She sighed, slouching slightly and getting more comfortable, leaning one elbow on the table as she stirred the soup with a piece of bread. The movement emphasized her red cleavage. "After that, I decided to try joining a guild in the capital there, to help with the Dungeons that appear further south along their border. I got in just fine, even though I was young and didn't have much training in my Focus. One of the party leaders had an eye for me, so I took the opportunity to learn and grow."
And there it was, the part she dated for.
I knew it'd be there somewhere, given that she was an Oni. Meeting an Oni who didn't fuck a lot was pretty much unheard of, and it wasn't like I was lacking in the experience department either. At the very least, while my sex life had been scarce for years, I could confidently proclaim that I wasn't a virgin by any means, since I myself grew up on the edge of the Ryfle Kingdom and had fooled around with a few human women before.
And my first time being intimate?
That had actually been with an elf girl around my age, crazy as it sounded, though the exact circumstances of our promiscuity were a topic I didn't like to think about. Especially since the three months we spent together were a true hell, having only each other for comfort as we desperately attempted to survive the Scourge Dungeon we'd been swallowed up by.
Definitely a topic I wasn't fond of recalling.
Not when only one of us could really fight.
Not when only one of us had to
repeatedly
suffer traumatizing wounds to help us survive.
Honestly, it was a miracle she wanted to be intimate considering the circumstances, but three months was an eternity in a Dungeon, and we had no one else. All we had was each other, as we suffered in a living hell. And I suspected that she longed for my comfort, just as much as I longed for hers.
I cleared my throat, focusing on the beautiful woman in front of me. "So how long were you there, then?" I wondered. "And how did you make it all the way up here in the capital of Delanor?"
She frowned. "My business is my own," she said simply.
Again, I knew it was just their way of saying they didn't want to share. The phrase lost its cultural meaning when said in the human language, but I still understood. At the very least, she'd pretty much told me that she'd probably spent a good five or so years in the human capital, ever since she was eighteen, assuming she only left to come here recently, but it was hard to know for sure.
"That's fine," I responded, working on finishing the last of my food. I still planned on asking her about her magical artifact, but wasn't sure how to approach it. Preferably, I wanted to test the waters before jumping in.
She resumed eating too, only to surprise me by asking a question of her own. "So what about you? How did you become a..." Her white eyebrows knitted together. "What kind of healer are you again?"
"I'm an Essence Diviner," I replied.
Her gold eyes widened. "I've never heard of that before."
I nodded. "It's a rare Focus. It comes with some evaluation skills, as well as advanced healing spells too."
"Does that mean you can do Class evaluations?" she wondered, her head tilted to the side slightly.
The motion caused me to focus on her white hair, just reaching past her jawline on either side enclosing her crimson skin against a snowy frame, with me realizing how soft it looked. I kind of wanted to run my fingers through it, but knew that'd probably be a great way to get a broken wrist. Granted, I could just heal myself, but didn't want to ruin the pleasant mood we had going.
Of course, class evaluations were done almost exclusively by one of the Focuses in the Support class, specifically an Essence Appraiser. Such individuals were fairly scarce, which meant unlocking the Essence Appraiser Focus pretty much guaranteed a comfy, safe, and wealthy life within the Elven kingdom. They were never exposed to dangerous conditions, usually remaining in the capital.
And it wasn't something a Healer could normally do.
Nor was it something I was interested in doing, despite the perks, partially due to the scrutiny of a
male
healer having such a unique skill, and partially due to the fact that I had my own personal aspirations to find redemption to ease my own guilty conscience.
Really, the only reason why I was even capable of theoretically doing class evaluations was due to my skill
Eye of the Goddess
. And that was a skill I had no intention on telling anyone about. Being well aware of what a normal Appraiser was capable of, I knew what I could do was a very rare ability, if not completely unheard of. And I was already too unique by being one of the only male healers with a rare Focus.
I cleared my throat, lowering my voice. "Umm, technically yes, though I don't advertise that. Otherwise I'd have people trying to get me to give out free evaluations."
She immediately looked over her shoulder, scanning the now slightly crowded room full of tables and patrons for any signs that someone was close enough to overhear. Honestly, I'd been so focused on her that I'd barely noticed how lively the guild canteen had become. Certainly, it was nothing like the evenings, but there were a good number of tables with occupied seats now, with several barmaids quite busy as they took orders from those at the bar counter.
When she focused on me, reaching up to tuck some of her white hair behind her slightly pointy crimson ear, she spoke in a low voice too. "Apologies. I won't say anything."
"Thanks," I said sincerely, glancing down at my book again.
She decided to switch subjects slightly. "So how did you go about discovering your Class and unlocking your Focus?"
I sighed. "Umm, well I kind of have a talent for healing. Meaning, I was able to do it even before I officially determined my Class." I paused briefly when her white eyebrows shot up in surprise. "Yeah, it's unusual, I know. I discovered I could heal minor injuries when I was twelve. I then got in a pretty bad situation when I was fifteen, which kind of forced me to get stronger and take everything more seriously." I paused, hoping she didn't ask more about that, but figuring her interest was only superficial to begin with. I cleared my throat. "Then, about two years ago, I got the bright idea to try to visit some areas where the Scourge had recently hit, figuring I could make some coin by healing whoever I could." I grimaced. "I know it wasn't the most ethical of ideas, but that's how I ran into Turg, Dagru, and Shel. They were already a team back then, in the same village due to a Guild Quest, and I sort of saved Turg's life. He'd been stung by an Ishtrical'Dung and was in pretty bad shape." I paused. "They technically already needed a healer for their team, so Turg helped with the coin for my education as partial repayment for saving his life, as well as in exchange for a promise that I'd continue working with them. Technically, I'm the reason why we've shot up to the tenth strongest team, though the primary cause for why that happened is because I was able to help them grow in their Focuses thanks to my own unique talents."
Her gold eyes remained wide as she listened. "You helped them get stronger?" she repeated, seeming stunned.
I nodded, kind of surprised at myself for being so open with her, but knowing I could just deny everything if she began spreading rumors. And knowing that the others in my guild would easily believe those denials, considering what I was claiming was a bit unbelievable.
Waiting for a few seconds to see if she was going to say something else, I decided to continue when she didn't.
"So anyway, our elvish companion Jackel joined about six months after that. I only had to train for about three months, before I was ready to do the Focus Ritual, and once I officially joined the team, we realized the party needed a dedicated person to protect me, since I don't really have any combat skills." I smirked, recalling the day I met the guy. The elf Jackel was definitely a player and absolute manwhore, being very high in Charisma, but fun to hang out with when he wasn't focused on his next catch. "I saw a lot of potential in him, and he was wanting to join a team that worked well together, which he might be able to help bring to the top, so it worked out well for all of us. Basically, he wanted to feel like he earned his way to the top, but didn't want to start from scratch. And him being an Essence Slayer really evened out the team too, allowing either Turg or Dagru to fall back and protect me instead, either for healing or in the event that his unique skills are needed for a particular monster with a higher level of Essence Affinity."
She nodded in understanding, seeming almost amazed now. "I think I understand why you're a leader too," she commented.
"Oh?" I responded, curious as to what she was thinking.