The hardness that goes with silver statues
Two days to go - slightly less, only until sundown of the second day. But too long. You knew she was here. You knew she was safe now. But you wanted her - fully aware and responding to you. To feel her heat, arousing or soothing, to hold her close and safe.
Routine and drill saved you through the heat of the day. Guard point checks, weapons practice, physical training. Pushing yourself harder than the men, giving them the goal to work for. Pushing because whenever you stopped there was a glimmer of golden skin behind your eyelids, a feeling of heat in your gut.
Working at your desk, with lanterns lit, you didn't see the change from light to dusk. But you felt it like a tingle across your skin. Glancing at the shadows beyond the window screen, you started to rise, only to shake your head and seat yourself again with the reports you were studying. But no use. You couldn't concentrate. She was out there, somewhere, you didn't know where, but somewhere in the halls or gardens, she would be out - in silver.
You glided like a shadow down the halls, a whisper in your soft boots. You knew the slave population was numerous but had not thought before now how much so. Now, seeing silver statues and figures scattered in erotic decoration and liberal profusion throughout the palace, you remembered that this should only be a third or so of the total. And none of the figures was hers.