1 week later:
I prepared my mind for the confrontation that lay ahead of me as I walked along a brick road. Alice worriedly stuck close to me, fidgeting and trying to wring out words to say but they just wouldn't come out. She was rightfully nervous. I was about to do something possibly incredibly risky. Not that the risk would've kept me from doing what I was about to do anyways.
The brick road we were walking along led to a castle up on a hill in the distance. Banners of Hearts, Spades, Diamonds and Clubs in red and black colors decorated its outer walls.
Seeing it on the horizon apparently made it much more real for Alice and she tugged on my sleeve. "You really don't have to do this. It was tough but I'm happy. Isn't that enough?"
I stopped in my tracks and took the time to face her.
"You are now, but you shouldn't have had to go through all of this in the first place."
I looked around trying to think of words to explain it to her. "Things are going to get intense Alice, but you need to trust me, okay? It might've turned out alright for you because I happened to come into this world at the right time. But think about other girls like you. The ones who didn't have someone save them. Imagine what might've happened to them. I need to make a statement."
She looked down at my stuffed pockets. Alice knew what I had stored in them. What I had been collecting over the last few days as we traveled.
She sighed as she gently held my hand and looked at me with an unsure look in her eyes.
"I just... Do we really have to do it this way?" She rubbed her shoulder, uncomfortable and scared.
I really didn't want to see her this way, but my mind was set. Nonetheless, I tried to explain it to her again.
"I know this is hard to understand, but people in power do not care for what people like you and me think unless we make them. I have lived and seen this kind of life. People don't care where you end up or what happens to you. They usually don't even know you exist most of the time. But I know that I matter, I know that YOU matter and I will make us matter to her too, even if by force."
She hung her head but nodded along in agreement as she quietly walked into my embrace. I hugged her tiny little body tightly as I let her take a few moments to steel her resolve. I knew she was a tough girl, but I would always let her show her weakness if she needed it. I guess I was doing something pretty stupid after all.
She parted with me with a slightly more relieved expression as she let out a quick breath of determination. Though some doubt was still clearly there as she looked at me. She grabbed my hands and squeezed them tightly. "If this goes wrong... what am I supposed to do then? I just found you, I don't want to lose you again." She asked with a slight crack in her voice as she brought the words out but still mustering the strength not to cry.
I sighed and looked down for a second before meeting her eyes. "Listen, if they do anything to me, then run. In case they do manage to catch me, please, leave me behind and hide. The most important thing in all of this is that you won't suffer because of me."
"But they'll put you into prison. I will never see you again if they get you!" She protested.
I responded with a smirk, trying to alleviate her worries. "Hey, the last time I got imprisoned, I got out too. And I didn't even try."
She was close to breaking down. I could tell from her moist eyes that she was almost about to cry. I cupped her cheek and smiled as she looked at me. "I'll be alright, Alice. If this goes south, I'll get out and find you. I'm your big brother, aren't I? I'll find a way." I pulled her into another hug. This time it wasn't such an innocent one though, as I pressed my lips onto hers and shared a last kiss before we got this thing going.
I parted from her and gave her one more reassuring nod, getting the same back from her.
Along the way, I kept an eye out for a certain kind of mushroom that grew in various corners of Wonderland. You could never know where it popped up because it changed locations constantly and adapts to different environments randomly. But when you find some of them and you knew what they are capable of... they packed a hell of a punch.
It was something that Alice introduced me to.
Boomcaps.
A mushroom with three times the explosive power of dynamite. Only in Wonderland.
They would serve me well if push came to shove.
I had committed a lot of minor crimes back in my world. Stealing, gambling... killing... but nothing I had done before was on such a big scale. Certainly not on par with what I guess could be considered treason.
It didn't take long before we finally reached the impressive wooden gate of the castle. It was split in the middle to swing open like a massive door and a smaller rectangular door with a closed metal slit in it was located in the lower left corner of the massive wooden structure.
I looked over my shoulder at Alice, holding tightly onto my sleeve, reluctant to let go. "Get behind me and once we're in, keep your distance and stay out of sight, got it?"
"Okay." She said and nodded determinedly as she hid behind me.
I shot her a comforting, one sided smile and petted her blonde, little head, tickling a cute smile out of her and getting her to let go.
With my gaze straight on the gate, readying my mind for what was about to go down, I said some parting words to Alice. "I love you, Alice."
"I love you too, Onii-chan." She said with a somber tone of voice and a hung head.
I stepped forward, in front of the smaller door. "Here goes nothing." I knocked on it, needing excessive force for it to even be heard on the other side.
The metal slit opened and a girl with a red beret opened it. She just looked at me without saying anything.
"Hey, I want to talk to the Queen! Let me in, it's urgent."
She looked me up and down, asking with a serious tone. "Are you invited? Or a royal guest?"
"No? Do I need to be if I want to meet the Queen?"
"Not usually, but the Queen is not receiving guests at the moment and she is not in the mood for strange people walking around the castle. So identify yourself!"
I shrugged with frustration. "Jack Cormac, professional door knocker. What does it matter? I need to see the Queen about an issue concerning her own damn people!"