Author's note: I'm back! Sorry for the year long wait and thank you for your patience! I have at least two more chapters planned, and I hope you're enjoying this series so far! I also might have drawn a little something for this chapter, I'll upload it later. As always, I appreciate your comments and suggestions! Feel free to suggest creatures you want to read about, whether in this series or a stand alone story.
Disclaimer: Rape and non consent/reluctance sex are one of the themes in this series. It is also exclusively either anthro or feral furry male on a humanoid female protagonist. That said, everything written is strictly fantasy and I do not condone any sexual violence.
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Following Dusk, the jaguar, we headed deeper into the woods. The sheep seemed to weigh as much as a feather with the way he moved, and judging by the way his long tail swung in big arcs, he was in a good mood. Me however, clothes tattered, barely keeping my tail off the ground, looked like I just survived a war. My whole body ached with every step, a slickness ran down my thighs, but I just bit my lip and kept up.
The jaguar's strides were long, and we soon arrived at a small, secluded pond. He gestured for me to jump in, put down the sheep and went to look for the herb he said could prevent pregnancy. For a second, I worried that he might not return, then laughed at myself for having such a thought. If he does return, I will have a partner in crime, for better or worse. If he does not, I have survived this long alone. My instinct told me that the jaguar was trustworthy enough, for a criminal as least. He could have just walked away without a second thought, or worse, finished me off so there was one less competition.
Having settled my mental debate, I quickly took off my clothes and waded into the pond. The water was chilly, and I sighed in relief as it soothed the fatigue and pain. Now alone with my thoughts, I realized that my feelings for the jaguar was mixed, though leaning towards the possitive. I offered a deal for him to spare me, and he honoured it, even though the process was more painful than I hoped. Plus, it wasn't all pain and no pleasure for me, either.
Maybe I even enjoyed the pain a little.
Shaking my head to chase that strange thought away, I finished cleaning up and put my clothes back on behind a tree. When I came back out, Dusk was back with a red flower and some green leafy herbs.
"Chew and swallow both. The leaves will help with the pain. They're save to eat together." He said.
I arched an eyebrow, but did not ask how he knew this, just shoved everything into my mouth and started chewing. My nose immediately wrinkled from the bitterness, but I forced myself to swallow. He then tossed me a green fruit, sat down in the shade and started eating one himself. The fruit was sweet and juicy, which quickly washed away the bitterness.
I joined the jaguar in the shade, at a polite distance. "Thank you." I said.
The jaguar's motion paused for the slightest moment. "No need."
I swallowed, too ashamed to ask my next question, but I must find out for my own peace of mind. "Theoretically, would this herb you just gave me work on already established pregnancy?"
Dusk's ear flickered in surprise. "I'm not sure."
My heart dropped, and my stomach churned. The fear that I have suppressed ever since the night of the full moon resurfaced.
I hope it's a big litter. The alpha wolf's voice rung in my ears.
"But a healer probably does, there's a few on this island." The jaguar continued.
I turned towards the jaguar in shock. At that moment, his yellow fur seemed to be glowing in the setting sun.
"Whatever you want, I'll do it. Just tell me where they are." In my mind, I knew nothing could be worse than forced to carry children I don't want, on an island like this. It would not end well for either of us.
The jaguar flicked his tail, and from what I knew about cats, he was annoyed. He turned to me, narrowing his eyes. "Woman, you need to stop making promises to men you barely know. Besides, I've already accepted your deal to work together. You would have no use to me being six months pregnant."
I could not contain my smile. "Call me Zephyr. I'll make sure you don't regret it."
The jaguar seemed uncomfortable under my intense gaze. He nodded, turned back towards the lake nonchalantly and started explaining what he knew about this island.
To my surprise, there were a few bigger settlements, not quite towns but it all had somewhat permanent residents. They were controlled by various gangs, and one could say those places were more dangerous than out in the wild. Those settlements, however, were a more reliable place to trade, providing you pay a fee to the gang for enforcing order. That was also where Dusk got his short swords forged.
"The authorities let criminals forge and trade weapons?" I asked.
"How else could they solve the over population of criminals on this island?" Dusk replied.
I understood what he meant. Exile was but a slower death sentence out here. The more criminals there were, the bigger the possibility they would cause trouble. Why not let us do the culling ourselves while they stay in their safety and call this a merciful sentence? They might have even helped with supplying things the island did not produce, too. No one was beyond corruption.
Dusk gave me a few moments to process all the information, then started explaining his plan for escape.
Portals from the outside opens in random locations every time, and they would only open when a patrol comes through. The soldiers patrol this island on griffins, so all the portals are in the air. However, Dusk learned that certain corrupt soldiers would split off and trade with the gangs, usually in groups of threes, at a different, predetermined location each time. Obviously, the gangs would not harm these soldiers as they were their only link to the outside world.