As I'm washing dishes, late one night, my roommate Chris comes up behind me, placing his hands on my small waist. He pressed himself against me. I could feel his hard cock against my ass. He kisses my neck. "Mmmmm,"he moans. I could smell alcohol on his breath.
This is not the first time Chris touched me like that, nor the first time in recent days that he's been drinking, and it's been getting me a little scared, more than normal. I used to pull away from him and tell him to stop. In recent days, I would just let him have his way, or sorts, as I somewhat understand his frustration.
I'm single and not dating. Also, I've seen his ex. She's beautiful; HOT even! But I'm not anything like HER!
Now, even when Chris is sober, he's been asking ME to "help him out," and to put on something sexy for him! When I reject him, he makes me feel like it's ME that is causing his problems!
Chris is a great guy in most ways. He has a decent job and is good to others. He just seems to be overly "pushy" about some things, I think. I could tell stories!!! But he has always been there for me. That's one reason why I agreed to him beeing my roommate.
I'm his friend and I always will be! But this living situation and him asking me to be his "girlfriend" is getting too much!
"Look at you," he said, slurring his speech. "I can't help how I look," I said while continuing to wash the dishes.
I admit that I'm not masculine looking, but I don't think I look feminine like a girl, as he and others have told me! Yes, other guys have hit on me, but I'm not a Girl!!!
I don't see myself like guys see me. I've told him before that I don't know why guys hit on me, other than what the tell me. Chris and others say I have a girls ass! I don't!!! I Also remind him that I like women!!!! Chris turns it around and tell me that I'm too pretty to be a guy, and too nice, and THAT'S why women don't want ME!
Again, I CAN'T help how I LOOK, and who I am! But being "pretty" doesn't mean I'm Gay and that I should be with guys!
While I admit I wear my hair longer than most guys, it's not like my hair is beyond my shoulders! Also, I don't wear girls clothes, but I must admit I like to dress "neatly!"
Back to Chris...
"You're just like a girl," he said. You make guys hard, but you don't put out. You're a tease!" Chris slurreed in some audible way that I got used to hearing. Chris then lets me go and walks into his bedroom, slamming the door behind him. I heard him yell, "I need some pussy!"
Ever since I let him move in with me, he's been trying to get me to have sex with him! At first, I thought he was joking, but he constantly talks about his ex girlfriend and how he wouldn't "get some," and that if I were a friend, then I should give it up to him, me being a virgin! He's starting to call me Michelle, which is his ex girlfriends name! When he's drunk, he says things like, "Come here and put those pretty lips around my cock," and when I refuse, he says things like, "Give up that pussy! You know you want it!," and "Come on, let me be your first!" I know he's just thinking about his ex. I've seen her. She's beautiful and hot! 5'6" 125 lbs. Let me just say that she's better than average for sure!
When he is in recent is drunken state, he won't let up! "No!!!! I'd always reply. "I'm not gay! Yesterday, when he pressed himself behind me, I even added, "your too big and it would hurt!" Chis snickered and said, "Only at first! Once I break your cherry, you'll love it," he said. "And when I cum inside you, you'll belong to me," he added confidently. That is what scared me!
I've read gay stories before. Okay, I admit that. But I only read them to try to understand them! Okay, that sounds stupid. I admit that I get aroused by men touching me. I guess I could elaborate more here about that. But I'm NOT GAY! Being single and alone, I just want SOMEONE Love me? Maybe I'm just confused?
