Beep...
Beep...
Beep...
Beep...
That was the sound I heard as I groggily awoke to consciousness. I was in an immense amount of agony; my body sore all over. The worst however, was the intense pounding in my head. I felt it was a chore for just my eyelids to crack open. Between the combination of the thin layer of gauze that was wrapped over my eyes and the fact that the only light in the room was from the machines I was hooked up to, I could barely see... But I saw her, and she was beautiful. She was sitting on the edge of my bed, staring intently at me, her face full with worry.
No more than twenty years of age, she was wearing a turquoise sundress. She had an almost pale complexion with long, flowing blonde hair, which seemed to have a light green tint. Her best feature was her eyes. They were a ravenous deep black that seemed to be alive. They sparkled and I swear the pupils flowed like the ocean. I went to move my arm to remove the gauze from my eyes. If I thought she was beautiful before, she was absolutely gorgeous as her face beamed at that simple act.
"Oh, fortunate kismet," she sighed in relief. "Thanks be to Iaso that you are alive. No, do not move. Your constitution must have time to recover from the hostility inflicted upon it," her voice was as soft as a melody.
It didn't matter what she said. I simply didn't have the energy to lift my arm all the way to my head and it collapsed to my side after only being raised a foot. I cringed in pain at the impact.
The woman began to cry at my showing of suffering. "I greatly apologize for the quandary in which I am the root. I did not intend to cause you such peril." She afforded a small smile, this time as she took my hand in hers. Her skin felt as smooth as silk. "I love you."
I wanted to ask, 'Who are you?' but the only thing that passed through my mind at that moment was a heavy darkness.
*
I awoke with a start. "Who are you?" I cried out. I opened my eyes and the room was bright with light.
"Oh goodness, you startled me," a middle-aged brunette woman turned from the monitors and smiled at me. "Welcome back, I'm Nurse Reed." I went to pull the gauze from my eyes, but she stopped me. "Here let me do that."
The nurse slowly unwrapped the bandaging as I tensed at the pain I was in. "Where did the other woman go?"
"What other woman, Sir?" Nurse Reed looked at me curiously, "I have been the one charged with your care since late last evening."
"You know, the blonde with pale skin and black eyes," I closed my eyes to think. "She was wearing a turquoise sundress."
"I'm sorry Sir, but according to our log, you've had no visitors and if it was at night, the only person it could have been was me." Nurse Reed then grabbed her clipboard and filled out the paper with the numbers from the machine, "Speaking of people, Sir, we were wondering what your name was? You've been here a week without identification and no one has called in a missing persons."
"My name is... is...um," my face scrunched up as I really thought about the answer not having the slightest clue at what it was. I shook my head as I finally gave up, "I don't know."
"When you came in, it looked like you got beat up pretty badly. Perhaps you were in a mugging. Anyways, you took a serious hit to your head. That would explain the memory loss."
*
It didn't take long to be discharged from the hospital. Amnesia and all. That's what happens when you have no idea who you are so you have no idea if you have insurance. I was given the spiel about how my memory could come back and it would help if I surrounded myself with familiar people and places.
Really? I have amnesia. How am I supposed to know what or who is familiar?
I never saw that woman again. She must have been a dream. A lovely dream.
The plain, raggedy navy blue t-shirt and pair of cargo shorts I arrived in had been washed, which was nice, but somehow they smelled of antiseptics. To finish this lovely ensemble was a pair of worn sneakers, complete with a small hole on the outside part of the left shoe. These weren't mine, as the hospital gave them to me. The only other item I apparently had with me was a necklace that had an odd geometrical shape attached to it with a pearl dangling in the middle. I was given directions to the nearest homeless shelter and headed that way; forced to now ponder what to do with my life.
*
I was near the end of the line for the soup kitchen. Today's meal was spaghetti. When I reached the front, I was handed a flimsy Styrofoam plate.
"Thanks," I gave a head nod to show my gratitude to the older woman distributing the food.
"You're welcome," she said in a wispy voice.
I sat down to enjoy my dinner, contemplating my new life. I chose the name John Smith. I figured since I am anonymous, I might as well take it to the extreme. I talked to a gentleman named Richard Harvey, my case manager, and decided among the job training they offered that I was going into the culinary arts field. I was going to be a cook but that just probably meant I would be flipping burgers in some fast food joint. My first class was going to be tomorrow. The shelter also gave me a change of clothes for which I was eternally grateful.
"That's a very unique necklace," the woman that distributed the food sat down across from me. "You don't normally see an icosahedron on a necklace, let alone one with such a round, lustrous, devoid of any blemishes natural pearl at its heart. It is such a rare item. Where did you find such an object?"
"I have no idea. I have no memories before five weeks ago," I drank a sip of water. "You seem to know quite a bit about this, may I ask who you are?"