Final chapter! Thanks so much for the comments you gave me. And for the patience it requires to wait for this (sorry about the wait...finals week is known as 'hell week' for a reason)!
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Kara's eyes fluttered open. A blinding white blurred her vision, making sight impossible without squinting. Slowly, her eyes adjusted to the empty paleness. She was laying on her back on a floor the same sterile color as the world around her.
What the fuck?
Groaning, she pushed herself up and onto her knees. She felt ridges under her hands, like grout line in tile, but she saw no traces of edges or any other coloring that would betray the presence of tile. Still reeling from her fight with Emiline, she scanned her new environment, frightened by the lack of color.
White all around her, as far as she could see. Creepy.
Was this Heaven? No, it couldn't be. There was no one here except her. No singing angels, no fluffy clouds, no happy little flying souls with harps and shit. Just her and endless whiteness. A shiver ran down her spine. This place freaked her out more than anything. She'd always hated pure white rooms; they made her feel like she was in a laboratory, like she was in a sterile room everything was unnaturally clean. The lack of life in this place only made it creepier.
Distant footsteps startled her. Whipping around, she scanned the emptiness for any sign of her company, but she saw nothing. The footsteps grew louder, seeming to come from every direction. She shot up and spun in circles, trying to locate the source of the steps. Still nothing. This must be an illusion, some sick joke being played one her. Maybe Lucifer had pulled another one of his tricks and had trapped her in some deep corner of Hell. Maybe she was asleep. Maybe she was going insane.
"Kara." Her mother's voice, soft and soothing, drifted into the air.
She stopped, her blood running cold. No, it couldn't be. That was impossible. Her mother had been dead for years. She'd heard Emiline laughing about it.
Impossible.
Shaking, she turned slowly, her heart racing. Her breath caught in her throat. Her mother stood no more than ten feet in front of her. Dressed in nothing more that a white Grecian robe, her mother made her way towards her, taking delicate steps along the invisible floor. Her bright green eyes smiled at her, glinting in unseen light. High cheekbones and a straight nose solidified their connection as mother and daughter. Warm, chocolate brown hair was twisted into a simple braid that hung over her shoulder. Her grin was welcoming and genuine, filled with all the love and joy a mother should have for her child. Her feet we bare, walking on the same invisible tile Kara had felt when she had first arrived here.
"Mama?" Her voice cracked and tears welled in her eyes.
Her mother's smile grew wider as she nodded.
Her fear crumbling, she let her emotions run wild. Joy, sorrow and confusion coalesced into an unbearable weight that crushed down on her heart. With tears streaming from her eyes, Kara rushed at her mother, crying out for her like a small child.
They collided, a tangled mess of tears and cries of happiness. They sank to the ground, their arms wrapped around each other. She buried her face in the soft fabric of her mother's dress, heartbreakingly happy to see her mother for the first time in eight years. Her mother held her close, running cold fingers through her hair.
"Oh, sweetheart." Her mother cooed in her ear. "It's all right."
She sobbed into her mother's shoulder, eight long years of fear and frustration finally bursting forth. She was exhausted, elated and miserable all at once. But that was okay. Her mother was here now; the real, honest, loving mother she had always known. Not some greedy imposter. No, this was her
real
mother.
"Sweetie girl. It's okay. I'm right here."
Her sobs slowing, Kara pulled away, wiping her face clean of tears. She probably looked horrible. Red eyes and shiny skin, no doubt. Getting her emotions under control for now, she took a deep breath and faced her mother for the first time in nearly a decade.
"Mama...where are we?"
Her mother's smile turned sad. "Where do you think?"
She sighed and shook her head. "I don't know. Am I dead?"
Her mother dropped her head and looked away.
"Oh. I see." Despite her lackluster response, Kara felt no sense of anger or fear at her mother's reaction. Telling your child they'd died probably wasn't the easiest thing to do.
Depression crushed down on her. Dead, huh? That meant that her body was still in Hell with Darian and the others. Shit, they must be feeling horrible. Seeing the woman you're vying for lying dead on the ground probably took a good shot to their hearts. Hell, it might have toned down Lyzander's ego a bit. Still, she couldn't fault them for being who they were. They'd loved her and protected her. Now they'd lost her.
Her mother finally looked at her again. "Kara, honey, I -"
She looked around at their blank surroundings. "You know, it's not as bad as I thought it was going to be. I was expecting some giant cloaked skeleton with a scythe whisking me away and dropping me into a fire pit."
Her mother shifted uncomfortably.
Kara cocked her head. "What?"
"Well, with the exception of the fiery pit..." Her mother chewed her lip nervously, solidifying Kara's assumption that her own habit was, in fact, a genetic thing.
Seriously?" Kara stared at her mother. "Why don't I remember Bone Daddy taking me away?"
Relieved that her daughter was so relaxed about the subject, her mother exhaled loudly. "Sometimes, when Death feels something shouldn't be permanent just yet, it erases its image from your mind."
"Not permanent? So...I'm not
supposed
to be dead?" She gaped at her mother, her eyes wild.
"Well, not quite. Your death was self-induced and before your scheduled time. A bit like a suicide. Granted, you didn't
mean
to kill yourself, but you caused your own death before Death itself had planned to collect you."
"Okay..." she made a 'continue' motion with her hand.