This is one of an anthology of short stories that take place in my world of Judicial Punishments. I aim to explore a variety of stories and characters whose lives are directly impacted by the new justice system and even those who only brush up against new codes. Each chapter is unrelated to the last so don't worry if you jump in in the middle and if one is not to your taste then the next one might be. Please feel free to comment and to private message me. I love speaking with readers and I value all of your input. I hope you enjoy.
This is also an adaptation of a roleplay that I did a few weeks ago. While my RP partner didn't want to be called out by name in this little intro, he was still integral in making the story and editing it with me. Most of the technician's dialog and many of the descriptions of the technician are word for word from him. Thank you so much for your help!
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Danielle had that jittery, over-caffeinated tingling since yesterday evening when the Punishment Center's confirmed she was on today's list. She knew the feeling well. Sometimes excitement, like a roller coasters, but today the anxiety of an oncoming obligation that she really wished she could have avoided, like a visit to the gynecologist. In the next hour or so there would be a knock on her door and she'd be naked and exposed in front of a stranger to pay her debt to society.
She had already warned her supervisor that someday this week, she would have to take a day off so the email was embarrassing to write but at least it wasn't a surprise. Her husband, Mark, had tried to comfort her but there was no way she was going to get a good night's sleep. It was fitful, alternating between cuddling as tight as she could to Mark as he snored and stress dreams that made her startle and return to staring out the apartment window at the flickering light at the building across the parking lot. It was miserable.
She only had herself to blame but it seemed like such a little thing. She forgot to renew her car registration and less than a week later she'd gotten the Summons in the mail. If they knew so quickly that she needed to renew, why didn't they just send her the letter a week before and she could have sent her paperwork in.
"Stupid bureaucracy,"
she'd fumed.
"Fucking unfair,"
Mark had called it.
"Nothing you can do,"
the group wisdom of Reddit had told them. It was cut and dry. There was a date, she missed it, and the car was in her name from before the wedding so it was just her on the hook. It's not like she wanted Mark to get punished but at least it would have been more equitable.
The morning of, she gave up on sleep about an hour before she usually woke. Danielle made coffee and tried to stay busy. Her anxiety wouldn't allow her to sit still so she cleaned the house instead. When Mark was up, he tried his best again: telling her to relax and it didn't matter how clean the house was but she ignored him. She saw the irony in cleaning the house for the unwanted guest but it didn't stop her. She made Mark his lunch and sent him off to work and kept working. And she did a lot: two loads of laundry, a bunch of vacuuming to stress out her cats, both boxes got new litter, she took out the recycling (a real feat since this stupid apartment complex put the boxes so far away), and the open layout kitchen, living room, and dining room were free of clutter.
Sweaty from chores and with only an hour before the appointment, she took a shower and tried not to look too closely in the mirror at what the man--and she knew in her heart that it would be a man, she couldn't be that lucky--would be seeing soon enough. It's not like she was a prude. More than a few people had seen her naked. She loved strip poker and streaking but it didn't help that in her mind's eye she still looked like she was in college but that was a decade or more ago now. At 32, she didn't love her belly or cellulite on her thighs or how heavy her boobs were now and the idea that that some random guy was going to get to see all that just made her skin crawl.
By the time she was out of her shower, she had 40 minutes until the technician was supposed to arrive. Danielle wasn't sure if she preferred it to be 10 minutes or 10 days but 40 minutes wasn't good. Still too much time to think about it and for the jitters to increase. She tried to fight down the anxiety as she got dressed but having to pick out what to wear was at cross purposes. On one hand, it didn't matter. They were all going to end up on the floor soon enough, anyway, but on the other hand she'd just cleaned the whole house, too embarrassed to let the man see a dirty living room. Nope, she was definitely going to wear clothes she could be seen outside in. The first pair of panties from the top of her clean pile, a red bra with a wide band which gave the most comfortable support for her breasts, then black shorts and a beige linen blouse of repeating patterns of blue lines and orangey-tan pineapples. She wasn't sure how much better she could do.
Thirty five minutes to go, and she stood in her bathroom brushing her hair. She had a round face with always red cheeks and a short haircut ending around her chin with an undercut around her right ear. The undercut was a present to herself about four years ago after grad school to make herself feel young. She probably should have touched it up, the undercut was getting a little too long to feel cool with it. It was approaching unkempt. The last thought made her roll her eyes even at herself. Why was she like this? She would have to talk about that with her therapist after this was over.
Half an hour to go. She might as well eat something. She put on her pink slippers before stepping onto the linoleum floored kitchen and opened the fridge. It was full but there was nothing she really wanted to eat. Her eyes went over the groceries and she debated if she had time for grilled cheese.
No way.
It had to be cold then. She opened her vegetable drawer and grabbed the baby carrots and radishes. A handful of each went in one bowl and ranch went in a ramekin and she sat at her dining room table, a heavy black table that had made an odyssey from one friend's grandma's house back in college through two apartments in college and finally to Danielle and Mark's apartment more than ten years on.
Danielle ate slowly, crunching on the crudites. "Carrots are just a way to get sauce in your mouth," she remembered Mark saying. He wasn't wrong. Her eyes surveyed the room trying to find anything else she needed to clean before the knock on the door came. There wasn't much. Her teapot could get put next to the kettle and that was about it but that didn't stop her from looking for more to do as she ate. All she could really do was wait. The food wasn't helping much, if anything it just added a turning stomach to her adrenaline fueled jitters.
Danielle swallowed the last carrot and checked her phone for the time. Damn, she'd missed a call from Mark with her phone on silent. He was probably just checking on her but he was cutting it close with just five minutes now. She hit redial and held her phone to her ear.
"Hey, princess," he answered, knowing it was her.
She sighed and smiled, "Five minutes, can't talk long."