Author's Note
This is an erotic story.
And not the kind that eases you in gently.
This is not a love story.
It's a memory, told from a woman who survived it, lived with it, and--somehow--grew stronger because of it.
If you're uncomfortable with themes of non-consent, group sex, emotional surrender, or women navigating power through submission... this isn't for you. And that's okay. There are stories out there that align with your comfort zone.
But if you're here to explore that in-between space--where boundaries blur, where shame and pleasure hold hands, where a girl learns how far she can go before she finds herself...
Then welcome.
This story is told in flashback, raw and immersive. Take your time. Or don't. Either way, it's all here.
PROM
They say prom night is supposed to be unforgettable. For me, it was the night everything changed.
I'm Jane. I just turned eighteen a few weeks before prom. I grew up in a small town in Oregon--one of those places where everyone knows your name, but no one really knows you.
Most people at school barely noticed me. I wasn't popular, not a cheerleader, not the girl who spoke up in class. I wore oversized hoodies, baggy jeans, never makeup. I guess it was easier that way... easier to not be seen.
But what no one realized--what I kept hidden under layers of cotton and denim--was that I had a body that didn't match the quiet girl vibe. Small waist. Hips that curved just right. Breast that had filled out earlier than I wanted them to. I didn't show it, didn't flaunt it, but it was always there.
My family is... complicated. I have two younger sisters--Hannah and Grace. They're sweet, loud, always borrowing my clothes without asking, but I love them. We all live under one very strict roof. My parents are deeply religious--church every Sunday, dinner prayers every night, and rules that felt carved in stone. No dating. No sleepovers. No makeup until sixteen. No skirts above the knee. And, of course, no sex before marriage.
So yeah... up until prom, I was still a virgin. Not because I didn't wonder or didn't want to, but because I was scared. Scared of being judged. Scared of disappointing them. Scared of not being enough, or maybe of being too much.
I had my little group of friends--Emily, Zoe, and Tasha. We were the invisible girls. Not outcasts, just... overlooked. We ate lunch in the library sometimes, made dumb playlists, shared notes, and stayed out of the way. None of us were what you'd call stunning. My friends weren't the kind of girls boys chased. And maybe that's why, every now and then, when we were all together, I stood out a little more.
But I never leaned into it. I kept my head down. Always low profile. Always careful. It was easier that way. Easier to hide.
It all really started at the beginning of our last semester. We were working on the yearbook--something I only joined because Tasha begged me to help with the design section. I wasn't expecting much. Just some afternoons in the computer lab, editing layouts, resizing photos, and keeping my head down like always.
But then there was Mat.
He was one of the golden boys. Football team. Loud friends. Always walking down the halls like they owned the place. The kind of guys who sat in the front row at pep rallies and never got dress-coded, no matter what they wore. His group had a way of making everyone else feel smaller--like the rest of us were extras in their story.
Mat wasn't exactly like the others, though. He had moments--quiet ones--when he'd lean over my shoulder to look at the screen and actually listen to what I was saying. He had this crooked smile, kind of lazy, like he didn't take anything too seriously. Sometimes it annoyed me. Sometimes it made me nervous. But he made me laugh. And I caught him looking at me more than once.
Part of me wondered if he liked me. And part of me... knew that even if he did, it wouldn't lead to anything real. Mat was charming. Confident. Used to getting what he wanted. But deep down, I didn't believe I was the kind of girl he could want for more than a moment.
So when he asked me to prom, I froze. It wasn't dramatic--he just said it casually while we were waiting for the printer to finish a batch of pages.
"You're going to prom, right?" he asked, like it was obvious. I blinked. "Uh... no plans yet." "Well," he shrugged, "you do now." Just like that. Like it was decided.
I didn't say yes right away. I told my friends, of course. They freaked out--screamed, jumped on me, called it fate. I told them it probably didn't mean anything. That he was probably just bored. That maybe it was a joke. But they kept pushing. "You have to go," Zoe said. "Even if it's just for the experience."
And maybe they were right. Maybe I was tired of always hiding. Of always playing it safe. So... I said yes. I had no idea what I was getting into.
Prom was turning into a thing. Like, a full-on ritual. The moment I said yes to Mat, everything shifted. Suddenly I was in group chats about corsages and limos and hair appointments. Emily made a spreadsheet. Tasha sent inspo boards. Zoe demanded we go dress shopping that weekend--no excuses.
We met up on Saturday, just us four, in a little boutique outside of town where no one we knew would see us being awkward or weird or loud. It smelled like lavender and lip gloss and new fabric. The racks were full of pastel satins, sequin overloads, tight cuts, flowing skirts. Prom exploded in every direction.
We started pulling random dresses--jokes, mostly. Bright pink monstrosities, poofy tulle disasters. Zoe found a gold mermaid dress with a neckline that plunged halfway to hell and dared me to try it. I rolled my eyes, but took it anyway.