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Thekiss was overwhelming, his mouth engulfed mine in a demanding kiss. I felt some part of me take over; something wild, something that had been in a cage for a long time. He had stopped moving inside me and seemed to be savoring the moment, savouring my acceptance of him. It seemed like him being inside me stirred nerves I never knew were there. I could literally feel his heartbeat through his cock as he filled me perfectly, like a puzzle piece. The last piece, the one that completed me.
This concerned me, not because I feared him but I knew from this point on I would never be able to live without him, that my life had changed forever. That I would never feel the dread of being alone, depressed, unwanted or misunderstood again. That his life was directly connected to mine and if anything were to happen to him those feelings would come back so intensely I wouldn't be able to bare it. I wondered if he felt the same.
He paused then and lifted his lips away from mine. I instantly reached for his face to draw him back to me, but he threaded his fingers through mine and guided my hands above my head. I studied his face and waited for him to speak; wondering why he had abandoned my lips. "What you feel for me is but a stitch in a tapestry in comparison to what I feel for you," he didn't say it. The words had materialized in my head. I had heard his thoughts. I tilted my head slightly as he moved his hands behind my back and lifted me to sit on the edge of the table. Placing his hands back on my waist, he touched his forehead to mine.
"You can hear my thoughts now because you have accepted me," he whispered.
"Why do you say that, that you feel more for me than I do you?" I asked.
"Because there isn't a cell in my body that would reject you, and you only accept me now because my body and your body's reaction to it overrides anything else. Once I'm no longer inside you, you may change," I could feel the furrow of his brows against my skin as he moved to press his lips to my shoulder. "I'm almost certain you will. It will take time and your mind and heart will, eventually, accept me. But for now you might hate me for a while and you might be..." He lifted his head from my shoulder, nudging my cheek with his nose, "Difficult," he added.
I reluctantly agreed, he made sense. Only moments ago I wanted to kill him and now I felt like if he were to leave, if he were to withdraw from me, my sanity would surely crack and my heart would stop. My lips parted, poised to deny that I might not hate him when a sudden horrible constricting feeling twisted low in my stomach, so much so that I grabbed him and had to bite down into his shoulder, as my muscles bared down and tightened around his member. I screamed at the searing pain ripping though me.
He growled and before I could blink he pushed me on my back and leaned over me, his arms hooked under my knees and his fingers dug into my waist. His eyes almost seemed to be glazed over and his beastly appearance was back. He began to hammer himself inside of me with a force that truly shocked me. I grabbed his hair and pulled slightly. I felt as if I was falling, tumbling backwards into an abyss and I needed to anchor myself to him. He leaned into my hand and nipped my wrist gently. I thought about releasing him for fear that I was hurting him. He nipped me again "You couldn't hurt me if you tried, love. It doesn't bother me." He looked at me and grinned slightly as he tilted my hips to rub against that sacred area and kissed my hand. "Leave it where it is." He commanded.
I felt my body go limp as another, stronger, climax began to coil low in my belly. I screamed out, my back arched as the feeling overtook me. But before I could draw another breath into my lungs to wail, he suddenly pulled out and instantly the pain was back. I looked down at him to beg him to continue, to save me from whatever force was causing me such pain, to finish me but before I could get a word out he flipped me onto my stomach. As he climbed above me the table groaned, protesting the added weight. He grabbed my hips and lifted my butt into the air, covering my mouth with his hand as he abruptly entered me.