I straddled my lover, my body slick with sweat. Our hands were clasped in front of me for balance. My knees were on either side of his hips, his cock buried deep inside me. I was rocking my hips back and forth, rubbing the head of him against that amazing spot that provided such delicious sensations.
As the tension built through my body, a moan escaped my lips as my breathing became more and more ragged. The motion of my hips became a little faster and I leaned forward, causing his shaft to rub my clit with each movement. I thrust my chest out, instinctively keeping my pelvis locked to his as my vision began to dim. My head dropped forward as my orgasm started to build; I was so close, so very...
A shrill sound broke in and woke me up. I glared at, then turned off my alarm and rolled onto my back in my solitary bed. Then I pounded my fists and heels into my mattress as I quietly screamed my frustration to the ceiling. I considered attempting to pleasure myself, but a quick glance at my clock disabused me of the notion. Not that I ever really had any luck bringing myself to climax anyway.
I slid out of bed and stepped on the panties I had been wearing when I went to bed. Normally, this would have bothered me, but this had been happening consistently for the past several months as I dreamed of some faceless lover. I just chalked it up to my mounting sexual frustration.
If I thought about it, I had been having intense sexual fantasies since I hit puberty. I thought they were part of the puberty process, but when I spoke to a friend about them while in summer camp, she acted like I was super slutty for having the thoughts. Either way, I had been trying to lose my virginity since high school, but something always happened to mess things up.
There was the guy in high school who was panting in my ear in the back seat of his car before becoming convinced he heard police sirens. Also, I had the Goth guy under the bleachers at a football game about to unzip my shorts before he broke down in tears, telling me he was actually gay. Then there was the college guy slumming at my friend's party the summer between my junior and senior year. He passed out seconds after getting my t-shirt off of me.
I thought it would be easier in college, but I was now in the first term of my second year with the same weird results. I had a lot of first dates, a lot of guys who wanted to "respect" me. And that RA who jumped up, face stark white and snatched his pants up then ran out of the room just as I was about to put his cock in my mouth. That one was really odd. Mostly because it was HIS room!
I stalked to the bathroom and pouted at my reflection in the mirror. It's not like I was hideous. I was 5' 3" slim without sacrificing curves, had bright copper colored hair, clear grey eyes and milky skin. Add to that perky C cup breasts with deep peach colored nipples. I kept everything hairless, but if I didn't the drapes would totally match the carpet. "Well," I mused, "It's bound to happen sometime." With that less than reassuring thought, I jumped into the shower and got ready for classes.
My last class of the day, World Literature, was at 1pm with Professor Damion Seere. Professor Seere appeared to be in his early to mid-30s and was well over 6 feet tall. He was muscular without looking like a body builder, was completely bald and had skin so black it had blue high-lights. His eyes were brown or black and sometimes when I looked at him; it seemed as if there were no whites to his eyes. T they were made even more striking by his dark, full eyebrows.
Professor Seere was as strict as he was sexy, which made everyone who might have flirted with him reconsider. I always tried very hard to pay attention in his class, partly because he terrified me and partly because the subject was very interesting. This day, I was having a harder time than usual paying attention.
I started the class taking notes as usual, but caught myself several times starting to daydream. Trying to keep myself on task, I decided to focus on Professor Seere's face. While concentrating on his face, I began to notice how sensual his lips looked. They were well shaped, firm and a lighter color than his skin, more like mocha instead of obsidian like the rest of him. His mouth was framed by a goatee, groomed short with a sprinkling of greys. His voice flowed over me and my brain slipped into another fantasy...
Soft lips were caressing my inner thigh, first one side, then the other. A tongue gently swiped over my labia, barely touching. My lover's strong hands were gripping my thighs, fingers digging in almost painfully. He blew on my pussy, his hot breath in such an intimate place sending shivers along my spine. His tongue pressed against my feverish sex, more pressure this time than before. He wiggled his tongue over my opening, about to burrow in. I opened my legs further, wanting him to enter me.
"Please," I almost whimpered.
A loud bang sounded, pulling me from my daydream. Professor Seere was standing in front of me. "I expect to see you in my office at 7pm tonight to discuss your inability to pay attention."
My cheeks flamed, I was mortified. "Ye-yes sir." I replied. A couple of my classmates shot me looks of sympathy as we filed out of the lecture hall.
I went back to my apartment, glad that I didn't have roommates. I just didn't feel like being pestered by anyone asking me what I planned to do about Professor Seere. This wasn't the first time I was grateful for my wealthy, if absent father. Not only was he paying for my tuition, my car and this really nice apartment, I also received a generous allowance.
I changed clothes and went to the spare bedroom, where I had my personal gym set up. Jumping on the treadmill I tried to exercise my anxiety away. When that didn't work, I took a long, hot shower and started to get ready for my meeting. After agonizing over the "perfect look", I decided to go with a black pencil skirt, made of stretchy microfiber and a steel grey peasant style top.
I twisted my hair into a simple bun secured with a barrette and slid my feet into a pair of flats. With light makeup and tinted lip balm, I hoped I had succeeded in blending the serious student look with the sweet and innocent. Butterflies in my stomach, I headed out to meet my fate.
As I walked up to Professor Seere's office, his door slammed open and another student came out. Her face was splotchy and there were tears running down her face. Pausing when she saw me, and recognizing the fear in my face, she stated "he has zero compassion." Then she walked past me and down the hall.
My nerves jangling, I tapped on his doorframe. He was seated behind his desk, but at my tentative knock, he stood up and walked past the door. "Come in and close the door," he said as he led the way to a couple of wing back style chairs that were facing each other. He motioned me to have a seat in one as he took the other. I nervously smoothed my skirt down toward my knees and waited for him to begin.
After staring at me for what seemed like hours, he startled me with his deep voice. "For such an intelligent young lady, you seem to be making some poor choices. My class is required for your major and I don't understand why you can't seem to pay attention."
"I'm sorry sir," I almost whispered in response, keeping my eyes lowered. "I have no excuse. All I can say is that I will do everything possible to do better."