Finally I'm giving you the last of Lilli's story. I had hoped to get it to you all sooner, and edited, but my editor has been taking so long that I decided to post it mostly unedited. I figure if you made it through the first couple and lasted this long that maybe you'd suffer through the last one. Sorry for it's somewhat raw form and I hope you enjoy.
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"Keith!" Lilli shot up, dizziness and pain shooting through her; the memories of a bullet hitting Keith, of him falling to the ground echoing through her head. Her eyes darted around, expecting to find Keith's body, but all she saw was four bare walls, a door, and a mousy girl.
"Where is Keith?!"
Pushing the dizziness and pain aside, Lilli stood and closed in on the girl.
"Wh....What?!" The stunned girl let herself be backed against the wall.
"Where is Keith?!!" Lilli screamed. "Where did you take his body?! Where am I?"
"Wh... what?!" the infuriating girl repeated.
"GAH!" Terror and rage crashed through Lilli. Feeling powerless but knowing the girl had to know something, she physically felt something angry and hard rolling through her. At first she fought it, but when she realized that it had to be her beast, Lilli gave the girl an evil grin.
Lilli gritted her teeth. Struggling to know what to do, she'd never changed but the once and then not by choice. When she fought to bring it forth it simply slipped through her mental fingers, hiding and running like a skittish cat.
Body shaking, Lilli cried out in frustration. Unbidden thoughts of the bullet ripping though Keith made the cat in her move again, brushing against the inside of her. She closed her eyes and let those emotions wash over her; all of the terror, pain and grief. As the unfamiliar sensations grew she relaxed and embraced them, calling them, coaxing them, welcoming them in instead of trying to force them away.
All at once the feeling of her cat swallowed her, the pressure of it filling her completely. She screamed as it ripped through her, the pressure exploding in agony as her body, bones, muscles and viscera reshaped themselves.
The scream turned to into something not human, and quickly Lilli's new body was crouched on the ground, shuddering in exhaustion. But she had done it, and this time she was still aware. Oddly-headed, her brain working differently, but aware. She gave herself a moment to feel pride then turned her altered gaze on the girl who was gibbering in fear.
With an animal scream Lilli leapt at the girl, thoughts fuzzy on what she meant to do. At the height of her leap a large hand snagged her by the scruff of the neck, halting her.
She screamed again in frustration, her claws out to fight as she was turned toward the man who'd kept her from her goal. The beefy, dark-haired man laughed cruelly at her as she struggled.
"Any time you dare change, I'm going to be all to happy to do this." Unbelievable agony exploded in Lilli, multiple times worse than the pain when she had changed herself. Her bones ground against each other, her tendons snapped, her muscles tore. He pulled her human form out of her slowly, letting her suffer every last part of it.
Finally the agony got too much to bear and she blacked out.
For the second time Lilli woke with a start, and again her first thoughts were of Keith. Her eyes flew about in panic and anger.
She was in another small white room; this one with a few dark-colored guards, including the man from before whom she now thought of as 'Dick', who had a smug smile on his face.
There were a trio of chairs, including her own. Just as she readied herself for round two with Dick, the occupant of the other chair spoke.
"Lilli?"
At that voice her eyes truly focused on that person for the first time.
"Andre?!" She turned the spring she had been aiming toward Dick toward the somewhat bedraggled-looking Andre. Then, in another second for the day, Dick snatched her up before she'd done much more than come an inch off her chair.
"Uh huh, you scratch my back.... and I won't scratch his." He made no sense, so she simply blinked at him. "Tell me what we want to know and everyone stays safe."
Anger blazed through Lilli but she held herself still, knowing he had her back against the wall. "What do you want to know?"
"Everything about you and your past."
She let how she felt about that question show on her face. "There really isn't anything to tell."
There really wasn't, not anything that anyone could want to know.
With not one change in his expression, Dick pulled out a gun and shot Andre in the arm. Andre only groaned and clutched at his arm, but Lilli couldn't hold back a scream of denial and pain and tried leaping for him again only to find herself stopped yet again.
"Next time I won't be as generous," he said, and pointed the gun at Andre's chest.
She said it all in a rush: everything she knew, to protect Andre. "My name is Lilli Ann Fischer, I'm about 28 years old. I don't know for sure because they think I was a couple of weeks old when I was found abandoned at the Lady of the Sacred Heart hospital, but they gave me the birthday of 3/15. My name won't help you because I was left with no note or identifying clothing. I was named by June and Paul Fischer when they adopted me shortly after I was found. I lived with them until I was 7 when they both died in a crash. After that I bounced around from distant family member to foster, to vague family member, but never in one place for long. I never changed before, so I had no idea what I was until my first heat. Which was recently, and I was told it was seriously late. I honestly know nothing else."
She saw something dark in Dick's eyes the moment she stopped talking, and it scared her.
"Please," she slowly reached out a hand that trembled ever so slightly, and touched Dick's chest. "Don't hurt him." When nothing on his face changed she tossed in all she had. "I'll do anything," she whispered.
"You'll regret that," he told her quietly, but the gun came down, and he relaxed his grip so she was able to go to Andre. In that moment she could not care less what he had in mind, she just didn't want to lose the only other person in her life that she cared for.
Lilli had far too short a time to try to stem Andre's blood flow before Dick snatched her back.
"Time to go in with the other whores," he said as he hauled her out into the hallway. "Time to start paying up, bitch." Then, with heavy hands, he shoved her down to her knees.
Stunned, Lilli didn't know what to do, and didn't know how to get out of this jam. If she fought him or turned him away, she was fairly certain he'd go back in the other room and shoot Andre. Everything in her screamed in denial; she wanted to fight, to claw and bite, but just as strong was the need to keep Andre safe.
Dick had his fly unbuttoned and had dipped his hand in when one of the other guards came out of the room.
"Mateo, this is not the time," Dick growled, hand frozen in his pants. Was the big asshole afraid to show what he had around the other guards?
Mateo half turned away. "I just came out to tell you - I heard Emilio talking about installing hallway cameras."
"Damn it!" Dick glared down at Lilli's down-turned head. She obviously couldn't see him, but she felt the weight of his gaze. "He's been talking about that for forever."