It's ironic that the first thing I felt when I saw the van pull over to the side of the road was relief.
I'd been on my way to meet my long-distance boyfriend for a concert, and my car had broken down about ten miles after I'd stopped for gas. (Long enough that I was completely out of cell-phone range, so my gold AAA membership wasn't going to do me any good.) I hadn't brought a change of clothes -- I had things at his house -- and my little black dress only came down to mid-thigh. I was standing beside my car, debating whether I should walk back to the gas station -- lamenting the fact that I was wearing heels; it was going to take me longer, and I'd be in agony after just one mile -- when the sleek black van pulled up behind my car.
Two respectable-looking men stepped out of the car; one had dirty blond hair and a neatly cropped beard, the other was dark and clean-shaven. They were both tall and well-built, seeming to tower over me even in my heels.
"Having trouble, miss?" the dark-haired man asked.
I nodded. "I'm so glad to see you," I gushed. "My car broke down, and my cell phone isn't working."
Neither one of the men was smiling; they exchanged a glance and seemed to come to some kind of decision. They each reached into their back pockets and pulled out badges, flashing them at me.
"We're undercover officers, and we were given a tip-off that someone was going to be running drugs through the area in a car matching your description." The blond man stared pointedly at my out-of-state plates.
I laughed. "That's not me," I assured them, not taking the situation seriously just yet. "I'm going to meet my boyfriend for a show in Salt Lake City."
"Mind if we search your car?" the dark-haired one asked.
I hesitated. I knew I had a little bit of pot in the car -- just an eighth or so -- but it was enough to keep me from ever making it to the concert that night if I was caught with it.
"Actually, I do mind," I said, planting my feet and trying to keep my voice steady. "I'm kind of in a hurry. And you don't have a warrant."
The blond laughed; it was the first show of humor either one of them had expressed, and for some reason, it made me more nervous than their deadpan faces. "I'd try not to worry about getting to your show tonight," he said. "Turn around and place your hands on the hood, ma'am."
"What?" I didn't think I'd heard him correctly for a second. This couldn't be happening.
He advanced a step closer. I stepped back and felt my car behind me, looking up at him.
"Turn around," he repeated, "and place your hands on the hood of your car."
I did as he instructed this time, and he waited a few seconds after I was steadily planted to capture one wrist, then the other, and lock them behind my back in handcuffs. It happened so quickly that I didn't realize what he was doing until it was done.
"Hey!" I couldn't keep the tremor from my voice this time. "Am I under arrest? What are you doing?"
They ignored my questions; the dark-haired one did search through my car, and I felt the big hands of the blond man reaching around to feel around and inside my bra, down my sides and then under my dress. To my embarrassment, my nipples had been rock-hard, but it was cold enough outside to account for some of that.
I tried to take it with stoicism, but I wasn't expecting him to pull aside the string of my thong and slide his fingers inside me. That was even more humiliating, because I was very, very wet.
"Wh-what are you doing?" I managed to gasp.
"Cavity search," he told me, and they both laughed this time. "She's soaking," he commented to his partner. "I think she likes this. And she's got her hood pierced."
My cheeks blazed with heat, and I bit my lip when I felt his fingers probing at my ass; I wasn't going to give him the satisfaction of a reaction at all.
He'd just slid a finger inside my rear hole -- and he didn't seem to be searching for anything, I noted, so much as probing and stroking me -- when the dark-haired cop found the pot.
"Look at what I found," he called, and the blond who'd been fingering me withdrew his hand, wiping my juices on my ass.
"All right, sweetheart, it looks like you're coming with us," the dark cop said.
I fought back tears. "Can we make some kind of deal?" I asked in desperation. "I don't want to go to jail!"
"If you do everything we ask you to do, you'll be just fine," the blond reassured me. "But you're missing the concert tonight. No doubt about that." He swung open the rear doors of the van. "Get in."
That was when I realized that neither one of these men was a police officer. Instead of bench seats, there was a mattress in the back of the van. My body registered what that meant before my brain had pieced it together, and I was turning to run, hands cuffed behind my back or not, but the blond picked me up easily with one arm and tossed me in the back of the van while the dark-haired man climbed behind the wheel and started up the van.
I fell onto my side on the mattress, and before I could even attempt to struggle to my feet, I felt the weight of the stranger in the back with me pinning me down. "I meant what I told you," he whispered in my ear; I felt the rasp of his beard on my cheek and shivered. "If you cooperate, you'll be fine." I felt his hand move down my body; my dress was riding up, and it was easy for him to hook his fingers in the strap of my thong and start to draw it down my legs.
I tried to curl up in a ball to keep him from removing it, but he was too strong and deft -- and I was still hindered by my hands bound behind my back. I was panting with the effort from my struggles by the time he pulled it free, and I fought his hands pushing my knees apart, too.
It was totally useless, and I choked back a sob when I felt his fingers moving through my folds again, rubbing on my clit. "You do like this," he laughed to himself. "You're fighting it, but your cunt is telling a whole different story, my dear."
He was right. It was all I could do to fight to hold my hips still; I wanted to grind against his hand. He idly dipped his fingers inside me, coating them with the honey that I couldn't stop from flowing, then took my clit in between his thumb and forefinger and pinched me, hard.
I gasped and arched my back, whimpering in the back of my throat. He rubbed his fingers back and forth, still pinching me, and even though it hurt, it was making me even wetter. "You're going to be a lot of fun, I can tell," he commented.
"Spread her legs wider," came a voice from the front seat. I looked up and realized that he had me situated facing the front, so the driver could arrange his rearview mirror to see exactly what was going on. He had one hand on the steering wheel, and the other seemed to be busy undoing his pants; I spared a thought to hope he didn't run us off the road before the blond pulled my knees further apart. I leaned back on my elbows, trying to support my weight so I didn't topple backward.
"Pinch her clit again," he instructed; I tried to scoot away, but there was no getting out of this situation; with a wicked grin, the blond did as his friend had requested, and I tried (and failed) to keep the noises from escaping my throat.