Chapter One: A Simple Chore
"The pleasure principle makes us want things that feel good, while the reality principle tells us to channel the energy elsewhere. But the desire for pleasure doesn't disappear, even when it's sublimated to work. The desires that can't be fulfilled are packed, or REPRESSED, into a particular place in the mind, which Freud labels the UNCONSCIOUS." - Introducing Freud
The room seemed to be as hot as hell as the two men stared down at the paper. It was from the law offices of Tennerson and Grieg, a major criminal defence firm in Colorado - stamped with their golden symbol of scales over a pyramid - and it informed the two men that Mr. Querel Angelos, the first of them, was in for a hell of a time. The prosecution had rallied with a number of the suspects to turn on Querel. His brother Carlos was no happier to hear of the news. The air seemed to somehow shimmer between them as Querel's hands slowly curled around the edges of the paper; shimmering with heat, with sweat, with tension, with hatred. It informed the two men of the state of affairs with regards to Querel's upcoming trial for conspiracy to commit armed robbery.
"These stupid fuck lawyers, man. They botched this case. They screwed it all up. Don't they freaking know I'm innocent, huh?"
His brother barked back - "Jesus, Querel, I fucking know already. I've been with you every step of the fucking way. This should have been easy." Stepping back from the dining table, Carlos ran his hands through his long ropes of dark brown hair, gazing out into the street from the picture window. Kids were playing out there, in the hot mid-day sun. This area of the city had really crumbled over the last twenty years. "Should have been easy. And now, they're just covering their asses."
"They always have been," fired back Querel. "Now they're throwing it in my face that I didn't take the deal. It's like justice doesn't mean anything to 'em, Carl. Like it doesn't matter that I never went near that place! That God - damn - bank!"
"Least they got you bail," said Carlos, attempting to sooth his brother. Querel was...well, querulous, and when his temper got up, the target ceased to matter. To get his wrath out of his system, anyone would do - including Carlos himself. Querel had an extra six inches of height on his younger brother, and his hair was buzzed almost entirely away. There was just a thin crop of it left, dark like his eyes, giving his whole face the look of a bully. His nickname from the racist fucks at his school had been 'loco' - they'd thought it funny to throw his culture at him with the one Spanish word they knew - and hell, he'd been crazy enough to earn it.
"Bail? Fuck bail if I end up back in prison. Just that one night - just that one night, Carlos, was too fucking much. Can you imagine how much shit I'll get for this? How much time?"
"No, no...no, I don't know."
The two men looked at each other again. Carlos was the first to blink, moving right up to the window, pressing his heated forehead against the glass to cool it. "Haven't things really fallen apart around here?" he asked. The kids were playing with rocks again, turning up the street-corner boom box, seeing how high they could bounce a rock off the ground, or bouncing them off of walls to get a ricochet. "How did it happen? You with that stupid gang, me with the - with my new habits."
"Your drug shit, you mean? And as for the gang, I broke it off with them. Or are you forgetting that, like the rest of these stupid law fuckers?" Querel got up close and personal with Carlos, Carlos pressing back against the glass as though he wanted it to swallow him up, Querel's face boiling hot and red even with his dark olive skin. "Whose side are you on, bro? I didn't counsel SHIT."
The new claim from the prosecution was that Querel, with his old leadership of the group that had robbed the Whitesquare First Bank out in Denver, must have advised the act. Apparently, evidence was being gathered. Testimony from the other gang boys, who had squealed on Querel. In a way, not surprising. When Querel had left the group, he had expected anger, raised voices, thrown stones. But there had really been nothing. Just a hush, a disquieting hush that Querel was plenty smart enough to recognize as bad news. He trusted noise and fury and accusations. This dead calm was too much. It got on his nerves, stopped him from sleeping, gave him ugly nightmares.
Carlos had taken things in stride as much as possible. He stood by the decision to leave the gang. It had mostly been his advice, and the look of scorn in their father's eyes upon his passing. 'Criminal scum', those eyes had screamed, 'my own son, a piece of shit thief. A cut-throat. A dog.' Querel had been deeply struck by it.
Carlos pacified his brother again, grabbing his shoulders in a sudden motion, speaking directly to him the way that Querel understood best. "I ain't betraying you, Querel. My loyalty to you is perfect. We're fucking brothers. Loyalty is what we have. Wild horses couldn't tear it from me."
Querel nodded slowly, raising a hand to scratch over his eyebrow. He backed off, slouching into a chair by the window, watching the kids playing their shabby games in this neighbourhood that was suddenly a ghetto.
***
Bernard Tumbler's feet were atop the desk when his star employee entered his cubicle.
"Amy, got the afternoon free?" he asked bluntly. He was a fat, ugly little man, two patches of grey-brown hair darting across his temples and over his ears. Bernard Tumbler. 'One of the world's truly stupidest names', Amy had always thought.
"A minute, Mr. Tumbler? Of course I do." As one of Bernard's personal assistants and aspiring paralegals, Amy was all ears. Bernard did not shift from his position, simply gazing at Amy from his reclined position. He looked her up and down appreciatively. He had always taken liberties in this department.
Not very tall, not very busty, but a nicely dimensioned frame, and some real spring in the bust - or so Bernard speculated. It was really all in her face, though. That was what counted. Her blue doe-eyes peeked out from whispers of blonde hair that hovered over and around her forehead, trembling down the sides of her head to a little further than ear height. A slightly tomboyish look, perhaps. But her soft lips and slightly flushed round cheeks were unmistakably feminine - and gorgeous at that. Oh, those lips. Bernard envisioned Amy sinking to her knees, mouth popping into a perfect 'O' shape, in preparation for Bernard's great, thick...
"Sir?"