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~~Natasha~~
Nothing was as satisfying as the sensation of keyboard keys giving way to just the right movement of the fingers for flawless typing.
Did that make her a geek? She was too old to be a geek. Fifty-years embraced, and another twenty-five kine years on that meant she was older than commercial computers. By a lot. But she picked them up quick. Perhaps it was her lifetime of piano play that drew her to typing. Even as a kine, she found typewriters fascinating.
"Yo, Natasha." Snap snap. The Gangrel was snapping her fingers in front of Natasha's face, and she hadn't even realized. "The info?"
"Right, right." The two were in Natasha's apartment, in her living room, and she had her laptop on the kitchen counter. Jessy must have got up from the couch to pester her.
"It says here," she said, and raised a finger to point at the screen, "that Lucas came to Dolareido after the Prince, Viktor, and Jacob did. Hmm, about one-hundred and fifty years ago. Only Jacob knew him, but he quickly became friends with Viktor and Maria." Natasha gritted her teeth. No wonder her master was so intrigued by the news.
"No connection with my sire then?" Jessy said.
"No. Mister McD-D-Donald's relationship with Lucas was distant at best." Natasha's eyes scanned through the records. Thank god someone in the Invictus was smart enough to digitize their old journals Nothing was written that was incriminating or destructive, but enough that she could read between the lines. A company merged here or acquired there, a piece of real estate changing hands, funds and donations, etc.
Natasha pointed at the screen again. This time there was a picture of Lucas, as much as anyone could take a picture of a Kindred. It was, at best, a hazy glimpse of his side in a blurry picture from a time when commercial cameras were only just becoming popular. "It-t says here... Lucas was embraced sometime in the sixteenth century." They both whistled. He was very old. "And... he's from Africa."
Jessy looked down at her, but Natasha was dumbstruck until her friend poked her a few times in the head. "So?"
"Here." She pointed at the hazy picture again, and a quick summary someone wrote of Lucas. "Lucas is the name he chose after he escaped Africa. He was... a slave, and was about to be transported when someone turned him."
"Fuck. So he's... that is some old school dark ages shit."
"And he escaped a continent after being embraced, not before." She turned on her stool and looked up at Jessy. "Whoever Lucas was, or is, he has been through some ancient hell. How c-could a Kindred survive a boat trip across the ocean hundreds of years ago? How could you...."
"I guess that's why he's a member of the Sanctified then." Jessy gave a shrug, hoped back onto Natasha's couch, and turned the TV back on. "Worst possible life you can imagine, then someone turns him into a vampire. Can't blame him for looking for something to believe in."
"Maybe, except the Lancea et Sanctum don't believe they are God's children. They believe they are God's monsters." She reached across the counter and lifted the Testament of Longinus. The full version, not the abridged the typical neonates read. It was a beast of a bible. "Longinus was the Roman soldier who stabbed the crucified Christ with a spear. A moment of compassion, or fear, if you read the book, from the overwhelming gaze of Jesus. The wound splashed blood, and some of it went into Longinus's mouth, or eyes, or something." Natasha grumbled with the infuriatingly vague and confusing text. "But thus was born Longinus, ancient Kindred. Potentially the first."
"So... what, Kindred are just damned things?"
Natasha shrugged and rubbed her arms. "They think so. They have to serve as God's monsters, terrorizing and torturing the kine, like wolves to sheep, to scare the herd back into the Shepard's warm embrace." She found the imagery disturbing, but powerful. It was no wonder such a message affected her childe. "If they serve, then maybe, some day, they will no longer be damned. Very maybe. The text isn't specific about redemption at all."
"Brainwashing." Jessy scoffed, dismissed it all with a wave of her hand, and turned on a streaming service on the TV. "Let's watch a movie. I'm thinkingβ"
It all faded to background noise, for Natasha. She had a hand on the Testament of Longinus, and her eyes kept switching between it and the picture of Lucas on her laptop. This man, and his Bishop Damien, had converted several Invictus, including her childe Vivienne. It couldn't be just mindless brainwashing idiocy, if Vivienne could be turned.
She hated herself. She should have seen this coming. Information about the Lancea et Sanctum was not hidden, and even information about Lucas was not hidden. But by the time she'd risen up the ranks and had access to such information, it had ceased to be an issue. The Sanctified were long gone.
She turned off her laptop, made some quiet grumbling sounds, and reached for her coat.
"Hey where you going?"
"Just... out."
"Fuck that. You're going out to look for Vivienne." Jessy was up in a flash and getting in Natasha's way, herself between Natasha and the door. "And you know that's a bad idea. We're already on bad ground after having killed some of them."
"You killedβ"
"You shot the Bishop in the face!" Jessy reached out and put a hand on her shoulder. She knew she didn't like to be touched, but again Jessy insisted on touching her arm. Stop touching. "I had your back when shit hit the fan, right?"
"Yeah b-b-butβ"
"But nothing. You owe me, so promise me you won't go looking for Vivienne, ok?"
"I stillβ"
"Ok!?" And then Jessy shook her like a child.
Natasha lowered her head and did her best to hide her destroyed feelings. If she were alive, she'd have tears in her eyes. "You d-d-don't know! You don't have a childe. It... it gnaws at you. She's mine. Mine and... I lost her."
"You didn't lose shit you dumbass. Either things will calm down and you can hang with your childe again, just on different sides of a business fence, or someone will put the Sanctified back into the ground and we'll make sure Vivi isn't involved in that. Ok?"
Natasha did her best to get a stiff upper lip, or some such. It was hollow. But she tried anyway, and managed to put on a stern face and a nod for Jessy. "Ok. I... I just want to go hunt."
"Hungry? I could get the boys over." Jessy let go of her and hoped back up onto the counter. Her super short blonde hair and her tall, boxer build really made every motion she made seem so... ferocious, like everything she did was in preparation for a fight. Maybe she was.
Sometimes Natasha wondered why they were friends. She wanted quiet, peace, and all those other things that made her and her Gangrel friend fire and water. The classic introvert and extrovert pairing.
"You know you... k-k-killed some of those K-kindred. Are you... okay with that?"
Jessy just shrugged. "It was a fight. We could have died too, we had no way of knowing. I ain't gonna bust myself up about shit hitting the fan. But seriously though, can I invite the boys over? Come on, I know you want em." The Gangrel reached out, grabbed a glass, and tossed it from one hand to the other. "How many years now since you had some fun with your meal? You gotta open up a bit, have some fun." She put her hands up then, and gave a big, playful grin. "Hey, I'll be there! No funny business, and hot damn it'll be a glorious mess of legs."
Natasha shuddered. Touching. Contact. So much... close quarters proximity with others, kine at that. They were warm, they breathed and bled, they salivated, they ejaculated. Part of her was so very repulsed by the idea of others being in her personal space like that.