I still can't fully process the events that ocurred in the past two nights. A part of me thinks it was all a dream..but the marks on my body prove otherwise. I'm torn in between denial and acceptance. And the thought of him coming back again tonight is enough to make me weak...
Tuesday night I left work early. The weather was shitty and I felt a migraine coming on. Plus, everything was getting on my nerves and I didn't want to snap at the customers and get myself fired. So I told my Sharon, my boss, that I had gotten food poisoning from that Chinese we had for lunch and she let me go...she wasn't too happy about it, but she let me go. I grabbed my handbag and umbrella from the back room and left to my car. When I opened the door to leave, I was greeted with rain, wind, and darkness. Lovely, right?
I'm bad at multi-tasking, and when I tried to light a cigarette while fumbling for my car keys and trying to hold an umbrella at the same time, the inevitable happened.
"Fuck!" I cursed when a gust of wind swept my umbrella away causing me to drop the keys in a nasty puddle of car oil and mud; and the rain soaked my cigarette. My head was throbbing by then and I was on the brink of a nervous breakdown. I leaned back against my car, oblivious to the pouring rain, pulled out another Marlboro Light, and tried to light it. It wasn't happening.
"Let me help you with that." someone said, or rather whispered, and I looked up surprised. It was a man, a very attractive man, soaking wet just like me, holding out a metal torch lighter. We made eye contact and I froze. His eyes were black. Jet black. I've never seen eyes like that. I must've been staring into his eyes for a bit too long cause he cleared his throat and I realized he was still holding his lighter out for me. Feeling stupid I took the lighter from his hand, chills going down my spine when my hand touched his, and lit my cigarette. I took a drag and exhaled with satisfaction.
"Thank you."
He stood there staring at me the entire time as I smoked, and I stared back. I can't explain what was going through my mind at the moment. I can't explain why I stood in the pouring rain, and I can't explain how I ended up at my apartment. It was amazing. I blinked and suddenly I was sitting in the passenger seat of my car in front of my apartment building with the gorgeous stranger in the driver's seat. He spoke.
"You will be mine tonight, beautiful." and took my hand in his, bringing it up to his lips, and kissed it. I gasped at the delicious electric shock that went through my body. My mind was a chaotic mess and I couldn't even utter a word. I blinked again.
He opened the door to my apartment without asking me for the key, and let me walk in first. I walked down my hallway and stopped in front of a full length mirror. I was a mess. The rain soaked my clothes down to my g-string, my makeup was running down my cheeks..god damn I was a mess. All of a sudden I felt him behind me, sweeping my wet hair to the side. I closed my eyes when I felt his breath on my neck. His hands slipped under my camisole and up over my breasts, making my nipples harden instantly. I moaned and opened my eyes. I saw myself in the mirror. Alone. Was I imagining this? No. I watched as my top was being pulled up, seemingly by itself, but when I looked down at my tummy I could see his large slightly-rough hands pulling it up.