Mixed Blessings Ch. 6
By Deathlynx
This is the sixth chapter in a series. Although it can be read on itâs own, parts of the story may make more sense when read in order. Thank you for reading and I hope you enjoy.
Of all things, Alicia pondered for what seemed like the millionth time, it had been the underwear that clued Laslie in. He had returned to the motel, excited about the prospect of buying an appropriate weapon. He had rambled on about meeting some dealer the next day when he stopped, sat on the bed and looked intently between her legs then at her breasts. He saw the color of her bra, through the shirt, mismatched with the panties and knew something was wrong.
Heâd tried to make everything better, but she couldnât help but flinch at his slightest touch for the next few hours. Not once had he shut his feelings away from her. But of course his guilty conscience was obvious, even without her empathy. She knew his sincerity when he explained that heâd though she was enjoying herself, even having an orgasm. It hadnât been until he had proposed they develop a âsafe wordâ and he promised to never again move things so quickly that she couldnât even speak. She finally forced herself not to flinch as he held her close.
Afterwards she had strictly forbidden anything remotely resembling that position. With that the damn had burst, and the two had their first true fight. Alicia blushed as she realized that the scene, nearly a week before, hadnât truly been a fight. It had been a massacre. She had vented all of the pain, all of the frustration and fears that had been building up. Laslie cowered in a chair and apologized. Even Alicia knew he wasnât responsible for a good portion of it, but he was very much guilty, if not of everything, and neither questioned her right to attack him.
Once more, the two were on the road. For nearly a week they had been driving non-stop. The first day after the exodus, and the incidents in two different motel rooms, Laslie had found the dealer. Now the miniature, sickle-like, kama rested between Laslie and the door. It was a spirit blade, which he assured Alicia meant that when he broke his spiritual form away from his body it would appear in that world unlike any standard weapon.
Laslie had sent out spirits to a number of other Sidhe who he thought might have leads on other artifacts. A few had gotten back to him but only one had any useful information so far. Now they were in Minnesota somewhere. Laslie had gone out, alone once more, to the Stronghome to meet with his friend. When he got back, he was even more excited than when he had found the spirit blade. She still hadnât gotten the full story for him.
âSo, weâre heading for a cave on the outskirts of a town?â
Laslie looked over and grinned. âYup.â Alicia glared at him when it was clear he didnât intend on supplying her any more information. She could barely sense his glee at lording the information over her. She didnât even think he was trying to shield from her, it just seemed to come more and more naturally to him. Even feeding had been more difficult when they made love. She hadnât brought it up, for fear it would cause another fight. Besides she wasnât entirely certain it didnât have something to do with her, a response to what had happened. Although she had been able to continue to read him afterwards. Maybe it was a delayed reaction.
âSo you care to let me in on the big secret? Like what the hell is going to be in the cave?â Alicia wasnât very good at hiding her feelings. Dhase had difficulties with that since they often spent a great deal of kind among other empaths. Why lie when everyone around you will know?
Laslieâs grin turned sheepish. âI wonât tell you what weâre looking for exactly, but I will say that a Lycanthrope currently has it. I figure we go in, take care of the Lycan and get the artifact. Kill two birds with one stone.â
Alicia shuddered. âI hope you wonât need me for that. I canât stand killing. Most of my kind donât. After all, we feel what they feel so it hurts even being nearby.â
Laslie glanced at her with an unfathomable expression. His aura was shut down as well, which made it impossible to read him. âNot many warriors among the vamps? So how did they ever hit stalemate in the war with Sidhe?â
Alicia cringed slightly at the reference to Dhase as âvampires.â She admitted they were the basis for the myths, but they shared very little in common with the image that had developed around her kind. âThere are always those willing to do what must be done to protect their people, like it or not.â She locked her attention on her hands. âAs I understand it, most of them gave in to apathy fairly quickly after the war.â
She caught a hint of confusion and curiosity at the last statement. Alicia sighed. She had thought not to tell Laslie about that. She didnât want him to worry what might happen to her if she lived centuries in happiness, by his side, and he finally died of old age. She knew it would lead to apathy, but she was content with that. She had lived for millennia, if she got a few last centuries of heaven with someone she loved this dearly, then she would, in essence, die happy.
âApathy is exactly what it sounds like. A Dhase stops caring about anything. When that happens, they forget how to feed. Or maybe itâs more like they donât care to feed. That partâs kind of hard to explain. Regardless, the slowly use up their energy and die of starvation. Aside from astral combat, as weâve learned, itâs the only way I know of for a Dhase to die. Oh, one of us could drain the other to death but that is a very seldom occurrence. As I said, we donât much like killing.â
Laslie nodded in understanding. âThat makes sense. Well, in this case you donât have to worry. âKilling two birds with one stoneâ is merely an expression in this case. How much do you know about Lycans?â