed and his eyebrows furrowed. He stopped abruptly and dug his fingers into my hips and Nate slammed into me unexpectedly. "Ah!" I shrieked involuntarily. He pumped in and out without mercy and I screamed with every thrust, the new position was more intense, he was deep inside of my pussy. "Scream all you want, nobody can hear you" He chuckled sadistically "I can't pretend that it doesn't turn me on." Nate added.

"Nathaniel, please slow down!" I begged him, hoping he'd listen. "Are you seriously telling me what to do right now?" He laughed, amused by my audacity.

I could feel something building up inside of me, I tried fighting it but Nate's cock was filling me so well, and he knew it. He grabbed my hair with one hand and rubbed my clit with the other. He wanted to claim me fully.

I started to moan against my will, the feeling was becoming too much for me to suppress.

But then he stopped moving and his heavy panting filled the room, I started to whimper confused by the sudden stop. "Beg me for it." He said with an air of amusement.

This can't be happening...

When I didn't answer:

Smack.

Nate's hand came crashing down on my ass, asserting his dominance "Do I really need to ask you again, whore?" I didn't want to risk getting Nathaniel any angrier than he already was. "Please..."

Smack.

"Please what, slut?" He spat after his hand came down on my ass once again. "Beg for it like the little whore that you are." The humiliation was enough to get me to do it. "Please, please fuck me Nate."

Smack

"Not fucking good enough, Sylvie!" I was so embarrassed and humiliated and he was thrilled to see it. "Nate, please fuck me, now. I need your cock so bad!" I tried my best to say it softly without my voice cracking and it seemed to have worked. Nate rubbed my ass, soothing the pain he just caused.

"That wasn't so hard was it?" He said lightly as he slid back into me. It's hard to admit but I was relieved when he started fucking me again eventhough it made me feel like such a whore. My pussy felt so good as it stretched around his cock and I knew it was the same for Nate. I dug myself deeper into the sheets as the intensity and the pressure were gnawing at me. My battered pussy was beginning to flutter around his cock no matter how much I tried to suppress the feeling. The urge to cum was becoming more and more present and Nate could tell, each thrust felt better and deeper than the last. Before I knew it we were both grunting and moaning, frantically trying to meet each other's movements.

And then it happened, he pushed me over the edge. I came, my pussy began to clench around his long cock and my moans echoed in the room. He was becoming undone, my cunt was begging for him cum. I collapsed into the sheets and his grip on my ass hardened. Low guttural moans left Nate's mouth as he fucked me. "Fuck, you're going to make me cum." He said and I felt a slight sense of satisfaction. A few thrusts later he came, I looked back at the scene, his body was tense, his eyes were shut, his eyebrows were furrowed and his mouth was slightly open. I admired his beauty and his spectacular body.

But then I came crashing down, the reality was too much to face on my own and tears started sliding down my cheeks as the gravity of what had just happened dawned on me. Nate pulled out of me and squeezed my ass, he grabbed the clothes that he had ripped off of me and threw them at me. "Get the fuck out." He said coldly. I got up and walked past him, my arms crossed over my chest in an attempt to cover myself.

What now?

I made my way to my room to shower, trying my best to ignore the disgusting feeling of cum sliding down my inner thigh. I washed myself, sobbing, unable to escape the feeling of dread that engulfed me.

Hours later Anna and her parents came back with groceries and other items that they had purchased in town. She barged into my room and sat on my bed beside me "So how was it with Nate?" She asked giddily, "You two get to know each other?" Her merry attitude bothered me but none of this was her fault, it was mine, I should've gone with them...