The next day I followed Tim to work as usual, taking up my position in the corner of his office. I was determined to make a real start on my assigned task, and I took opportunities where I could – switching pages between documents when he left his desk, deleting one or two unread emails.
My interference soon paid off, and Tim spoke sharply to his secretary about the mixed-up documents. Towards the end of the day he took a phone call, and I saw him struggle with his anger as he insisted that he'd received no such email, so how could he be expected to respond?
By the time he reached home, I was sitting in the living room, and I heard the door slam, then his dispirited footsteps in the hall.
"Hi, Amy," he said in a tired voice. "How was your day?"
"Pretty good – I think I'm making progress. You?"
He shook his head. "You know you have those days when nothing seems to go quite right? I'm really beginning to wonder if the job's getting on top of me."
"Are you sure you're not coming down with something?" I asked. "Maybe you should see the doctor. Or maybe a break would help, to away from it all for a bit."
He brightened, and I inwardly cursed my big mouth.
"Sally will be here at the weekend," he said. "I'm looking forward to that."
He smiled at me. "How about I try and cook that Chinese you did for us last week? You can tell me if I'm going wrong."
"Sure, that'd be great." We went through into the kitchen, and Tim busied himself preparing the ingredients. Soon the pans were sizzling on the stove, and he grinned at me. "I think I did OK there."
We sat down to eat, and I saw Tim relax visibly. "That's better," he said. "And Amy?"
"Hmm?"
"I really appreciate having you here – I'm enjoying the company."
"I'm glad," I said, inwardly wondering if my plan – getting close to him in order to have the best opportunity for troublemaking – had been a big mistake.
We finished eating, and Tim said, "I'll probably feel better for an early night. You're welcome to stay up for a while if you like."
He went upstairs, and I sat down on the sofa, looking out into the clear night. I almost imagined that I could heard the music the stars made as they turned in their courses, the melody that had been the constant backdrop to my life until...
I shook my head. Wasn't it better to be on the winning side? Despite Tim's unexpected resilience today, these human creatures were weak, easily distracted. It usually took only the slightest touch to turn them from pursuit of the good, direct them to the easy way out.
I climbed the stairs to my room, and checked on Tim. He was asleep, the anxieties and frustrations of the day fading instead of whirling in his mind as I'd hoped.
"Well, there's always tomorrow," I said to myself.
Over the next few days, though, my plans came to nothing. Despite my interference, Tim's company was awarded the contract he'd been working on, and he was in meetings most of the time, making plans, agreeing the details. Each evening he arrived home tired but more optimistic.
Suddenly it was Friday evening, and Tim grinned at me across the kitchen table. "Sally should be here soon. I've got a surprise planned for both of you this weekend."
As if on cue, I heard a key in the door, and then footsteps. Tim got up from his seat, and as Sally came through the doorway he hugged her, lifting her off her feet.
"Oof, steady, Dad," she said, breathlessly. She glanced across the room and I felt suddenly uncomfortable at meeting this young woman again.
"Hi, Sally," I said.
She smiled uncertainly. "Hi, Amy. It's been a while."
I nodded. "Did Tim tell you? I got a job back here, 'fraid I can't really talk about it."
She nodded, sitting down opposite me. "You'll have to tell me what you've been up to since school. College is great." And she launched into an account of her classes, her friends, their parties.
Tim grinned. "Slow down, Sally. We have all weekend to talk, and I bet you're hungry. I thought I'd order pizza for us – Amy goes for the same stuff as me, but I can get you your favourite too, and extra pineapple."
"Great," said Sally. Tim went out into the hall to phone, and she turned to me. I felt a brief struggle in her thoughts, then she smiled warmly. "It's good to see you again, Amy. I know we seemed to get into a lot of scrapes at school... But after all, we were a lot younger then. And now look at you – working already! I know this is going to be a great weekend, especially if Dad's got a surprise for us – he's good at those."
Damn, I thought to myself. Granted it would be useful to have her trust, especially if this job was going to take longer than I'd thought. But it would have been easier in some ways if she'd settled for cool politeness, barely hiding her suspicions that the girl she'd know at school – always just avoiding serious trouble – must have some hidden agenda in seeking out her father.
Damn these humans and their capacity for... grace. There. I'd said it. Somehow the word burned in my mind, a searing ache, and at the same time seemed to offer – what? Hope? Peace?
I dragged myself back to the present. "Yes, Tim mentioned a surprise. I don't have any idea what, though."
"And I'm not going to let you tease me for hints," said Tim, coming through the door just as I finished my sentence.
"Pizza'll be here in a minute," he continued. "Anyone want a drink?"
I nodded. "I'd love a vodka on the rocks, like you made me the other night."
Sally raised her eyebrows. "That sounds tempting," she said. "Yes please, Dad."
Tim made our drinks, and we went through to the living room. "So what have you been doing since you moved, Amy?" Sally asked.
I began my carefully-fabricated story. "Well, I finished school of course, but I wanted a break before college so I travelled – the usual places, South America, Australia, the Far East." "Wow," said Sally. "That must have been amazing."
I nodded. "I discovered I have an ear for languages, that made it really easy for me to get along. When I came back, I decided to take a course, get to grips properly with a couple of the languages I'd started."
"Of course by then the security situation had changed," – I carefully didn't say exactly which security situation – "and I was approached at the end of the course to take on this job. When they told me I'd be based back here, of course I thought of you, and running into Tim when I arrived was pure serendipity."
I stopped, watching their expressions to see if my mixture of truth and blatant fabrication had convinced them.
Tim nodded. "Well, you can count on whatever help you need from us, Amy."
Just then there was a knock on the door, and Tim got up to fetch the pizza. He returned with the boxes, lifting the lids in turn until he found Sally's.
"Here you go," he said. "Sure you don't want just a sprinkle of something hotter? I have some chilli powder."
Sally made a face at his teasing and took a bite of her pizza. "It's perfect as it is."
I opened my box and started to eat, the jalapenos providing the heat I craved.
When we'd finished our meal, Tim said, "Well, I'm ready for bed, don't know about you two."
Sally nodded. "Come on, Amy. You can tell me more about your travelling."
We went upstairs, and Sally said, "You can have the bathroom first – I have to unpack a couple of things."
I went through into the en-suite, grateful that the arrangements still allowed me the privacy I needed. I thought for a moment, then shifted my dress into a long t-shirt. I splashed water on my face, flushed the toilet, and went back out.