CHAPTER 33
I yelled as soon as it registered in my sluggish mind that he really wasn't in front of me. "Taurin!"
I felt the rope slacken, then gravity dropped it to the ground. A hand appeared through the snow beckoning me forward, beckoning me to take hold. I grasp onto my life line and let myself be pulled towards an unseen barrier. As soon as I stepped through his hand left mine and he backed away. I hardly noticed as I took in my surroundings. All around me was brightness without a sun in the sky. Three moons hung huge above me. The farthest one a blue bulb of light while the other two were large and white. Arches of clear, cloudy, smooth and jagged ice soared into the sky. Some I could see where they connected to the land and others not at all. The ground was covered in snow that skidded on itself as I walked, like hoar frost from home. It crunched up to my shins and smoothed itself out behind me as I walked in circles to survey my surroundings.
I did another slow circle and noticed that there were no shadows here. It was a bit disconcerting to know there was light, but no shadows. It did not compute with my Earth bound logic. "Are we here?" I whispered and looked towards Taurin.
Taurin still said nothing, he just continued to watch me. A little too closely in my estimation.
"What are you waiting for?"
I looked down at my hands and legs to see if anything was different on me. Nothing seemed out of place, so I undid the rope around my waist and let it drop. My pack came next, sitting next to his on the ground. They stayed laying on top, not a single indent in the snow. So strange that we broke the snow, but they didn't.
He finally spoke. "I was just waiting to see if you would freeze into ice or turn into snow."
"WHAT!?"
He shrugged, "I told you that no one but Icelanders can come to the Place of Dreaming. So, I was just waiting to see what would happen. I didn't think anything would since the Ice embraced you so willingly, but I wasn't sure." He grinned happily, "So, let's go."
I closed my eyes, briefly rubbing under them to keep calm and took a deep breath. Yes, I knew this. Really, I did. If you weren't Icelander... I suppose that's how they were frozen into the walls of the cavern. Actively thinking about the Elemental turning someone into ice and somehow transferring them to the cave was a bit disconcerting. I wondered creepily if I was trudging through snow turned wanderers. Taurin was waving me on agitatedly so I followed, there was no use being wary since the Ice could get me at any time.
It didn't take long to get to the entrance and it looked just as I saw in my dream. Taurin walked in on steady footing into the lighted path. He reached his hand back to me. "Hold on to me and you will not slip."
I grasped him tightly, remembering my dream slide ending in a slam into a wall. We walked together and I watched the ice crawl up his boots. Every time he stepped on the ground it seamlessly rose up and fell free from his movements, much like I saw when we first met on the lake. The ice added colors of pink and green lights the closer we got to the center. Everything was familiar to me even though I had never physically stepped here before. My heart beat accelerated as I thought about his wife rising from the ice with her dead eyes to show me what I was there to do. It wasn't until we were in the middle of the frozen mausoleum that I started to doubt my quest.
She was there, same as I saw. The same dullness and emptiness of skin and eyes. She lay horizontal on the alter, not yet merged into the walls of the ice like the others.
As if he was reading my thoughts, Taurin spoke. "She is closer to the wall than when I first placed her here so very long ago."
I brought myself closer to him and the alter he stared down into. I whispered, "Taurin, do you know what is in these walls?"
He didn't stop looking at Soschen, "Of course I do. We've been over this before, Dove."
I grasped the hand that clutched the alter of ice. "No, I mean do you know specifically what lies deep in these walls of ice?"
He finally looked up at me, "What are you not saying, Dove?"
I swallowed, "The Eternal She brought me here to wake up her child."
He rubbed the back of his neck, "Ah. That is what this is all about. The Elemental wouldn't clue me in. What if he wants you in return for releasing the powerful dragon that was frozen here over a millennial ago? Did you think about that, Dove?" His voice was quiet and low as he looked back down at his former wife.
"Yeah, I have and honestly Taurin I think... Hell, what do I know? I can't know the minds of deities. I just know that freeing the dragon is why I am here and if the Eternal She can grant me a favor in the Elemental's realm then I'm going to ask for your wife back."
Taurin barked a laugh and raised his hands in frustration, "And then what, IshaDove? Are you going to take away what I did to her? Are you going to make her love me again? Make her stop trying to murder me, Maureen, and everyone else?" His voice turned harsher the longer he talked, "Coming here was a mistake. I told you this and, as usual, you defy me."
He turned his eyes to me and they were angry. He reached for my forearms as if to shake some sense into me. "I won't let you do it. Free the dragon if the Elemental agrees and honestly, I'm not so sure he does." He pushed me in closer to him until I could feel his breath on me, "And, do you know, if he doesn't want you to then I will make sure that you never do. This may be the ultimate reason that you are here. So, that I can make you a permanent fixture to his collection."
Taurin's hand flew out to indicate the beings trapped within the cavern's walls. He placed his forehead on mine, "Don't follow through on actions that will determine mine. Please, IshaDove."
I breathed out and it was the first time I saw my warm breath fog the air. The cold was seeping into my body at a steady unhurried pace, "Taurin?" I said in fear. "I think it's happening anyway and if the Elemental is going to take me then I won't go down without a fight. I'm going to free that damn dragon just to be spiteful."