Hey dearies, I'm back again with the second chapter... I want to thank Uriziel for the awesome editing work... and also, the real Lelam for the superb threads of ideas form which I could knit out this story... you're just too good...
J
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Marie
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Marie sat on the dining table staring at the half-empty mug of coffee. It was 8 in the morning and she hadn't been able to sleep all night... what was happening to her? She'd never felt so helpless and miserable ever!
"Oh god, my head is killing me..." Lisa groaned from behind her. She turned around to look at her friend who'd just woken up. She tried to shake off the mental image of last night from her mind but it refused to go. She knew Lisa had been drunk and half-conscious but still a part of her felt so betrayed. Her head was telling her to forget about it because Lisa had no fault but her heart ached at the image... she groaned inwardly, why did her heart ache? For the hundredth time she wanted an explanation but there was no one who could do that to her...
"Good morning..." she said flopping down into a chair next to her. "God, last night was a disaster... but I don't remember how I got home..."
"Well, what do you remember?" Marie asked, trying to hide the bitterness in her voice. She was mad at Lisa but she knew Lisa was innocent... god these mixed feelings were a pain in the ass.
"Dad and I got into this huge argument... he completely blew up when I said I wanted to drop out... and when I said I could do it as a part-time thing, he refused to lend me the money... Oh man..."
"Is that all you remember?" Marie interrupted... all this whining was getting so annoying!
"No, after that I got pissed so I started drinking... then I think I passed out and I woke up this morning... though I did dream of this delicious guy... man he was hot..."
Marie couldn't take it anymore... that wasn't a dream that was a nightmare. It had been haunting her ever since.
"I am so sorry, I can't do this..." she mumbled getting up and grabbing her coat. She had to get out of there.
"What happened Marie... what's wrong--" she was out of the door before Lisa could finish.
A wintery sun was peeking from underneath clouds as she made her way to the library. She hadn't been able to concentrate on her studies lately and bad grades were the last thing she needed right now.
"Good morning Mrs. Thompson!" she greeted the librarian as she made her way to her usual spot. It was in the farthest corner of the room where no one would come disturb her.
She sank down into the leather chair and took out her textbook. She so wanted to concentrate but she couldn't. Even after 30 minutes of staring into her book, she couldn't understand a single word written there. Just then, her phone began to vibrate. It was an unknown number but she rushed out to answer it.
"Hey there chipmunk!" a familiar voice came through the speaker and her heart leapt with joy.
"Oh my god, Alex! Is that really you?" her voice cracked as tears of joy washed over her cheeks.
"Now now, don't be a cry baby. It is me... god it's been so long since the last time I heard you..." she could hear genuine love in his voice.
Alexander Laake had been her closest friend. They'd been neighbors when they were kids and well, he'd been her first kiss. Though he was two years her senior, they were inseparable and spent practically every day together. For the 14 years they'd known each other, she couldn't think of a single time he'd hurt her. They'd even gone on a few dates but she never felt for him in that way. Everyone knew he loved her and she loved him too but only as a friend and he understood when she said she could never think of him as a lover. After that, his family moved away to Australia and it made things a lot less awkward and although the conversations had decreased with the increase in distance, their love for each other stayed the same. Still, she felt the same warmth every time she heard his voice.
"Yeah, it's been a year and half to be exact..." she said in a small voice. The last time she'd heard him was when his mother passed away. She'd called him and they'd cried together. She knew, he would only cry in front of her.
"I've missed you... so many things have happened and there is so much I have to tell you..." he sounded exited.
"Go ahead, I'm all ears..." she said laughing. She could imagine his face all exited.
"No not over the phone, I want to see you."
"But how? I'm not flying all the way down there..." she teased.
"You don't have to... I am in Chicago."
Her heart almost stopped.
"What? When did you get here? And you're telling me now? I can't believe it, why didn't you tell me before you left? Do you have any idea I much I want to see you?"
"Whoa!! Now, I'm going to put my phone on the counter for the next 10 minutes so make sure you're done with the screaming by then..." he said with a laugh. He very well knew her screaming could last more than mere 10 minutes.
"I will bloody murder you if you move the phone so much as an inch from your ear..." she said smiling. She missed the petty bantering they had, the way he teased her and then spend hours trying to make her talk to him again.
"So where are you right now, I'll come pick you up."
"I'm at the library but I'll see you at the college gate in 15 minutes." She replied making her way towards the building. She still had to borrow a few books and finding those would take her at least 10 minutes.
"Ok see you in 15..." he said.
In 15 minutes, she was standing impatiently at the gates of the University of Chicago. It felt like ages since the last time she felt this happy.
"Gah!!" she screamed as someone picked her up and spun her around and as soon as she was back on the ground, Alex smothered her with a huge bear hug.
"Oh my god, you're suffocating me..." she mock-complained as she poked him at his ribs.
"I don't care, I've missed you..." he said burying his face into her hair, his voice muffled.
She sighed and stood there in his arms feeling so at home. It was minutes before he finally released her and she looked into his deep sea blue eyes.
"I've missed you too." She admitted.