~~Jack~~
The next week went by in a blur. Jack couldn't have imagined the amount of details he'd have to learn just to get a grasp for his new world, or the amount of work he'd have to do to be able to make his old life gone.
The first night was spent organizing enough hints to suggest to his family that he'd been killed, and that there was no body to find. Vague bits of evidence left that lead to reports of kidnapping and murders. He'd watched his family during the night then, through windows and from trees. He watched them monitor the news with crying eyes, and watched them hug each other until they crumbled.
He never thought of himself as a family man, but seeing his mom die a little inside nearly broke his resolve. Thrice, his sire had to stop him from walking in on his family and proclaiming he was still alive. He was allowed only one trip to his tombstone, lest he risk someone recognizing him.
During all this, he was haunted by the face of Mrs. Pavala. Julias told him to accept it and move on, that he had to work past it. Don't look up any pictures of her family. Don't look into how her husband's doing. Don't stare at that one picture of her the news had of when she was smiling. Of course he did all these things, and slowly dug himself a hole that took every bit of energy he had to dig himself out of.
It was a painful couple weeks of misery and self loathing. Every brooding cliche he could think of, he experienced. Staring in the mirror, breaking dishes, crying over photos of his family, and everything in between. But, with a little time, the pain faded.
Next, he had to learn about being a Kindred.
"Normally," Julias said, "when you want to drink someone, or Kiss them as we call it, you can either subdue them physically or use your disciplines."
"Disciplines?"
"Abilities of the blood. You'll learn about those later."
The two of them were walking around outside, middle of the night, in a graveyard nearest Julias's place. It was a rich person's graveyard, with everything in a neat row and all the mausoleums in prime condition. Even the fence that surrounded the place was massive, Gothic, and well maintained.
"So I can just... pin someone down?"
"Indeed." Julias made a grabbing motion with his arms. "You can hold someone easily, and then bite into them. Control yourself, control them, and they will succumb to the Kiss. It will immediately sap their energy."
"Like... a snake bite."
"No. The Kiss will not only be the best feeling you've ever had, but if you do it gently, it can be amazing for the person you bite too."
"... come again?"
Julias came over to him, hands in pockets, and walked side-by-side with him between the tombstones. "Romantic vampire trash novels? Not entirely unfounded. A kine β human β being Kissed is more or less trapped in a state of orgasmic bliss, if you do it subtly. Gently."
"Oh. That...." As much as his last feeding experience still left haunting pain in his gut, he had to admit the idea of a pleasurable vampire bite was rather enticing.
"Make no mistake, a Kindred lives for the Kiss. A hundred years from now, it will be the thing that makes you wake up for night, spawn an empire, have a harem of ghouls, and much more."
"Are you serious? I'm dealing with people like Viktor, gods basically, who are motivated only by their hunger?"
Julias chuckled and patted him on the shoulder. It got under Jack's skin, and Julias knew it. He'd make sure to find a way to get Julias back later.
"When you've got a proper taste for the Kiss, you'll understand. The Prince rules Dolareido, hundreds of Kindred, with an iron fist and an unbreakable will, because it means she gets to live a long life filled with the Kiss." Julias leaned back onto a tombstone and put his hands against it to balance himself. "I know your first time was horrible, and a blur, but when it's done right, it... makes this unlife worth it, Jack. It really does.
"Someday even, you may have your own ghoul. A person you can feed on whenever you want." He grinned a knowing grin at Jack, and the small Ventrue quirked a brow at him.
"Ghoul?"
"When you have the strength to hold one, you can feed your blood to a human, one who is healthy and alive. They will, as long as you continue to feed them regularly, no longer age. They'll be stronger, faster for it, and they'll be your loyal servant. A Kindred-blood-addicted servant."
"I'm... not sure I'd want a blood-addicted servant."
Julias nodded back at him and stroked at his chin. "Me neither. I've never created a ghoul. When you're strong enough to take care of yourself, don't think you can't have one just because I don't. Just make sure to talk to me first. They're not only very valuable tools, but they can be good friends too."
"You sound like you know some ghouls."
"I do. So do you."
"I do?"
"Indeed. You may even see some you recognize at the ball tomorrow."
"Ball? Ball what ball? You never said anything about a ball."
"The ball I'm taking you to tomorrow." Julias chuckled and winked at him. His sire was a nice guy, but manipulation and deceit came to him as second nature.
"I'm going to a ball?"
"Yeap."
"... to a ball."
"Yeap."