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~~Jack~~
Every time he woke up, it was a shock.
Julias had said a Kindred doesn't really sleep, cause how could a corpse sleep? They just become a corpse, and when the sun sets, they un-corpsify. Each and every time, it was like someone jammed adrenaline straight into his heart. He sat up in his bed with a jolt, and could feel the Vitae spike through his system to wake him with its unnatural power.
But then it settled. He'd grown more comfortable with his new body, its strange, thinned and pale skin, its strength and durability, and even the beast that now lived in his chest. He looked around, and smiled at the world around him. It was his apartment, and it was a really, really, really nice apartment, like the one Julias had before he'd been promoted. The place locked down automatically during the day, so he didn't even need to worry about accidentally getting himself killed in the sun.
He took some time to look at himself in the mirror. The scars were still there on his stomach, a painful reminder of the circumstances of his embrace, but other than that he really liked what he saw. Sure, a Kindred was pasty white and unusually thin unless they blushed life, but everything else looked great. And it always would. He no longer aged, and every day he'd revert to the condition he was in upon embrace while he slept. He was god damn immortal.
As long as he kept drinking blood, that is. He pat his belly, half expecting it to growl either from gurgling stomach acids that no longer existed, or from the famished beast that lived next to his withered heart.
"Wow, poetry?" he said to the mirror. "Antoinette's rubbing off on me."
The apartment didn't have two floors like Julias's, but it had three bedrooms -- two completely unused cause what the fuck did he need three bedrooms for -- and a connected living room and kitchen. All sleek, stylish and cool-colored cupboards and walls, with a window to overlook the city from high high high up in his apartment. Hell, Julias's old apartment was right across the street.
He walked around his apartment, naked of course. It was weird how there was absolutely no sensation of cold from the air on bare skin, not even a little, even when he opened his fridge. There was blood there, in the same sort of wine bottle Julias used. He reached in and got ready to down it straight, but rolled his eyes and put the thing back.
"Get a glass or get it fresh." He wanted fresh, of course. There was nothing quite like a cool drink when he was alive, but now he was dead and his dry insides demanded warm, thick blood to satisfy.
His mind drifted to Antoinette and her ghouls. Much as he loved the Prince, it was her ghouls that came to his mind when he was actually hungry. The feel of their young, healthy blood gushing over his tongue with the mix of hormones from arousal, and orgasm, it was all a glorious cocktail of taste and exhilaration. And then, there was the feel of their tight, wet flesh wrapped around him during the Kiss, and all the hot juices that came with climax.
"No! Fucking hell you stupid ass. Antoinette is busy today, Julias is busy today, so you have to take care of yourself. You're not some weak leech. You're a fucking vampire." He stabbed himself in the temples with his index fingers a few times, before rubbing his fingers along his buzzed head. "Go hunt. Hunt. Hunt."
Hunt. Hunt. It sounded so easy. It's what Kindred did after all, and he'd more than proved himself to the Invictus and to Antoinette that he was capable. But the actual act of a solo hunt was just something he'd yet to do. Something always happened that allowed him to bypass it. Fuck that though, he was going to do it.
He got dressed in the typical suit of casual Invictus business, and tried to keep the memories of Mrs. Pavala from his mind. It wasn't his fault, he knew that, and the beast in his gut who'd killed her didn't care about her death or her family's misery at all. And then that made him think of his own family. Kindred had a dozen ways to fall into a spiral of depression.
"Maybe that's why I'm being such a pussy about this. Alone with my thoughts... ugh. Julias warned me, he did." He stood in front of his apartment's door, still closed, and bounced his head against it. Then banged. He'd been spending all his time with Antoinette, and his sire Julias, cause it meant he didn't have to think about this shit.
Well, fuck that. He wasn't a pussy!
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Ok, he was a bit of a pussy.
Just a couple week ago, he was riding high on his ego after a successful mission for Xnomina, and even higher after having slept with three women in a single night. But now he was standing on the sidewalk outside his apartment building, watching the nightlife walk by, taxis drive by, and he had no fucking idea what he was doing.
Suddenly, the kine he was supposed to feed on weren't kine. They were humans. They had thoughts and feelings and voices.
"Social anxiety? ... really?" He jabbed himself in the forehead with a finger. He was a Kindred. He was a fucking vampire.
But he just stood there, shuffling his feet, watching people go by. Paralyzed.
"Hey."
"Holy shit!" He jumped, spun around, and actually landed on his ass.
It was Shark-mouth. She was leaning back against the door to the apartment building β she'd gotten behind him so easily β with arms folded against her stomach and one boot against the door. She really carried that badass chick thing well, complete with the tank top, leather jacket, ripped jeans, the works. She was using that nifty cloak of night thing Nosferatu and Mehket could do, but so close like this they could still talk.
To the kine, he probably looked like he was talking to his imaginary friend. Wonderful.
"Julias here? He wasn't at his place." She pointed across the street.
"His place? Oh, right, he said he hadn't shown you his new place."
"He moved? ... he didn't tell me."
Wow. If he didn't know any better, he'd think she was pouting. It was hard to tell with how her raven hair hid the sides of her mouth, but he doubted it'd be any better if he could see her massive array of huge teeth. "He took Alder Honors's mansion for his own." He tried to sound adult, proper, royal, but it just didn't sound very good on him.
With a small wince, he got back up and dusted himself off. Presentation was important, even to a Nosferatu, or a rebellious Carthian. But adjusting his suit and tie only made the damn monster girl chuckle. She was infuriating, and scary.
"Wait wait, he's got Viktor's old place? Shit man, in Rich Side?" She pushed away from the door, and a mad grin crossed her lips, big enough he could see the shark teeth peak through.
"Right, Rich Side. Ok? I'll be seeing you." He gave up on the fake royal demeanor waved her off before he started walking down the street.