Tavis:
“Journal, it's me Tavis again, and you'll never guess what's happened now.” I stated into my tape recorder. “Olivia got me in trouble again tonight. Mom and Stefan was waiting for us when we got back to the house. However, her getting me in trouble has nothing to do with the fact that I'm stuck on house arrest for the next two weeks. It's her mouth and how she likes to run it all the time.
She never knows when to shut up. I keep telling Olivia that mom doesn't like it when she talk back when she's on a rampage. Silence is a must when our mom is upset but she doesn't have any respect for boundaries or rules. I wish that she did and I think maybe, just maybe if she had any semblance of fear regarding those in authority, she and Stefan would get along, but Olivia's not like that. She feels that if she doesn't like you, she doesn't have to respect you.
This is the one thing I hate most about her, it causes her to over look people, especially those who are in a position to help her...” Immediately, my thoughts drifted to the female I'd seen the other night. I could could remember everything about her, from the fresh scent of her soap, to the combat boots she'd been wearing when we met. As I thought about her, I recalled her smile and felt my heart beat pick up in speed. “Journal...”
I began again, revealing my thoughts, “The lady from the other night has the most beautiful smile I've seen in my life. I still can't believe that she was so nice, especially not knowing me. She, a young teenage girl was willing to wait with me for my sister. That's as cool as it gets. My sister's friends would have all ran for cover. Anyhow, I want to know more about her and it's my wish that I see her again.
I don't know what it is about her that intrigues me so, but I feel as though I need to know her, like I have to know all there is about her. I wish I could see her right now. I want to know her favorite color, the place she wants to see most in the world. I want to know her secrets, know her inside and out.” As I continued speaking in the tape recorder, I felt warmth burst in my chest and butterflies in my stomach.
There was so much I wanted to know, so little answered. As I cleared my throat, I spoke into the tape recorder. “I want to know of her family, what it was like in Africa, and why her parents moved here.” I sighed, knowing already there was no way a girl her age would be interested in someone like me. I wasn't even out of high school yet.
As my thoughts continue to roam about, I realized that even fantasizing about a girl her age was just ludicrous. Especially when she could do much better than a ten year old. I growled in frustration and spoke into the tape recorder, “I wish I was older, then maybe, just maybe I'd stand a chance, but seeing as how I'm only ten, soon to be eleven, I doubt this will even go anywhere. She's just too old and probably prefer someone who's more adapted into puberty.”
Sighing, I pushed the stop button on the device and listened as it clicked to a stop. There was no use in dwelling on what a boy was too young to have. The weird part was that I didn't feel like a boy. I felt more mature than my ten years. I knew that I was psychologically developed like a fifteen year old. That's what my doctor said. Mom took me out of concern for both my increasing knowledge and disdain for kids my age.
The doctor told her that some kids were more psychologically advanced than others and that hers just happened to fit that bill, especially with my aptitude being so high. So, in essence I struggled a lot with being older mentally than I was physically. Yes, I had the energy of most children my age, but I spent it more on building my IQ and working out than I did anything else. Normally, I would love that, but working on a school project while you're confined to your room didn't see to appealing. I couldn't leave if I wanted to and this drove me nuts.
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Olivia
Four days, sixteen hours and twenty three minutes into me being confined to this damn room and I feel as though I'm going to explode. Why? Because one thing I hate more than anything is being sent to my room, put on lock down because of my mouth. Ok, granted, it may not have been my position to say anything, but seriously, my mom and her stupid rules were exhausting.
There wasn't a rule that she didn't have when it involved us going outside. You'd think vampires would be more relaxing about their offspring, seeing as how they are undead and supposed to be able to know where you were at all times, but just the fact that we'd been gone a half an hour and she and Stefan hadn't had any contact with us since we went up to the ware house, she had to go and have a conniption fit involving this little fiasco. I could see if we were gone for an hour or maybe even two hours with no contact, but thirty minutes? We are grounded for two weeks over thirty minutes?
How insane is that? I let out a squeal and threw the book I'd been reading down on my magenta colored quilt. For those of you who don't know what magenta is, it's like a dark pink on the borderline of purple but never quite reaching there. Magenta is the color I use when I need to think. I'm an avid fan of using colors to express the various moods I find myself in, so since I was in a tense mood, needing something to calm me down, I'd taken off the red comforter and replaced it with the serenity yielding Magenta colored comforter.
“This isn't fair!” I groaned, still irritated over the situation at hand. As I sat there thinking, I couldn't help but let my mind reflect back on the meeting I'd had with Dennis...or was it Daryn...or Devin? I don't know. I couldn't remember his name. It started with a D, this I was sure of. Anyhow, I thought about how he'd discussed the history of the hunters with me. I thought about how he had explained that a hunter was born a hunter and it occurred to me that since I was a hunter, that meant Tavis was one as well.
The question I felt compelled to ask was why did he feel wary of the building, while I felt as if I needed to be there, that I had to explore it. Tavis wasn't normally afraid, but he did have a cautious bone every now and again.
However, I couldn't understand what made him feel afraid. He wasn't anything other than human and according to Dominic- no that's not his name either, anyway, maybe I should just call him D-man since I can't remember him, or maybe...I grinned softly, thinking in my head, I should call him Taylor?
Yeah, that's what I'll call him. He looks like a Taylor with his fine self. So...according to Taylor, humans are not harmed upon those grounds and hunters feel a special drawing to the place. As I cleared my throat, I wondered if it was possible that Tavis was not genetically foreordained to hunt like I was, or maybe something repelled him, made him afraid of the building?
Flickering my tongue over the roof of my mouth, I allowed my thoughts to drift at the possibilities until I was brought back to my reality, that although Tavis found it uninteresting, I found the idea of being a hunter exhilarating, something I knew I wanted to try.
However, because I was grounded for two weeks, I wouldn't be able to go back. The thought was stifled as I conjured up an idea. What if I went during the day, just a couple of hours at a time, so I could learn what I needed to learn and then be back before mom, Stefan and Jr. awake.
Getting up, I grab my book bag out of my closet and put my body suit and weapons inside, careful to sheath them before doing so. As I'm going around, rambling, there's a knock on the door. I quickly put my bag next to the lamp stand and flop back onto the bed, its springs creaking in testament to my weight. “Come in.” I stated. The door knob twisted and Tavis came in, making his way to my bed. “Olive Oil, how are you holding up?” Under normal circumstances I would expect him to care if I was alive and well, because he's that kind of kid.
He's the reason I've been able to live in this house as long as I have. He's not only my brother, but he's the only one I really feel close too, but this, however, was not the usual. Especially when he was the one on house arrest. He usually avoided me like the plague. I narrowed my brows in suspicion, “What's the sucking face for?”
He cleared his throat, “ I'm not sucking face.” The sour tone in his voice and the slight change in facial features told me otherwise. “I just want to see how you're doing. I noticed you actually stopped kicking the walls a good fifteen minutes ago and out of dire curiosity, decided to come and see why?”
I folded my arms across my chest. God, sometimes it felt like Tavis was the oldest and I was the youngest. Clearing my throat I could feel the irritation began to creep up my spine. Having a know it all sibling who was mostly right, was too agitating. “I decided that kicking the wall really didn't make me feel better.”
He smiled, “That's progress.”
I glared at him. Pest. “Other than to psycho analyze me yet again, why are you here?”
“Well, I needed some advice about something.” He stated. I raised a brow. Since when?