Hey Everyone!
So, I know a lot of you are mad, but the book is already out. This is just a revision, because my teacher encouraged me to do it and she was right. I'm adding a couple pages to the book, fixing some errors and what not. Anyway, if you're new, thanks for reading, if you are a returner, please don't hate me. I'm just a perfectionist and finishing correcting Time helps me finish Fate. Alright, I hope you like.
-Rosi
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I'm gonna have me some fried fricassee when I get my hands on those damn birds!
Nina thought aggressively as she opened her eyes and threw her pillow at the window. Said birds had been chirping for more than an hour while she struggled to get back to sleep. Of course, the stupid things hadn't stopped, and Nina had gotten tired of feigning sleep.
Turning onto her side, she read her alarm clock.
Holy crap! It's six in the freakin' morning!
Nina screamed into her head as she kicked her arms and legs and indulged herself in a brief tantrum.
Yesterday had been the best sleep that she'd had in a while. She didn't know why, but she'd felt safe, something she hadn't felt in a long time. It wasn't as if her father did anything that would endanger her; but she'd woken up one night to see him staring at her in the funniest way, like he wanted to do some 'not so fatherly' things to her. Even knowing he'd never do them, a part of her had insisted on the locks.
But it's Dad.
And maybe it was that thought that kept her from calling the police. Deep down she wanted to believe that he'd never hurt her, but an even deeper part of her knew that that was a lie and it was only a matter of time before things escalated and he really did do something dangerous.
Swinging her legs out of bed, Nina got up and stretched before going to her dresser to pull out her clothes for the day. If she was going to be honest, being awake at six wasn't even a new phenomenon. Ever since her mother had passed, her body seemed to wake up with the sun as if seeking that form of protection. It was much easier to live and sleep in the daytime than it was at night. It was like her soul craved the warmth of the sun, because she couldn't find it at home.
Sighing, Nina pulled on her clothes as quietly as she could, still a bit cold despite it being early enough in fall that the chill hadn't really set in. Even now, she saw students wearing short-shorts, flip flops, and tank tops around her campus. But as she pulled on her clothes, Nina found herself reaching for a long sleeved pullover. Although the chill hadn't set in for most people, for her it seemed to be a constant.
"Freakin' cold as Hades," Nina muttered under her breath as she quietly, but quickly jammed her feet in a pair of flats.
She was quick as she dressed, grabbed her bag, and moved down the hall. It meant that she had less of a chance of seeing her father. Nina loved the man, but lately he'd become increasingly... strange, distant, and seemingly removed from reality.
Nina sighed again as she got outside and closed the door, then turned the knob to make sure it locked. It was only a ten minute walk, but it gave her time to reflect on her life. School had never been daunting; though Nina struggled in math and science she had ultimately passed those classes. Nothing had really been a challenge for her, well, except for her relationships. Most of that was because, after her mother had died and her father had become protective in the extreme, all of Nina's friends had disappeared.
The only friend she had now was Nicole, since it would take a natural disaster or death to separate them. They had become friends in freshman year,Nicole had a way of making the loneliness that seemed to perpetually claw at Nina fade away. She was one of the few people that Nina felt she could fully trust herself with.
Why is it so cold?
Goose bumps rose on her skin despite the early morning rays from the sun.
Nina was passing through the gates of the university, headed towards the chapel, when the blinking lights of cop cars alerted her.
Probably just a drunk girl? I mean Wednesday is the new Saturday.
Nina thought, holding her bag tightly and walking with more caution towards the chapel.
But in the back of her mind, a gnawing persisted.
Could it be one of the murders? But, it's never been on a campus before
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The murders had been around the city, in different locations. They had the same M.O., which had led people to conclude it was a serial killer, especially considering all the women had looked remarkably the same. Still, it was highly unlikely that the murderer had decided to strike on her campus. From the news, the places chosen were bars and clubs, not schools and universities.
I mean I don't see a coroner truβ
Nina hadn't even finished her thought when the smell of blood and chemicals wafted towards her, making her want to vomit any leftover pizza in her system.
Turning her head away, she gripped her stomach and tried not to hurl as images assailed her mind.
The morgue is sterile. But faint traces of blood are still in the air, not quite suppressed by the heaviness of chemicals.
"Stop," Nina whispered to herself as she fought back the memories.
"I want to see her. Pull the sheet back," I say and bite my tongue bloody. For a moment the smell overpowers the chemicals in the air.
"No!" Nina closed her eyes, fighting back more than her memories.
"Are youβ?" the coroner is asking pityingly.
My Dad's beside me. Quiet, hasn't spoken a word. "Do it."
"Hey! You okay?" someone yelled near Nina, drawing her back to the present. "Can I get a medic over here?"
She was on her knees on the ground, shivering, goose bumps running like ants across her skin. An officer stood over her, a woman, soothingly rubbing circles on her back.
Pull it together!
her subconscious yelled at her, smacking Nina out of the fog of depression and memories surrounding her.