Powerful. That's what I feel every time I convince a man to do exactly what I want from him. Whether it's free drinks at a bar, admission to the hottest party on campus, or even just help on my homework, there's nothing I can't get out of them.
I'm pretty good at it, too; men are always underestimating me. Maybe that has to do with my five-foot frame, despite my "stacked" (to quote an admirer) body once my clothes come off. Maybe men think I'm stupid because of my shy (while sober!) personality, despite the fact that I'm going to graduate with honors from an Ivy League university at the end of this semester. Or maybe it's just that boys these days watch too much damn anime, and think that all Asian girls are timid and submissive.
Eventually, I get men exactly where I want them, though. I'm just the right mix of adorable, hot, and even (as evidenced by many a one-night stand) fuckable... if I want to be. Some women are prudes or old-fashioned or think of men as nothing but an annoyance, but they just don't get it. These days, it's our time to shine. Teasing and using sexuality as a tool is maybe the most potent, easily-available expressions of feminism available to a college girl these days.
So that's how I ended up walking by some frat on a Saturday night, checking out their typical weekend party. Despite the line of underclassmen and losers waiting outside, I know I won't need to wait.
"Hey Jade, great to see you again! Come on in," says the forgettable, tubby underclassman standing guard at the door tonight. He knew my name, so maybe he bought me a drink at some point or was a victim of prior flirting, but who cares. He's not my target for tonight.
"Haha, thanks cutie! My girls got caught up at their pregame so it's just me right now, but can you please let Emily and Andrea in when they get here?" I ask. Before he has a chance to respond, I smile, bat my eyelashes, and follow up with "thanks, I owe you!" before heading inside.
See? Yet another successful manipulation. There's no way some ugly wretch like that could resist me, given my getup for the evening. My normally waist-length black hair was tied up in pigtails for the night; my white crop-top contrasted perfectly with my golden skin and my skin-tight pants left very little for the imagination. Easy peasy.
Once inside, I meet up with some of the brothers that I knew. It's a typical frat party, with no discernible theme; "the theme is sluts!" I heard some boy shout, thinking he was funny. I maneuver around the dimly lit house with ease, letting the EDM, alcohol, and boys contribute to my enjoyment of the rager.
After an hour or two of dancing and flirting, my two friends still hadn't found their way to me. "No big deal," I think to myself, "they probably just got too drunk at the pregame and went to bed. I can handle myself."
A couple of the guys I had been hanging out with told me that the party was going to wind down soon and we should go to a bar together. "So long as you're buying," I reply. Unsurprisingly, they were fine with that. "Let's do a shot for the road!" a new friend of mine, Jake, suggested. Sure, why not - it's not like I was paying.
Flash forward an hour or two and we are at the local campus bar, continuing to drink and dance out the stress of midterms.
Over the course of the night, Jake continued to flirt with me. I decide to let him think he has a chance, if for no reason other than to keep the free drinks and good times flowing. And, if I'm being honest, it's a good time! All the guys are flirting and trying to dance with me; I'm the center of attention.
I'm all over him. With my ass swaying to the music and hips grinding back against him, it's no wonder he's infatuated. I can feel him starting to get hard through the fabric of his pants and mine. Our dancing turns into making out, which turns into some light groping. But I know my worth and I'm not some trashy slut! Over the shirt only, mister, no matter how much my sensitive nipples might be poking out or how little my shirt might do to hide my tits.
All good things must come to an end, so eventually it's time to start wrapping up the evening. The whole time I try to disengage from the group and head out, Jake is right by my side.
"You're not actually going home, are you? The bar's open for at least another hour or two," he implores, "or at the very least we could get a nightcap at mine?"