By the time I reached my second apartment I was utterly exhausted. Carrying the extra weight for such a long distance wouldn't have affected me so greatly if it hadn't been so long since I'd last flown.
The apartment was rented out under an alias and was located on the eighth floor with a small balcony. The last I'd been inside I'd left the balcony door unlocked. Once I'd placed the Angel safely inside on the bed and decided he'd be alright for a few moments I stripped off my clothes and went to take a shower.
The hot stream helped to ease the ache all along my shoulders and massage the fatigued muscles of my wings. I gently shook them off before transmuting them away out of sight. After drying I dug around in my duffle until I found an old tee and fresh panties, thankful that most of my stripper gear was at O' Donovans'.
I returned to the Angel's side taking a deep breath as I removed his shirt to better see his wound. It had the scent of rot hanging around it; putrid and nauseating which confirmed what I already knew, that he'd been poisoned.
It was a deep gash about the length of my hand and mortally deep. I probed the edge with my finger and a vicious back liquid oozed out. I wondered how he'd been careless enough to allow this to happen.
I collected some supplies from around the apartment, hot towels, some silverware and alcohol hoping that I could purge the infection. I started by cleaning the outer edges and then working inwards removing all of the nasty black shit that I could.
When there was only blood trickling out I squirted in some alcohol and sewed it up with dental floss which made him groan in his sleep. I knew he couldn't get a fever so whatever the demons had done to him would begin wearing off more quickly.
I covered him with the comforter and went to stand guard until morning but not before giving him a gentle kiss; I needed to feel his lips against mine.
I sat and watched him sleep for a while until my mind started to wander. I wondered how he'd react when he found out that I was actually a demon. Would he be angry with me?
I had helped him after all. It made me think of my parents and how they'd reacted when I "came out" to them about being a demon. My mother had hugged me tightly saying that it didn't matter what I was and my father had said that no one as kind and respectful as I could ever be evil.
Even after I'd explained how imps came to be, how their souls were created at the moment of grief caused when a parent loses a child they had comforted me even then saying that it wasn't my fault how I came to be with them but they were thankful that I had.
Except my creation had been different; my mother had been carrying a stillborn babe and my soul had found the empty vessel. Usually imps didn't possess children so young, it only happened after an accident of some kind or if the child was weak of spirit, easily broken.
The imp would then infiltrate the family, gain their trust and then kill them, feasting on their blood completing the transformation into a full fledged demon.
That was why I'd turned out differently with a conscience and compassion for humans. It was truly the last gift my family had ever given me before the car accident that took both their lives, their love and guidance continued to protect me.
I actually started to feel tired and though I didn't mean to I slept for some time. When I awoke the Angel stood over me, naked to the waist, his hair damp and a towel around his essentials. I actually squeaked in surprise more so because of his state of undress and not because he'd obviously been watching me sleep.
He immediately looked contrite "Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you," he said softly.
I swallowed and shook my head while my scattered brain re-assembled itself, "It's okay. How are you feeling?"
"Better than last night. Did you..?" He indicated his side which had healed entirely, only the faintest of pink markings remained indicating that he'd had a deep, infected wound only hours ago.
"Yeah.. there's actually something I need to tell you.. I'm not, uh.." The words stuck in my throat, fear freezing them in place.
"I needed to speak with you as well.." he began. "About last night, when I kissed you. I hope that it didn't cost you your job."
My eyes bulged out at him; he wanted to talk about the fucking kiss? "No, that isn't what I.. it's what happened after when you came to my apartment."
He was looking at me expectantly, saying nothing, making me suffer in silence. "I'm a demon," I blurted out. I wanted to disappear into the sofa cushions rather than have to make direct eye contact.
He stared at me momentarily, his head tilted to the side, studying me. "I'm Michael," he said finally.
As if things couldn't get any more fucked up. I felt as if the gravity of his words had opened a back hole in the pit of my stomach and I was being sucked inside out.
He looked embarrassed by admitting his identity, shifting uncomfortably under my open-mouthed staring.
All I could see was hell, the endless abyss, the maelstrom of torment where your soul was cast into a formless void to be tormented for all of eternity by all the other damned souls. He finally noticed how upset I was becoming and came to sit beside me, putting his arms around my trembling shoulders.
"Don't be afraid."
I turned and buried my face against his neck enjoying the smell of him which now mingled with the scent of my shampoo. "What's your name?"he asked.
"Riel. My friends call me Riel."
"Short for Gabriel I take it?"
I nodded, self-aware of the irony that I was named after another Archangel. "I'm sorry that I kissed you," he murmured into my hair making me shiver.
I pulled back to gape at him, "What the hell are you talking about? That was the best birthday present I could have gotten. It was the only birthday present actually.."
Now that I thought about it no-one I worked with even knew when my birthday was but it was only because I'd never told any of them. I was naturally standoffish and afraid to let anyone in too close. Around Michael I felt that I could be honest for the first time since my parents had passed on.
In my reminisce I didn't notice that he was watching me closely until he brushed a stray curl back away from my eyes nearly making me jump. He looked sad, a reflection of my own emotions, but his sadness was far more complex than anything I could ever hope to comprehend. The Archangel was thousands of years old and had protected humanity for all of that time, seen so much suffering and evil that mankind was capable of.
"Wait here," I said, getting to my feet and going for the kitchen.
I opened the fridge and grabbed a roll of chocolate chip cookie dough cutting it open with a kitchen knife. Michael looked intrigued, one of his eyebrows raised slightly as I sat back down. I took out a small portion of dough on my finger "Open up," I commanded.
He did as he was told and I popped it into his mouth. He grabbed my wrist before I could pull away, sucking my finger clean, his tongue swirling around my fingertip, sending delicious shivers down my spine.
"Feel better?" I asked, my vocal cords somehow working.